Hahahaha school was funny today. I like my class, they're very interesting really!
The jokes, rumours and noise we seem to create are getting really welcoming. I'm enjoying my jc life at the moment! And i finally got to buy my night market and cold storage goodies with Hanis and Huda, like finally! After oogling over Nani that is. As for now, i like butterflies in stomach from far. It's so much more exciting than actually going through the next step and saving myself all the drama mama!(:


I still cannot forget jieling's scenario in class today. Mrs lim was asking, " Alright class, give me examples of competitive supply." And you should have seen the class, everyone was either lying their head on the table, eyes half opened or just appearing as if they're really paying attention to econs so we were just plainly listening to her mumbling. Then suddenly, jieling who had her head burried in her hands just a few moments before screamed out loud, " SHAMPOO AND CONDITIONER!!" You should have been there to witness how slow the entire class' reaction was! It almost felt like world war three and already taken place then everyone burst out laughing and mrs lim was explaning that that was a joint supply, not competitive. I COULDNT CONTROL MY GIGGLES , EVEN AFTER CLASS. HAH!

Every day is a new day and i'm reminded of my past. Everytime there's another storm, i know that it won't last. Every moment i'm filled with hope cause i get another chance but i will try, there's nothing i wanna hide. Cause i'm beautifully broken and i don't care if you know it.

Horoscope for today.

"Good stuff will be happening to you today (or quite soon), although it might be a bit difficult for you to accept it! You have a curiosity that can sometimes get in the way of appreciating the goodness in your life -- you want to know why things are happening, and how. But in order to enjoy the upcoming good times, you're going to have to let go of this need-to-know when it comes to why all of these things are happening. Get used to the unknown. Try to just be grateful for it!"

Let's seee, this have been one of the worst weekends yet. Another stupidity got the best of me yesterday. It seems like stupidity are seriously a huge part of my life now. Well, i gave up Briyani today cause i just have to finish up my PW and physics test mugging today so right now, i'm gonna head back to my study table. Til then, i shall just take life as it goes.

We might find a place in this world someday but at least for nowI gotta go my own way.

Time check: 3.14am

It is morning. It is already the 29th of march. My head is dying. My brain already dead.I hate having guy problems but i hate having friendship problems moreeeeeee. I'm stubborn but sometimes, it's just not the stubborn part that wants to explain things . Yet, no guy is worth any friendship. God, can't things get anymore complicating?! Instead of solving one problem, now i have more in my hands with the first one still unsolved. Apparently there are more stuff i didn't know about. You know, sometimes i wish i can just live life being anti social. Then no one will judge me. Oh wait, people will obviously do since i am anti social. OH CRAP. Now there's no way out. I know my friends' characters are all different. But it's because i love and trust them alot that i'm telling them everything that's happening in my life. If not, i could just keep everything to myself and live life as it goes. And i just find it hard to take in the fact that they are giving up on me, letting loose of everything. I guess now i am on my own to solve things. I'm sorry i cost you all so much anger and time telling you all about it. I really am. I know you girls have my best interest at heart and i really really really appreaciate it but i guess now i will solve it on my own. I don't want to increase your blood pressure anymore and again, i'll say it again. I am truly sorry if i've changed and if i have told you all too much. I know you girls are tired of listening to my whinings. It's okay, i will not bother you all about them anymore.I will not mention a single thing about that species anymore i promise! Please don't let me doubt friendships cause of something as stupid as that species gender! Sorry superstars:( No guys are worth this.

"Even the best fall down sometime.

Even the wrong words seem to rhyme

Out the doubt that fills my mind"

I miss them toooooo. I just realised i haven't seen them since aqila's birthday which was almost like ages ago! boohoooo.

Let me admit this, i have been running away from the truth and i know i shouldn't have. Reality sucks sometimes but i guess you just gotta face it and move on with it already. I was blinded by stupidity that was not worth the time. I don't understand why i just never learn from mistakes done. It's almost the same thing ain't it? Honestly, i was naive and have always been. Naive enough to fall for some sweet nothings. Still, i don't know for sure if it's true or not but i guess farihin and seri have a strong point there. Initially i have always been backfacing the reality behind it cause somehow, i don't want to lose you. And that is why/

It's the weekends and i will try to make full use of it being math and physics tests taking place next week. Road run was awesome and i think i did fairly well. Aquila was not bad at all, really. Had dinner with jieling, ying liang, cheryl and Hanis . You should have been there to feel the atmosphere, kecohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh/ HAHA

happy weekends, i should be mugging in esplanade library and catching up on old studying times(:

just let it go. If it comes back to you one day, then it's yours(:

& Nurul stayed home today.

Except for the part of the day whereby she's out to see her family doctor and stepped into bishan since let's seeeeeee, results day?

Bishan brought back a gazillion memories, considering the fact that i've been in that area almost ALL MY LIFE including getting where i am today for approximately 10 years?! WOOHOO.

I bumped into Melissa and Julia while having breakfast cum lunch in coffee bean. It's nice to see some old schoolmates(:

Alright, i've missed ONE WHOLE DAY of Innova today. I just realised that i like school. One day gone and i've already missed the people. Class 0812c hasn't bond entirely yet, still they're nice people. The girls, having only 6 of us, would always be up to something and it'd usually crack me up especially break time when you'd see us RUNNING for the western stall. Have i mentioned how much i ADORE the food?! It's delishhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!:D

I've pe and touch rugg training tomorrow and i have no idea how i'm gonna go about the physical section . I have mc anyway! HOHOHO.

Alright, i should probably get some math and PW done before i head to school tomorrow!

My fever has gone down, YAYNESS.

Before i forget, tomorrow is my daddy's birthday! And he has been hinting that we should get him a new camera, like we didn't know. He's been like, " The ad just now show the new camera kan?" Then i'll just be rolling my eyes cause OBVIOUSLY he's trying to get his way. My dad can be a huge pain but he never fails to show his love for us all through his actions. Unlike my mom, he doesn't go about every day spitting words of I LOVEYOUs , instead he would execute plans and it shows very prominently that he really cares for us all. He would always question my buyings and after giving him a list of reasons why, he'd give up and i'd always win!HAH. Sometimes i wonder if he ever regretted having someone like me as his first daughter cause i have to admit, i get the most scoldings out of the rest of the pack. I love the fact that he jokes ( though they're usually very lame) cause it'd usually crack me up! One really signature act of him is when my mom get so worked up and argue with over some small issue, he'd put on a blurred expression and showing us the " what-did-i-do?" look, acting as if he did nothing wrong. HAHA. So i really admire the fact that he would always give in. Many would point out that i followed his traits and i'm glad(: I wonder what i'll ever do without my awesome dad!

No matter how fat you're becoming, you're the world's most awesome father!:D

( please mind the awesome 6 years ago dressing of mine AWESOMEEEEEE)

HAPPY 44TH BIRTHDAY DAD!:D

I am officially sick.

Nose running, thunder coughs, illusion headaches, mountain peak temperatures.

Its getting outta hand. During chemistry test today, i was searching for the tiniest piece/sheet of thing that could used to rub off my muccus. Preposterous i know but i couldn't help it! I WAS IN DYING NEED FOR A PIECE OF TISSUE PAPER. Absolute disgust, whatever it is, i managed to head to the toilet before Tsunami hits in, after the test. Luckily the test was manageable so i didn't have that to struggle for. I gotta decide whether i can still pull myself together for another week of education. I hope i can

Well, today was pretty dullllllll . Nothing much happened but i just realised that i had enough with this whole violating of my 2008 resolution. It's time to set things straight and make sure that i don't fall back. Cause it sucks to go against the rule and then get pushed back ten more steps. It's just not fun anymore to feel butterflies in my stomach. It's just not. What happened to harmless crushes and without having the other party knowing a littlest juicy bit about it?! It used to be so easy and not complicating. Sucks is this section of life

THE ONLY THING THAT GOT ME FULL SMILES TODAY WAS MANU'S WIN THE NIGHT BEFORE.

3- nil is unbelieveable. And have i mentioned Nani will always be the man of my heart? AWESOME JAWLINE FOREVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRrr

What's that, matchmade in heaven i hear? :D

I am officially burnt. And it'll get worse with touch rugg's training!

hahaha, camping was awesome, again. I should really stop using the word. And as you can see, there are no pictures this time round. First of all, i forgot to charge my camera and Rini's family couldn't join us so the best footages couldn't be caught with the best megapixels. Plus, my phone died on me in the middle of yesterday and i really do not wish to repeat the scenario when i have to live without it. It's unbearable! Phone is almost equivelent to my life. It is practically my boyfriend. But i had alot of time by the rocks and benches to think things through. And i hope i'll continue making the right decisions in my life. It may not be the best ones but i know it'll be better than before. Oh, did i mention i brought a HUGE torch so i could study on the benches provided in the middle of the night?! I didn't even give a hoot about the drunk malays near me. They want to die, i'll just let them die peacefully on their own. Oh my god, i am really getting inhuman each day. HAH!


Oh wait, did i mention that my school brought back the plate champions during the touch rugby competition at sp last sunday? touch rugby is something very challeging since you need both minds and stamina to win the games but i manages to learn alot from the pae batch AND we even beat RJ! IT WAS A GREAT FEELING!:D


Alright, i have tutorials to finish and i'm starting to bond with the rest from 0812c.
Funny people indeed:D

And guest, "hady" is not my boyfriend.hahaha

HAPPY BIRTHDAY (th)2 babe, AQILA ABU!

:DDDDDDDDDDD

Well, i know i have not been updating. I can't seem to find a suitable time to upload all the pictures onto this almost abandoned blog of mine. Ive been very very ultra packed that i really feel like i haven't been sleeping well lately! Farihin and liyana should know since i called them around 1 or 2 in the morning to spill out some major 411 news! hahaha

Sometimes i realised that life gets very unpredictable as it moves on, don't you think?

And sometimes, there's no use in trying to undo things that have already been done. Don't bother trying to wish that the clock would just turn back so you can redo everything all over again!

Life doesn't work so easy. And that's why they say life is unfair.

ANYWAY, LAST SATURDAY WAS ONE OF THE BEST SATURDAYS I EVER HAD! I met up with all the people ive missed! And it was just greatttt to being able to meet them and of course, share the latest bits of their lives at the moment and being able to reminisce the old memories ! ohman, i miss my (th)2 so much! Besides Aqila, I think i will only get to see the other two hotness next month or something! THAT'S LIKE DECADES:(

We had a alot of fun on saturday. it started out with Tessa, cheryl and I giving Aqila one of the shock of her life. We planned to meet early at TOA PAYOH to create the masterpiece. In the end, we were all later than expected so we kinda rushed through the awesome work YET, IT LOOKED GORGEOUS! Wtd? :D

Yes yesss, we met at TOA PAYOH first before heading to town. What a way to start a saturday right? hahaha wait no offence ros!:D Anyway, Aqila called each of us one by one to ask where were we when we were supposed to already be in town. So i could sense she got kinda fedup that we were all VERY MUCH later than expected! okay, that was our bad! Hahaha but i bet all was forgiven when she saw the three of us with the AWESOME GORGEOUS SPLENDID MASTERPIECE IN THE MIDDLE!:DDDD

So after that, we did the usual , "LEPAK-ING" HAHAHA. Cheryl was so into this whole "slack in malay" that i swear she sounded like a minah! HAHA It's possible okay! Anyway, everything was

awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee with them!

I will miss the hotness alottttt:(

Aqila Abu turned 17/

Don't ask, really.

Isn't it the hottest thing? :D


So after alot of catching up with my favourite hotness people, i met up with another group of people in my life whom ive never seen since hmmmm let me see, hari raya haji i think ?OHMY. THAT IS VERY LONGGGGGGGGG.

Anyway, we had lunch at magic wok instead o fthe usual sakura since it was filled with other stomach-growling people! Being with them is always the same, me getting teased, they spilling out gruesome, gory, freaky experiences and stories. But even though it's the same routine almost every time i meet them, IT IS ALWAYS FUN, NO MATTER WHAT!:) Though they can be such a pain in the ass, they are still the bomb batch! I don't know when's the next one but i hope i'll get to see them real soon!

HERE ARE THE PICCAS from the usual late night padang hang outs. you know, i prefer using "hang out" than "lepak" OR "Slack" OMG. How i despise that 5 letter words that was ever invented. GOODNESSSSSSSS.

Ohh i forgot, we stopped by our dearest uncle's cafe, sour puss to get some finger licking goodness. The bill was another story. HAH!

I thought this was photography but apparently i wasn't even ready for it at all. So it is candid. PURE CANDID i mean.

& while the other 2 ride off home on bikes, we got home the old fashion-ed way. TRAIN

I think trains are also one of the best inventions in this world.HAH

Alright, i have a camping trip with my mom's side tonight . leaving around midnight. Don't miss me too much okay! :D

OH WAIT before i forget, in about 2-3 hours time,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FARIHIN AND "HADY"! :D

STEP UP2 IS FUCKING AWESOME :D


Everything was perfect, the dance, the dancers, the cast and especially the choreography! Robert hoffman is so hot on the streets that he could even match up to channing! AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

check a small portion of the finale and i swear, you will fall in love with it just by watching 50 seconds of it!:DDDDD

It's time for you to shift focus in your life. Move away from frustration and move toward things that work. For example, if you have been holding on to a floundering relationship, move on today. If it's just not working, it's just not a good thing for you. Turn your energies toward things that have a certain outcome -- even if it's just doing your laundry. You don't need any more suspense or drama right now.



enough is enough

Woah, its thursday already! That's like almost 3/4 done of the holidays!

HOW UNFAIRRR IS THAT?!

Oh well, it's not like i have any say in it. Alright, wednesday was spent in school for the entire afternoon for touch rugby! It was raining cows and hippos i tell you! But being the ever so spontaneous and enthusiastic bunch, we didn't give a hoot about the rain and still ran around the track - even i lost count of how many rounds we did. After that, we played in the field when obviously, IT WAS MUDDY! After fitness and conditioning, Frankie came and gave a verbal training on touch rugby-AGAIN! he's our coach btw. Very funny yet, lame most of the time!HAHAHA.

So, today's plan is to catch stepup2 with "hady mirza". HAH! If the weather don't forbid, that is.

Furama hotel with my god-grandfather last weeek.

i barely know you laaaaa

"How can you move beyond past mistakes when you won't let yourself forget them? The only person who is still beating you up over what you did is you -- so stop it! You are a wonderful person who isn't perfect, but then again, no one is. Holding yourself to a higher standard is not going to force you to rise to your expectations. It's only going to make you feel like you're not doing your best -- and you know that you are. So give yourself an emotional hug today."- horoscope for tday.

I HAD A TOTAL BLAST YESTERDAY!!!!!!! OH.MY.GOD.

Let's seee, since i had a hard time choosing about the attire the day before, i crashed Rini's place.

Luckily she had the wardrobe of all the topshop outlets combined!

So i had a pretty blissful time there:D

After having lunch at the usual in town, we headed to bugis to meet liyana and i shopped for just a teeny short while.

HELLO, I HAVE NOT BEEN SPENDING FOR 2 weeks okay!

Don't you think it's just fine for me to fork out just a little for something that's leaning to the category of the the 'needs' than the 'wants' AND IM NOT LYING! :D

After buying the cake, we took the bus to esplanade and i had a good chat with an old secondary friend, magdalene for awhile and came to a conclusion that i missed my batch but not the school, AT ALL.

Anyway, once we settled down at the rooftop, we got out the birthday cake for the birthday girl.

HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY BABE!





&& we believed that angels brought us hereeeee

teenvogue.com

girlfriend.com

Fernando torres is pure hotness. Everyone knows that, duh.

And will you just look at her? Like Nyonya from ang mo kio like that! HAHAHAHAHA, KIDDING!

And here's the main organiser- Oh wait, just wait til its your turn liyana!:D

& when she thought that her birthday celebration was going to just stop with the cake, SHE'S DEAD WRONGGGGGG ( notice seri's hands?! HAHA)

& THATS THE OFFICIAL WELCOME TO THE 17th LIFE NURUL FARIHIN!

& i love ya babe!:D HAHA

And after much whining from her, she tried to get back at us.

Well, yea she got some part of us but it was still not as bad as hersss.

HAHAHAHA.

Oh, and a few moments later, we got a scolding from the cleaner there. We felt bad but hey, it is once in a lifetime! HAHA! We helped her cleaned up the toilet though, so note the responsiblity here!:D By the way, did i tell you farihin chased me all the way to the cubicle til i just stood in there for the past minutessssss.





So we cleaned up for the day and went home. THE LAUGHTER UP THE ROOF WAS SOO MEMORABLE! RIGHT FARIHIN?

&& there's no webbed up story behind this friendship.

It's a musical city

Apparently, she loved my hair

woah, lovely faces

Its the laughing gas.

I'm grateful to have people like them in my lifeeeeee.

Whooo, it's the march holidays . I know it's gonna be over even before i know it but let me just breathe in deep here so i will be fully charged up for the new term when the topic for PW would be out, tests charging up for us and the lectures and tutorials being on the full swing! OH WELL.

And i just came back from school today for the chemistry test and tutorial.
Surprisingly, the test was actually manageable despite the fact that i just started revision last night . It gotta be the thought of NOT STAYING BACK IN JC1 that helped me stand up my pair of eyes last night while i mugged til the wee hours. AWESOME NURUL AWESOME:D

& i have a very hectic schedule to abide to now. I feel like going for a swim now, GOODBYE

its still too early to tell