ORAL PRESENTATION IS FINALLY OVER!

which means, PW's 98% done.
which means, saturday's free time.
which means, no more rushing for datelines.
which means, no more bombardment of research or data insidemy laptop.
which means, no more rehearsals.
which means, no more restrictions on what to do.

most importantly, more town time! =)

It's friday night WINKS WINKS! hehehehehehe

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA, I LOVE YOU MANYMANY! MUACKZX!

It's malay 'A's tomorrow and oral presentation on Friday.

It's gonna be a bumpy ride.

I wasn't in the best of moods to come to school today so i didn't.

I stayed home to watch some stay at home movies from hbo, then headed to school arond the afternoon since the group called for some last minute dry run. Rushed to school and everything was screwed up. The slides, the sound system and my individual presentation. Definitely not a good day. I do appreciate the motivation i got from my friends just now. They tried to cheer me up, whether or not they know the real deal. Hanis and Huda stayed with me in the canteen after school. Had ice cream with Aqila Abu. Then had dinner with Starsky, Raj, Fabian, haja and Jeremiah soon after. Home alone after that was a round two of a not very good day. Thanks for the texts and IMs all those who tried to make my day. Please Nurul, cheer up okay. Let's hope tomorrow's a better day.

Got into a fight with my mom just now. I don't even know what's the topic that's creating the spark in the first place!

& now i can't sleep ):

p.s: I've still yet to blog about my minah's belated birthday on monday.

you taught me how to love.

For that someone,

I'll never regret you. Never did, and never will.

You'll always hold a special place in my heart.

& I'll never forget you.

Love, Nurul

Whew, it's been quite a weekend there.

i'd choose it over any studying ANYTIME BABY!

first of all, someone turned 18 over the weekend!

My one and only bitch in the world, RINI ASTIKA! =)

I LOVE YOU MY ANEROXIC BITCH!

The surprise party we had for her yesterday was kinda funny! hahaha i'll update on that tomorrow once i've saved all the pictures from photobucket. But as for now, hope you liked the surprise!

Anyway, let's start from Friday. I met that cheryl minah of mine and we caught Night in Rodanthe and damn, it effing made the two of us laughed and cried buckets! Though i badly needed to pee almost halfway through the movie! So at that point of time, i just forced myself to stop crying since it was aready full on the other end HELLO! HAHA. Cheryl and I were laughing at some unnecessary actions during the movie too. They must've thought we've completely lost it! HAHA

But all in all, it's a pretty good movie (: It's nicholas sparks, like duh?

cheryl is a certified minah. HAH!



Saturday was flea fly flow fun market day!

Raymond and I almost murdered Aqila right there and then when she kept us waiting AND we couldn't contact her! HAHA. But all's fine during the flea market itself. It was a really good one and i swear Aqila and I were so thankful with the fact that Raymond came with us. Banker for the day defnitely!=) I brought bag an entire 2 bags filled with goodies! I only managed to find one that fit all when i reached Kak fil's place later on. Anyway, the talk of the day.

Raymond and I were trying to convince her to change out of her class tee and into the new dress she just bought then.

Aqila: why you all cannot accept the real me?
Raymond: But the real you's horrible!

I BURST OUT LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


haha well here goes.

Aqila: YOU SURE I LOOK OKAY?!

Nurul: YeSsSsSSSSSsssssSSSsssSSsSssSSsSSSsSSS

We know you're proud of your buys, Raymond!

& ya, i love this woman too! ( despite how horrible she may be, HAHAHA KIDDING!!)

Right now, i can't seem to sleep. Not even a wink when i've pw early in the morning! My brain's like entertaining this traffic jam in my head and it's not going away anytime soon. I've alot to think about and so many things still hanging and left unsolved. I'm worried that one day i may just have some breakdown or something! Okay, kidding. I'm just very tired, although i know i have to solve all these unsolved stuff in my head, or it won't go away. I'm trying to not decide something for someone else but i can't help to think of other parties affected if i come to any conclusion at all. My dad for example. How can i think clearly if he's constantly in my mind! I really have no intention of disappointing him right now and never ever! My future's partly in his hands after all.

As for the other thing in my head too, I feel so helpless about it. Tell me it's real please

I can't sleep. Maybe i'll turn nocturnal for tonight.

It's not like i have a choice anyway.

When I'm with you

The week in school have been all about malay and project work. Surprisingly, it isn't as bad as i thought. Having rehearsals after rehearsals with those two haven't been exactly boring and plus, i get to spend time with my other classmates who are preparing for their slides too. yeap, it's been a pretty good week so far. Still, thank God it's Friday tomorrow. I can't wait for the official last day of school to arrive, though i'm gonna be really sad to leave them behind. However, i'm still gonna have a hell lot of fun during the holidays. I hope.

Okay, I know my life has been on the roller coaster ride all this time and it was so frustrating to get my heartbroken at some points of it. However, my heart never felt so stable these days. There's no fluctuation of feelings, though there existed fluctuating emotions. I can't imagine myself having these kind of feelings for someone. Have you ever felt like you're finally falling for someone right for the first time in your life? This may be the case, but this may not be it too. I mean, who knows. But i guess the situation now isn't so easy as it seems. The transition from the past ones i had in my life and this one right now is completely a Universe apart and I can't even compare them.

Honestly, i've never felt this way before. Some may understand, some may not, some may be frustrated with me about it, some may be happy for me, some may be worried for me, some may think i haven't learnt from my lessons but the thing is, how can i learn when this never happened in my life. Those back then were infatuations, lame crushes and even false interpretations of feelings but right now, it's completely different and i can bet my whole life it is. It's those kind of feelings that'll remain in you for a very long time or as matter of fact, stick with you throughout your life. It's like whatever happens, he's the kind of person you'll never forget.

& maybe, i've met that person.

Congrats Miss tay for marrying your man! =)

Watching her walk the aisle and saying her vows were very AWWW scenarios definitely. I'm really happy for her. She did an awesome job as a secondary school science teacher back then ( HELLO, I TOPPED THE CLASS UNDER HER! hahahahaha) and now i see her in her pretty white wedding dress looking really pretty and the smile on her face completely guarantees that at that point of time, it was her best moment in life =)

In overall, the wedding was good and the food was awesome since we were all practically engrossed in the outfits for the day 'til lunch or even breakfast as a matter of fact, was forgottem. So most of us came with an empty stomach and praying that the food'll be enough for all of us and hell yea it was! (: IT WAS GOOD. There was sushi! I swear i'll want that on my menu list for my wedding!

So it was definitely good to catch up with some familiar faces! Just talking to them and reminiscing about our 4 years past. haha it was just refreshing to walk down the memory lane once again. I mean, i miss my batch really .

Okay, so here goes.

Shi Qi, Esther and Aqila.

She's still an EDVY FAN! OMG. hahaha

Jerraldine, Natalia and Abu

Jacq and cheryl

Jaslyn, Vanessa, natalia, jerraldine


Aqila Abu! (:

Okay, so we weren't exactly listening to the songs and speech.

So as she make it down the aisle

Awww, how sweet can that be ?

The " I DO"s part!

awwwww

Esther, edmund chen sucks la. hahahaha kidding!

Nishantini!

Ronald, Aqila, Me, Rudy, Bertram and Theo

Priscilla!

MY 3 FOR 10 PARTNER!

Theo and Priscilla

Kumar grew taller! UNFAIR. haha

The burnt aisle perhaps? haha

Miss Amy!

My poa partner, Aneza! =)

Awesome people !

yes Aqila, i know you don't like Jacq la. hahahaha

JACQ JACQ JACQ. I tell you, at this point, she was already drunk. hah!

RONALD FOO !

So the 6 of us kinda spotted tanglin flea market while on the bus to town and decided to just drop off and check it out. Jacq, Niki, Aneza, Cheryl, Aqila and I were all scurrying through the crowd which happened to be massive by the way, in dresses and even heels for some of them.




I don't think it was even barely 10 minutes when we decided to get in to get a drink and being the hot holligans they are, Cheryl and Aqila put on the halloween masks and walked around the entire tanglin marketplace and scaring the shits of the many there buying groceries. I think they gave the kids the biggest scare. hahaha, those two ahhh, forever one. haha


The two hottest hooligans.

Jacq and half of Niki.

Yes, they really walked around in those.

Cheryl scary lee

Okay, maybe i want a little of the fun. heh!

Trick or treat!

Then later on, after Niki went off to meet his girlfriend, the girls headed to shaw for a real macs treat, as usual. haha


MY 3 FOR 10 PARTNER ONCE AGAIN!

Cheryl minah minah

Aneza looking sexy!

Jacq too!

It must've been a hot day wasn't it girls? HAHAHAHA

This is damn minah laaaaaaaaaaaaa


Okay, behind those innocent and nice faces.






SHE IS A CERTIFIED DRUNKARD!






So anyway, later Aqila and I headed to Tanglin flea again since we weren't satusfied with the fact that we didn't dig just now so yeap. As the three girls went off for their Gb dinner, we dug and swam through piles of clothes and soon after it started to turn dark, we called it a day for flea markets and then, roamed around town.






I love this woman ! =)

I don't know why I'm suddenly feeling this way.