Just live it

2008-11-26T10:34:00.001-08:00

I've moved =)

Ask me for the new link online yea.

2008-11-24T23:39:00.000-08:00

We've run out of words

I practically slept the entire day today !

Watched the two seasons of SAW with Rini, my sister and brother 'til the wee morning. I ended up chatting and watching tv even after the two movies. Either still stunned and shock from the gore in it or the red bulls were doing me some justice. The next thing i knew, my mom was up to do her morning prayers and was getting ready for work. Damn, the eye bags under those eyes are so taking over my entire face. heh, i've been exaggerating alot nowadays.

I'm hooked onto 90210 and Gossip Girl at the same time, can you believe that?! Chuck's mybass, Ethan's a new beginning. hahahahaha

Anyway, it's finally Tuesday tomorrow and Rinny and I are trippin' over it! Excitement here to stay, at least until tomorrow! I had a pretty hard time to decide 'bout the outfit, but hey, it's all worked out now. I think i should get an early night so i'll be up all night tomorrow =)

You know that it's over when the burnin'
& the yearnin inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when he don't do to you
& move you like the way he moved you before

And you wanna pull him close,
but your heart has froze
you kiss him but his eyes don't close
Then he goes out of your heart forever
and it hurts you but you know that it's better

Could this be it?

2008-11-23T17:42:00.000-08:00

Just once a week, and this is what i get from you?

I'm feeling sad now. Feelings come and go, so do the people in your life, isn't it true?
Sometimes i wonder what did i ever do wrong to make them go.

Anyway, that aside first, my Saturday was kinda fun and entertaining. Met up with Hairul, Farihin, Seri and Izzah for pool in the afternoon. I was a noob in pool, as always. But after being taught by Seri and Hairul time and time again, i guess i got a hang of it soon enough. Seri had to go off halfway due to some news back at home. So the 4 of us continued and we got really hungry later on, especially with Hairul being half dead on the food table! During lunch/dinner, we were suckers in his jokes once again so imagine Farihin's face almost inches away from her Hokkien mee. That was how much of an effect Hairul's jokes have on us! Just when we thought the worst was over, after izzah left, Rafi joined us soon after. With the combination of them both, there was no stopping the laughing gas from escaping!

Rafi: eh sini ade masjid tak?
Hairul: Ade. Kat belakang ice box rumah aku!
Rafi: oh, Al- Ice box eh?

THEN WE ALL BURST OUT LAUGHING!

Well, it wasn't that funny but apparently the sound of their laughs plus their reaction was utter priceless i swear!
Plus, Hairul brought his dslr cam so we snapped away! I especially got my hands right on that thing. However, the memory is effing huge to be sent through Msn or email so I guess through thumbdrive would have to make the cut then. So as for now, i don't have effing awesome pictures to show! I did bring my camera though, but it was being a bitch so wasn't functioning as welll.

The noob in action. Sure Nurul Sure.

Izzah and Farihin

I really should start using my dad's camera.

See, its dslr crazy i tell you.

I hope Thursday comes soon so i can get my hands on those pictures, but before that, Tuesday have got to come first! YESSSS, can't wait =)

Because of you i believed in real guys but because of you too, I'm afraid to fall in love again.

2008-11-21T22:20:00.000-08:00

Because of you

; riniee says:
eh surprisingly someone didnt complain to me uh !
; riniee says:
hahahha

hahahahahahaha after EVERY haircut, I'd always complain to two people!
Aqila and Rini.

Surprisingly, i didn't this time round, cause it turned out to be EXACTLY how i wanted it to be! HEH. I know i told a million people that i snapped my long hair and making it short for the holidays. Well, hate to break it to ya, it's just short in my eyes! HAHAHA
So, i guess it won't be what many of you expected!
It's of a lighter highlight though!

Before the shopping date, i met Rinny to go Rp to meet Rini. Funny how i know two RINN(Y/I) in my life huh? hahaha. Anyway, met Rini to pass her the money to be passed to Adam for Tuesday's plan. Rinny and I are getting excited over it right now!

So, shopping date with mom turned out to be a shopping date with mom and dad. I almost forgot how it refreshing it felt to be an only child in the house and being pampered by their love (and money? HAHA. Well, i kinda had the chance to feel that for the first two years of my life and i just got a flashback of that for about 4 hours of my current life. HAH! Well, it turned out to be better than expected. I just got my November holidays' allowance! I think i'm turning into one hell of a spoilt brat. I don't even earn the cash but hey, this won't last, I'm sure.Especially after my As next year! BOOHOO.

I love them, no matter what.

okay, right now, I'm hooked onto 90210.
Damn, they have got to stop filming addictive hot tv shows like these.
Still, Gossip girl's still my number one favourite.

CHUCK BASS, MY MAN =)

ITS A SATURDAY TOMORROWWWWW!
I've plans, do you?

Even if im staring in the dark, I'll still believe

2008-11-20T14:10:00.000-08:00

Sooner than it seems, life turns around

I’ve been having a pretty good stay at home day since yesterday. Watched movies after movies now that my brother has ditched his Xbox for his new PS3. That Xb ox of his is now mainly used to play DVDs rather than for games purposes. But the Fifa and metal slug games gotta be the exceptions. And now I get why guys are so addicted to video games.

So anyway, I’ve finally gotten a hold of the 0812C pictures from Monday’s outing. They’re still the best bunch of people to be known as a class, though there were some who couldn’t make it. Nevertheless, we had fun throwing flour at one another, dragging/ carrying people into the water, eating the melted cake using just one knife to feed all while playing beach volleyball, playing the monkey game in the water, showering half naked with the girls ( HAHAHA!) and just being around them kinda left no space for any negative thoughts to intrude. Unfortunately, I couldn’t join them for dinner due to some restrictions/ curfews I gotta abide for awhile now.

Oh, i think jie ling did a terrific job to make it all work out!=)

I made a mistake that day; This low memory space in my brain caused me to forget my camera! WHAT A SIN.

Luckily, Cheryl and jie ling brought theirs (:

Before the surprise,

then after some delays, it was the birthday bash! (:

Happy birthday you November babies! =)

After playing in the water and all, it was dinner time and they had a blast i bet, while i was in my dad's car heading home :(

Now i can't wait for 0812C chalet part 2. It'll be a blast I'm sure =) HEH.

As for today, i think i'll go for a swim later on.
Tomorrow’s a Friday and I’ve got a date with my mom.
First things first, a trip to the salon.

It’s time to fly.

2008-11-18T20:25:00.000-08:00

If that's how it's supposed to be

Sunday

Aqila and I met Rosazlin Rosli, the babe we haven't seen since September if i weren't mistaken. We had tons to catch up on, with her life in SA and ours in IJ. We chatted and spilled and talked and lashed out almost everything that have been happening since the last meet up and man, did we spend the evening away with them! It's funny how time flies real fast considering the fact that we've just finished our Os last year and now moving on to the killer As next year. Tell me, is it really just me or have time been moving forward like the speed of light?

Oh well, that's life.

We had many questions and answers about life too during the meet up. I think now that our life's on the full swing, it's about time we reflect about every decision we make in life or even the ones that we're about to make. They're essential to abide the entire motive of carrying on with life

Alrighty, that was deep! I'm not a cheesy girl okay! ( right, ahmad? haha)

We told Ros, " We do ugly faces kk!" BUT LOOK AT HER!

So to get back at her!

Aqila, Nurul, Rosazlin =)

I want to blog about the 0812C outing in East coast park but i figured i shall just wait for all the pictures to be sent to me first. Anywhos, Happy birthday Bee stings, Raj and Heesang!=)

Tuesday today was mostly a gossip girl day for me. Met Ravin in wheelocks starbucks to get some 90210 episodes from him. Was supposed to pop by on the guys' shopping outing; Ahmad, Raj, starsky and their friend, joel but i guess i gotta rush home. I need to start being a good kid around the house now before things start getting outta hand.
I will be a good daughter from now on okay. I promise i'll try =)

Now i'm planning tuesday's event with Rinny.
I hope we'll make it there.
Right Rinny?!??!

memories will be memories

2008-11-16T14:14:00.000-08:00

Taking one step at a time

I guess I’ve been pretty down these past few days and I’ve affected many people. I’m sorry I made you guys worry. I’m getting up now and I’ve already promised someone I’ll recover. I’ll take one step at a time and I’ll just hope I reach there. Wherever there is. It has been a bumpy road, but as bumpy as it is, there’s still a light at the end of the road right? And if there’s one quote that I’m gonna live by from now on, it’s gotta be “ Live every moment like it’s your last”

I will heal.

Thanks all for those words of encouragement, be it through text, IM, post or even in person. I’m glad I have you guys in my life. Really =)

My sister just got back yesterday and she brought me back many goodies and wardrobe flavours too. I’m glad she’s back or I’d die missing another soul! She was never away from home for THAT long alright! Swensens with my beloved brother for lunch before picking her up was awesome too.

My burger was hugeeeeeee

Alrighty, i miss you! =)

Friday was supposed to be the Charlie’s angels night but apparently an angel and Charlie himself had last minute plans and I really didn’t want to stay home on a Friday night so I just met my Cheryl minah and I guess we shopped a little and had dinner and supper afterwards.

I guess Christmas's arriving so let's get a headstart yea.

Those pretty lights, woooooo

Saturday was supposed to be an outing with my bitch and Haikel but well, it was cancelled last minute so I called Aqila up and we headed to Tanglin flea. Saturday with that woman was great as usual. She never fails to brighten up my day/night with all her witty self, sarcastic jokes, laughter, stories, interesting facts and everythinggggg! Been in the same school for about 11 years and still counting! She have been there through thick and thin with me too definitely. Maybe we'll be in the same uni after IJ ? Hope so! (:

Narcissistic much?

We can actually appear in some reality best friend show and then we can answer all their questions! LIKE HELLO, we don’t even need to nudge/ inform each other with the presence of any (th)2 come on!

Here’s something that have been missing in this blog recently

Abu, abu tsk tsk. haha

Aqila Abu

Nurul Nasyitah

Just live.

Growing years of friendship and still counting.

It's a sunday. Surprisingly, i'm not staying home today. I should be heading to Zouk for flea today and then meeting Rosazlin Rosli,someone i haven't seen since decades ago! =)

guess what?
i've tickets to Zouk out. heh

I'm still trying.

2008-11-10T13:17:00.000-08:00

I'm losing grip, what's happening?

p.s: Thanks all for trying to cheer me up. I'll be fine. i hope =)

2008-11-09T16:29:00.000-08:00

It even surprises me how well i can hide everything, even in front of you.

I don't know if i can handle this well enough anymore.

I need an escapism.

My tears run down like razorblades

And no, I'm not the one to blame

It's you ' or is it me?

And all the words we never say

Come out and now we're all ashamed

And there's no sense in playing games

When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights

I lose my sense of wrong and right

I cry, I cry

It's shaking from the pain that's in my head

I just wanna crawl into my bed

And throw away the life I led

But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart

Don't say this won't last forever

You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart

Don't tell me that we will never be together

We could be, over and over

We could be, forever

-It's not over by secondhand serenade

2008-11-08T16:11:00.000-08:00

On the way down, i found you

It even surprises me that I can take my A levels next year.

It has been a year of surprises indeed. Okay, I’ll talk about that at the end of 2008, which is so heading towards reality real soon. I can’t wait for school to start though, maybe cause now I’m enjoying the surroundings like my minahs and my class. Still, I never said I wouldn’t want the holidays to be on the full swing!

Alright, so now that I have the ticket to J2, it’s about time I make a concrete decision. I’ve had really fluctuating mind sets since the middle of the year, and I was so sure of my decision back then. However, along the way of completing my mid course exams, I realised how much it meant for my parents that I continue this road of education. Ive been trying to run away and hide from that since the end of the exams, by being distracted with my social life. Nevertheless, I know this determines my future. My dad could be right but he could be wrong too. But I guess in life, you gotta make the best of everything. And another thing, this may be a mushy side, but I really don’t want to crush their hopes. So I’ll stay on for them =)

& for myself too of course, I love the people in IJ remember ?

I miss my sistnemy too :(

I hope she's having an effed of a time in Europe! =)

Anyway, Friday night as always, town night. I met up with the usuals.

These are the people that can brighten up your night.

As always, with Jacq’s spastic jokes, Aqila and Cheryl’s spastic selves, I obviously had a pretty good night!

Oh while having dinner, jacq, cheryl and my food came and guess what Aqila asked the guy?

" err excuse me, my food ready already not?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA

She will forever be the cute one to crack us up!

It’s a Saturday and I plan to stay home. My parents are out of town! No curfews definitely. Aqila’s coming over sleepover soon. I better get change to meet her and buy some snacks for some movie marathon.

Have an awesome Saturday all.

2008-11-07T00:49:00.000-08:00

A new story behind those tears

I can't believe tomorrow will be the official day to knowing whether we will really stay on and get up to do the As or retain another year or even head to a poly as a matter of fact. It's really tough to move on now that I'm starting to have second thoughts about going to a poly, especially with the new set of mind I'm having right now.

I'm gonna miss 0812C :(
The chalet was what we needed to bond the 20 of us seriously.

I'm kinda lazy to blog in words about everything that happened during the chalet but you can read through my awesome classmates' blogs about it though like Mr 'sexy' winker, Ahmad HAHA, Alina, Jie Ling, Hee Sang etc. All i gotta say is that I never thought I had the ultimate guts to ever be THAT much of a daredevil! The Old Changi Hospital visit with that bunch was nervewracking but i was glad my class was a male dominated one since i completely held onto most of them during the walk. It was a good experience though. The talks, confessions and talks, dares ( you're so dead, Ahmad! HAHA) and hmmmmm, crapping around was a really good get to know session with them all!

I'm really glad I'm this class right now.

As for now, i'll just hope for the best. Tomorrow's D-DAY, as they may call it.
And me, i shall just hope whatever happens, will be for the better =)

See you in lalaland world WINKS WINKS!

2008-11-06T02:33:00.000-08:00

It's just a matter of time now

In that 3 days, i've never felt everrrrrrrr so daring i swear!
That few days of pure goodness, consisting of many confessions, truth/dares, spin the bottles, almost sleepless nights, sweating, laughing, red bulls, sober selves being nowhere near and well, each other's companies which was pretty much the main highlight of the chalet. I really did enjoy myself. Thanks 0812C for making the start of November an awesome one. Most importantly, for helping me make a head start into a new chapter of my life and it's going good so far =)
Not forgetting, a chalet i'll always remember!!! tsk tsk. They will know what I'm talking about. I'm now watching out for some side effects from all those fun.
hehehehehehehehe

To give a vvvvvv visual summary of the chalet, here you go.

0812C!!!=)

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesawwwwwwwwwwwww

THE WOMEN! :)

Ahmad- the guy who claimed he had the killer wink. HAH!
& STOP WITH THE BOXERS! HAHAHA

STARSKY AND AHMAD

KELVIN'S LOOKING REAL SOBER INDEED. HAH!

I love this bee stings many many!

To my gorgeous classmates, i'll upload every single one of the pictures that exist in my camera into shutterfly by tomorrow. So stay tune =)
'til then, i miss you guys!
Rest well and be prepared for the 7th!

2008-11-03T10:30:00.000-08:00

As we continue with the chapters in our life.....

It’s a Monday morning and i just handed in my GPF, so it's all over now.Sorry I was effing tired yesterday after reaching home from a day of starbucks with the two bimbos and Hairul. After madrasah yesterday, the 4 of us reached home and rushed to meet each other since we were bored and Hairul had work.

It started with me waiting for mr tempang boy to reach the mrt station. Hahaha. Kaki kasi betol dulu eh. Anyway, we trained to Novena and met up with miss Farihin, the nombor kasi betol dulu woman. Hahaha, and before we met Seri, Farihin and I were already working on our abs with Hairul’s continuous joking session. Damnnnn, he has got to stop making us burst out! HAHA.

The treats we got from him was very much appreciated seriously. The three of us were so enjoying the day yesterday that we took turns to the loo almost every other hour. I had too much stuff in this stomach of mine okay! Plus, I’ve never laughed so much over one meal yesterday. The three of us couldn’t control the quantity of laughing gas escaping over dinner and we shall blame hairul for thattttttt.

*HANDSMACKS*

so we were thinking of having a superstars outing featuring mr tempang boy soon =)

The tempang boy at work. haha

The chocolate heaven was a killer.

Yummmm

Then, it was dinner..

Sorry cleaners but blame hairul for all the flying rice!

" skali mak dier telan tray eh dulu....... " HAHAHA

I couldn't control it either!!!

So that was my Sunday, plus rushing my I&R at the very last minute! HAHA

Saturday

Haikel has yet to send me the shots so I shall just blog without them! So anyway, it started with me meeting my bitch and I’ve missed her so! We were chatting and babbling in the train I bet some people were curious what’s it really about. Haha, well we just had a lot of updating to do. Spotting haikel in town wasn’t much of a hassle since he had his deodora hat on. Tanglin flea was kinda dullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll so I didn’t splurge on much. Haikel was being his usual merepek funny self so obviously had Rini and I having a good time.

When sun started to set, I joined my family in carousel to welcome Neil from the states and he was another one who made me laugh like a lot. Despite his age, he never fails to actually make my whole family laugh over his little stories. Furthermore, his little stories are amusing enough to have me having more and more servings just so I could continue listen to him. Besides, he promised to bring me home with him soon. I will once my A levels is over. Hoping so at least. Walking down town lane was pretty refreshing, especially with my entire family.

My gorgeous bitch =) HEH

Maybe pink was hotter for the day?

Stop it eh Haikel! haha

Dinner

I love this grown up boy.

They are my source of screamings and laughter at home =)

And yes, he's growing. ITYS

Forever will be my sistnemy. I hate to admit it, but im gonna miss you while you're in Europe :(

Wooooooh, that was a busy weekend, wasn't it?

Anyway, I'm gonna go pack for my chalet now. I'll be away for a few days to be with those awesome bunch. I'll be back with stories and pictures WINKSWINKS.

Don't miss me too much =)

& to guest: I don't know you? hahaha so how'd you come across my blog? But thanks anyways.

2008-11-02T00:12:00.000-07:00

Damnnnn, today was indeed a good Saturday! =)

Spending my morning and evening with my family was good. PLUS, my afternoon with my bitch and Haikel was awesome too! I will update more tomorrow alright? I'm dead tired now. Besides, im still waiting for Haikel to send me the pictures from his cam, which happened to be ultra awesome somehow. The quote of the day, from Haikel " eh eh, aku bunuh kau baru tau"

HAHAHAHAHA man, he cracks us up.

Oh anyway, my personal message for msn now is

" you know, it's gotta be illegal to even look that good!"

Then this very good friend of mine, Mr harith IMed me .

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
OH NO

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
i dont want to be arrested!

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
someone save me

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
hahahahahahaha

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAAHA OMG SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
hahaha

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
peace yaw~

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
OH PLZZZZZZZ LOR

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
IT WAS MEANT FOR ME LORRRR

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
HAHAH

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
i got it in town today!

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
abestu happy la?

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
sape ntah cakap -.-

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
hahahaa

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
some random cute guy

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:09 AM):
hehe
- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:09 AM):
esh
- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:09 AM):
sad
- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:09 AM):
i was gonna say..
"must be some matrep"

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:10 AM):
but matrep doesn't talk that way -.-

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:10 AM):
HAHAHA DURHHHHHH

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:10 AM):
you think!?!

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:10 AM):
they dont even know what's illegal and whats legal -.-

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I will upload all the pics soon alright ?

HAVE A GOODNIGHT =)

2008-11-01T00:10:00.000-07:00

Happy halloween, baby! =)

I scare myself sometimes. HAH!

It's been a pretty good friday night though my initial plans were rescheduled to next friday instead. I guess my free caramel frappe have to be saved for the best time right? hahaha.

Still, I met my friday night woman plus my 3 for 10 partner and i had a pretty good night with them! We were totally walking around and chillaxing in town as usual, just watching the halloween party going on in town. Some were dressed in completely ridiculous shits, some looked like effing strippers while most were just aiming to look all pretty in them. haha well, that's the fun of it isn't it? To be noticed all around. We ended up laughing at some though since they were almost impossible to not notice!

We had our own party going on though, known as HEAVEN-loween party. GET IT!?

hahahahahahhaaa

man, we crack ourselves up.

It's funny how some people can actually pull off the entire day right, while some were just walking around like aimless zombies. haha, i think we were some of them! HAHA

yes yes, he's pretty hot.

We saw 70% sale, you wouldn't guess where it was coming from! HEHHHH

Trick or treat =)

uh huhhhhh

I still think my phone's hot despite the unbelievably effed up condition it's in.

NUJACHE!

ooooooooooooh, damn that's hot! HAHAHA

Woah, what a week it has been. The night was exactly what i needed to just calm and at the same time, release myself. Many things have happened in just this 7 days. It's not even 7 days yet and I've already been through so much. I'm still shock over what have happened recently but even when i tried to fix things, I'm not supported to do so. Maybe it's meant to be this way.

Tomorrow's a Saturday!!!!!!!!

Flea market and I get to meet my God grandfather once again. man, i've missed him!

Tomorrow will be a better day, i hope.

Please God, slow down the events in my life.

If that's what you want, i'll respect that then.

2008-10-31T15:25:00.000-07:00

ORAL PRESENTATION IS FINALLY OVER!

which means, PW's 98% done.
which means, saturday's free time.
which means, no more rushing for datelines.
which means, no more bombardment of research or data insidemy laptop.
which means, no more rehearsals.
which means, no more restrictions on what to do.

most importantly, more town time! =)

It's friday night WINKS WINKS! hehehehehehe

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA, I LOVE YOU MANYMANY! MUACKZX!

2008-10-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

It's malay 'A's tomorrow and oral presentation on Friday.

It's gonna be a bumpy ride.

2008-10-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

I wasn't in the best of moods to come to school today so i didn't.

I stayed home to watch some stay at home movies from hbo, then headed to school arond the afternoon since the group called for some last minute dry run. Rushed to school and everything was screwed up. The slides, the sound system and my individual presentation. Definitely not a good day. I do appreciate the motivation i got from my friends just now. They tried to cheer me up, whether or not they know the real deal. Hanis and Huda stayed with me in the canteen after school. Had ice cream with Aqila Abu. Then had dinner with Starsky, Raj, Fabian, haja and Jeremiah soon after. Home alone after that was a round two of a not very good day. Thanks for the texts and IMs all those who tried to make my day. Please Nurul, cheer up okay. Let's hope tomorrow's a better day.

Got into a fight with my mom just now. I don't even know what's the topic that's creating the spark in the first place!

& now i can't sleep ):

p.s: I've still yet to blog about my minah's belated birthday on monday.

you taught me how to love.

2008-10-28T09:43:00.000-07:00

For that someone,

I'll never regret you. Never did, and never will.

You'll always hold a special place in my heart.

& I'll never forget you.

Love, Nurul

2008-10-27T01:58:00.000-07:00

Whew, it's been quite a weekend there.

i'd choose it over any studying ANYTIME BABY!

first of all, someone turned 18 over the weekend!

My one and only bitch in the world, RINI ASTIKA! =)

I LOVE YOU MY ANEROXIC BITCH!

The surprise party we had for her yesterday was kinda funny! hahaha i'll update on that tomorrow once i've saved all the pictures from photobucket. But as for now, hope you liked the surprise!

Anyway, let's start from Friday. I met that cheryl minah of mine and we caught Night in Rodanthe and damn, it effing made the two of us laughed and cried buckets! Though i badly needed to pee almost halfway through the movie! So at that point of time, i just forced myself to stop crying since it was aready full on the other end HELLO! HAHA. Cheryl and I were laughing at some unnecessary actions during the movie too. They must've thought we've completely lost it! HAHA

But all in all, it's a pretty good movie (: It's nicholas sparks, like duh?

cheryl is a certified minah. HAH!

Saturday was flea fly flow fun market day!

Raymond and I almost murdered Aqila right there and then when she kept us waiting AND we couldn't contact her! HAHA. But all's fine during the flea market itself. It was a really good one and i swear Aqila and I were so thankful with the fact that Raymond came with us. Banker for the day defnitely!=) I brought bag an entire 2 bags filled with goodies! I only managed to find one that fit all when i reached Kak fil's place later on. Anyway, the talk of the day.

Raymond and I were trying to convince her to change out of her class tee and into the new dress she just bought then.

Aqila: why you all cannot accept the real me?
Raymond: But the real you's horrible!

I BURST OUT LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha well here goes.

Aqila: YOU SURE I LOOK OKAY?!

Nurul: YeSsSsSSSSSsssssSSSsssSSsSssSSsSSSsSSS

We know you're proud of your buys, Raymond!

& ya, i love this woman too! ( despite how horrible she may be, HAHAHA KIDDING!!)

Right now, i can't seem to sleep. Not even a wink when i've pw early in the morning! My brain's like entertaining this traffic jam in my head and it's not going away anytime soon. I've alot to think about and so many things still hanging and left unsolved. I'm worried that one day i may just have some breakdown or something! Okay, kidding. I'm just very tired, although i know i have to solve all these unsolved stuff in my head, or it won't go away. I'm trying to not decide something for someone else but i can't help to think of other parties affected if i come to any conclusion at all. My dad for example. How can i think clearly if he's constantly in my mind! I really have no intention of disappointing him right now and never ever! My future's partly in his hands after all.

As for the other thing in my head too, I feel so helpless about it. Tell me it's real please

I can't sleep. Maybe i'll turn nocturnal for tonight.

It's not like i have a choice anyway.

2008-10-24T20:46:00.000-07:00

When I'm with you

The week in school have been all about malay and project work. Surprisingly, it isn't as bad as i thought. Having rehearsals after rehearsals with those two haven't been exactly boring and plus, i get to spend time with my other classmates who are preparing for their slides too. yeap, it's been a pretty good week so far. Still, thank God it's Friday tomorrow. I can't wait for the official last day of school to arrive, though i'm gonna be really sad to leave them behind. However, i'm still gonna have a hell lot of fun during the holidays. I hope.

Okay, I know my life has been on the roller coaster ride all this time and it was so frustrating to get my heartbroken at some points of it. However, my heart never felt so stable these days. There's no fluctuation of feelings, though there existed fluctuating emotions. I can't imagine myself having these kind of feelings for someone. Have you ever felt like you're finally falling for someone right for the first time in your life? This may be the case, but this may not be it too. I mean, who knows. But i guess the situation now isn't so easy as it seems. The transition from the past ones i had in my life and this one right now is completely a Universe apart and I can't even compare them.

Honestly, i've never felt this way before. Some may understand, some may not, some may be frustrated with me about it, some may be happy for me, some may be worried for me, some may think i haven't learnt from my lessons but the thing is, how can i learn when this never happened in my life. Those back then were infatuations, lame crushes and even false interpretations of feelings but right now, it's completely different and i can bet my whole life it is. It's those kind of feelings that'll remain in you for a very long time or as matter of fact, stick with you throughout your life. It's like whatever happens, he's the kind of person you'll never forget.

& maybe, i've met that person.

2008-10-19T20:49:00.000-07:00

Congrats Miss tay for marrying your man! =)

Watching her walk the aisle and saying her vows were very AWWW scenarios definitely. I'm really happy for her. She did an awesome job as a secondary school science teacher back then ( HELLO, I TOPPED THE CLASS UNDER HER! hahahahaha) and now i see her in her pretty white wedding dress looking really pretty and the smile on her face completely guarantees that at that point of time, it was her best moment in life =)

In overall, the wedding was good and the food was awesome since we were all practically engrossed in the outfits for the day 'til lunch or even breakfast as a matter of fact, was forgottem. So most of us came with an empty stomach and praying that the food'll be enough for all of us and hell yea it was! (: IT WAS GOOD. There was sushi! I swear i'll want that on my menu list for my wedding!

So it was definitely good to catch up with some familiar faces! Just talking to them and reminiscing about our 4 years past. haha it was just refreshing to walk down the memory lane once again. I mean, i miss my batch really .

Okay, so here goes.

Shi Qi, Esther and Aqila.

She's still an EDVY FAN! OMG. hahaha

Jerraldine, Natalia and Abu

Jacq and cheryl

Jaslyn, Vanessa, natalia, jerraldine

Aqila Abu! (:

Okay, so we weren't exactly listening to the songs and speech.

So as she make it down the aisle

Awww, how sweet can that be ?

The " I DO"s part!

awwwww

Esther, edmund chen sucks la. hahahaha kidding!

Nishantini!

Ronald, Aqila, Me, Rudy, Bertram and Theo

Priscilla!

MY 3 FOR 10 PARTNER!

Theo and Priscilla

Kumar grew taller! UNFAIR. haha

The burnt aisle perhaps? haha

Miss Amy!

My poa partner, Aneza! =)

Awesome people !

yes Aqila, i know you don't like Jacq la. hahahaha

JACQ JACQ JACQ. I tell you, at this point, she was already drunk. hah!

RONALD FOO !

So the 6 of us kinda spotted tanglin flea market while on the bus to town and decided to just drop off and check it out. Jacq, Niki, Aneza, Cheryl, Aqila and I were all scurrying through the crowd which happened to be massive by the way, in dresses and even heels for some of them.

I don't think it was even barely 10 minutes when we decided to get in to get a drink and being the hot holligans they are, Cheryl and Aqila put on the halloween masks and walked around the entire tanglin marketplace and scaring the shits of the many there buying groceries. I think they gave the kids the biggest scare. hahaha, those two ahhh, forever one. haha

The two hottest hooligans.

Jacq and half of Niki.

Yes, they really walked around in those.

Cheryl scary lee

Okay, maybe i want a little of the fun. heh!

Trick or treat!

Then later on, after Niki went off to meet his girlfriend, the girls headed to shaw for a real macs treat, as usual. haha

MY 3 FOR 10 PARTNER ONCE AGAIN!

Cheryl minah minah

Aneza looking sexy!

Jacq too!

It must've been a hot day wasn't it girls? HAHAHAHA

This is damn minah laaaaaaaaaaaaa

Okay, behind those innocent and nice faces.

SHE IS A CERTIFIED DRUNKARD!

So anyway, later Aqila and I headed to Tanglin flea again since we weren't satusfied with the fact that we didn't dig just now so yeap. As the three girls went off for their Gb dinner, we dug and swam through piles of clothes and soon after it started to turn dark, we called it a day for flea markets and then, roamed around town.

I love this woman ! =)

I don't know why I'm suddenly feeling this way.

2008-10-18T20:45:00.000-07:00

Friday night was awesome especially the part with my Cheryl minah which was really good catching up time and planning for the event the very next day! Then town was packed with our people * winks winks* haha. I swear the mud pie mc flurry from macs was one hell of a heaven treat! Despite my uninviting and effing cough and flu, i still enjoyed every drop of it! heh. So don't blame me if you happen to hear my ever so sexy David Cook's voice!

Besides that, we were walking around town hunting for jobs! Not her i mean. I actually got that forever 21 spot but i can't ditch school for it or can I ? HMMMMMMM
I'll think about it!

Anyway, we were contemplating on the outfits for the wedding today! I was kinda fickle minded still so i met Rini later on to raid her closet too. Then, i was torn between choices.
That's how stressing the world of fashion is.

Now, i can't wait for today and tonight! =)

2008-10-17T15:25:00.000-07:00

During chemistry lecture today, Alina and I were goofing around.

She started stealing my phone and hiding it while i was waiting for texts!

Nurul: ehh Alina give me backkkk.

Alina: I never takeeeeeee ( giving me her usual 'cute'grin. HAHA)

Nurul: ehhhh quickkkk. Later i staple your boobs then you know! ( With stapler in hand!)

Alina: HAHAHA. No no, you need it more so can make your mosquito bite more swollen!

WTF? HAHAHAHAHA

Wahhhhh, so much for being the spastic nun!

ALINA GOH, YOU'RE DEAD! =)

I actually enjoyed myself yesterday (:

Don't know much about your life.

Don't know much about your world,

Don't want to be alone tonight

On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past,

and I don't have a future figured out.

And maybe this is going too fast.

And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below

Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,

What do you say,What do you say?

I just want to start again,

And maybe you could show me how to try,

And maybe you could take me in,

Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

-Taking chances by Celine Dion

After what seems like decades,

Friday night= Town night

SEE YA!=)

2008-10-16T03:35:00.000-07:00

You must've suspected i got kidnapped and hidden under those huge rocks right?

HAHAHAHAHA, well i've just been hell busy with pw, new events in my life (heh.) and the festive season. So be prepared to be bombarded with SHITLOADS OF PICTURES!

& to shims, yes my good friends are still together (:

Here goes.

3rd October

This is the world's best brother =)

Nasrun, Nasyitah, Nadzirah

Shah!

The didier drogba i know! haha

Kak Lydia

My sistemy!

Hakim, Syit, Syafiq, Liyana, Ira, Azhar and Shah.

Pretty wall, yes?

5th Oct

Hey, what's new my fellow buttcheeks? haha

Hi mom.

Eliza

Izzat

Nurul Nasyitah

Nashir Kadola and nenek =)

The few of the next generation.

THIS IS HILARIOUS. presenting, WHITE CHICKS! HAHAHAHA

First lady indeed.

ahhhh.

6th Oct.

After screwing up my chemistry paper real bad, i rushed home and met my two bimbos; Liyana and Farihin. Well, i swear i had fun since i finally bought something new for my closet! YES, ONCE AGAIN! (:

& since ths cambodian girl haven't had a perfect shitting session, we let her do so while we err?

Maximise the use of the digital camera? haha.

Hello thereeeeeee

Then soon after we bused down to Bugis. Surprisingly, it wasn't as packed.

End of the shoppong trip! hahaha.

7th Oct, my day out with this best friend of mine.

Wacky, as always. haha

The paparazzi shot, as usual!

Pretty legs Nurul! HAHA

8th Oct, Thursday- My jalan rayer with my superstars.

BIMBOTIC, as usual. hahaha

Man, these girls can drive me insane! hahaha.

9th Oct, Friday- Jalan rayer with my minahs and mats.

I swear i want to kidnap this cutie and make him my brother! HAHAHA SAY BYEBYE HUDA! HAHAHAHAHA

Well, we owned the roads. haha

My place/

I love my dad for being there for me ( and us! haha) at 2am in the morning when we're stuck in the middle of Tampines. hahahhaa

10th Oct, Saturday.
I absolutely enjoyed my morning. hehehehehehe

Afternoon jalan rayer on the full swing. There was a mixture of solitary moment and great ones though.

I'll forever love this adorable.

The everlasting ones=)

This is not even considered a quarter of the family. hahaha

The blood hotties in my life.

I was so proud of this! THE FIRST REFLECTION FAMILY PICTURE=)

MAT! hahahaha. Quoting from Zaidi himself " takde kene mengene!!" HAHA right Rini?!

Kak syam! (:

The soon to be charming boy.

12th Oct

I'm definitely gonna miss these girls truckloads when i headed off next year!

I LOVE THOSE GIRLS, MANY MANY!(:

awwwwwww, so cute.

HAH!

Its a thursday already and i'm gonna catch Eagle's eye soon *WINKSWINKS*

Stupid fever and flu. Go away please =)