IM BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Kota tinggi was an eye opener for me, not cause of the activities cause honestly speaking, it was nowhere near tough compared to the mt ophir and new Zealand expedition but the obstacles that I had to face along the way was enough to hold me back from moving on.
You can never guess what was the obstacle, really. It was never the rain,mud, leeches, branches, sticks, the weight I had to bring up the gunung panti nor was it the mosquito bites or the distance. So let me let out that particular factor that totally represented the obstacle during the camp.

Diarrhoea

Believe it or not, this was the absolute obstacle that made me shed tears during the camp. Even the rain during the climb couldn’t beat that. Somehow the food served during the first day of camp turned out to be the reason so I wasn’t the only one suffering.That night, almost everyone was in constipation mode and had their faces plastered with priceless expressions. I couldn’t even afford a laugh since I was in the same state as them. Fortunately for my roommates and the surroundings of the chalet rooms and toilets, I managed to clear half of the ‘poisoned’ bowels in a pretty clean and appropriate conditions compared to those in the mountains! The pain was unbearable and indescribable! But somehow, I secured around 4 to 5 hours of sleep thanks to my class girls, Cheryl, Ying Liang, Alina, and even Cang Ning who was our nurse for that night and the rest of the girls in the room who pretty much suffered the same fate as I did. And just when I thought the nightmare was over, there a part two in the morning ! So I skipped the first activity that morning by resting in the sick bay. Only after that then I could drag my ass to join the rest of the classes in kayaking. Man, I felt a whole lot better! (:

Kayaking was awesome since I managed to kayak back second! With the awesome kayaking of my partners, Haja and Pradeep! (:
Then the expedition up gunung panti was also really fun with the craziness of the 0812C girls and the guys. Wah, they’re super funny and they’re the people that totally made the camp a very exciting one. And I’m proud to say that we are one of the two classes from Alpha division to make it all the way up! Are we the best or what?(:
Trekking at night was the first despite the slight sprain in the ankle, but all in all, it was fine(:

Dog and Bone the next day really bonded the class and I’m really glad I’m put into this class. The rest of the fun i had will just remain in Kota tinggi cause seriously, you gotta be there to know!

Harith is still being an ass right now! HAHA . So people, if you happen to have read his personal message, don’t believe it (: They are no scandals, no kidding!(:

This is the class that I’m really proud of, though there are some guys not in there.

( ying liang still hasn't send me alllll of them but this will do for now)

Jieyu( the guy in blue) is really one hell of a good instuctor and that's just a bonus to a good trip(:

The main quote of the trip?
YOUR MOM LA!
-originated from hajaR.

HAHAHAHAHA omggg it's still making me laugh like shit right nowww.

I'm in starbucks now since if you really know me, i hate being at home during holidays especially when gossip girl season2 will only start in september. Oh, i found another gossip girl addict yesterday! When Ahmad asked me if i watched Gossip girl, i thought he was going to say his sister or someone else is crazy over it too! HAHAHA He's one of the last people i would even suspect to like it at all! haha but it's really refreshing since i'm able to watch it through a totally different perspective . HOHO

Alright, im getting really bored now since i can't travel that far due to this ankle and toe infection. STILL, i will definitely drag myself to flea market tomorrow. I need to.I have to. I must. Hahaha

I just realised i miss the aiport trip with that minah the day before the kota tinggi trip! I guess i shall post the pictures up ?

THE DAY AQILA LEFT ME AND CHERYL MINAH IN SPORE CHANGI AIRPORT/


You know, toilets are really not all that bad.I seriously have learnt to appreciate the presence of them, especially after the trip!



Starbucks

starbucks


The (th)2 pose, no kiddingggggggggg (:

There's seriously something spastic about her legs! HAHAHA

The very sensible way of handling paparazzis(:

When we get all green up afte Aqila left:(

Again, Minah's ideaaaa! HOHO

Don't blame me for this, but this was all this MINAH'S IDEA! HAHAHA

And omg, this is really spastic.


HOLIDAYS ARE FINALLY HERE! (:
Touch rugg match tomorrow was cancelled soi'm free on a saturday!
I told you i will have fun right ?

& so i willllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll
(:


I AM STILL VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH DAVID COOK.

Aqila just left for the Aussie world, leaving me and cheryl here at starbucks:(

Hahaha, after chalet today i met cheryl to send Aqila off and to get some stuff from them.
After getting our dinner at the canteen airport, we headed to starbucks and still here. You know, i'm really am extremely proud of this Singapore's creation. Being to the different country's airport, i would say none can even match up to this.
:)

Cheryl's being a pure minah/bimbo now.

For example,

Nurul: eh remember A&W? why they not around anymore already ah?
Cheryl: *drawing some stuff in mid air with her fingers* ANW? huh anyway?
Nurul: A & W! The waffle ice cream place one.
Cheryl: huhh ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

BOTH LAUGHED.

Actually there's more but since she's right beside me right now, i shall be nice . HAHAHA
'til next time, cheryl, til next time . *evil laugh*

MY OBSESSION FOR NOW.



We were as one babe
For a moment in time
And it seemed everlasting
That you would always be mine

Now you want to be free
So I'm letting you fly
Cause I know in my heart babe
Our love will never die
Noooo

You'll always be a part of me
I'm a part of you indefinitely
Boy don't you know you can't escape me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
And we'll linger on
Time can't erase a feeling this strong
No way you're never gonna shake me
Ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

I ain't gonna cry no
And I won't beg you to stay
If you're determined to leave boy
I will not stand in your way
But inevitably you'll be back again
Cause ya know in your heart babe
Our love will never end no

I know that you'll be back boy
When your days and your nights get a little bit colder oooohhh
I know that, you'll be right back, babe
Oooh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time

You will always be my baby.

Kota tinggi tomorrow .
Be back in 4 days.

(:

After weeks and weeks(its actually just two weeks) of intensive last minute revision, it was time for me to smell my old social life once again & oh boy, am i really making full use of my postexams period to keep in touch with my dictionary.


Let's start with Thursday night.


Straight after the exams, I got home to change and then, had that twin of mine to wait up for me for about an hour or less. She was pissed i know but hey, once i showed up, obviously it's all gone, duh. * sarcastic laugh* She even had school the very next day but it seems that she was even willing to spend the thursday night with her twin! AWW, I'm touched! HAHA
I felt so good to be able to breathe in and out again and the relieve feelling was so overwhelming even with the day turning into a rainy day. Town always sucked on rainy days, but do you think i was affected by it?

NOT ONE BIT(:

I was too busy enjoying that aftermath . We even continued our spree from last holidays. It felt even better to spend on them/


At times, i feel like we're such cheapskates, but the result of it all are usually satisfying(:

the most-missed part of a day out with her.

And fav, hokkien mee! HOHO

Friday Night
I spent my afternoon in school for touch rugg training and straight after, i headed home to wash up and then meet up with that other (th)2, Si lei in mc cafe town. i haven't seen her since hmmm tessa's birthday celebration? That must've been AGES ago. HAHA The catch up was very interesting of course with her updating me on her recent *ehem* life. You'll do well i'm sure, girl!(:
Not long after, jacq joined us. I HAVEN'T SEEN THAT HILARIOUS GIRL SINCE LIKE FOREVER! She's still as hilarious as everrrrrrrr. While cheryl was studying for her upcoming exams( HAH!), jacq and i were making a fool out of ourselves but with her mood of the end of school week and with my mood of postexams, we were totally oblivious to our surroundings and laughing our ass off over the silliest things . It was only later on that we realised some malay man were looking at our awesome acts.


Friday night spent with themmmmm




I told you we were making a fool out of ourselves! HAHA


Aren't they one of the best? (:

Oh, after it i was supposed to head downtown for the family birthday chalet . So i had to look for the presents for my niece. They were a great help i swear!:)

Soon after, the old acts were acting up again. haha you'll see.






But well, despite the night being still young, we still had to go off/
:D
Funny shits/

AND AND AND,
while in the train i was so tired i dozed off not realising the unglamour look i was putting upfront. Soon, i got a call. And let's just say i was punk'd and they caught me real good! I was definitely caught off guard! Thanks guys of 0812C!(:



NOT.

Still, it was hilarious! hahaha happy birthday to haja btw, despite his decision to make the prank call as one of his new age acts!(:

I slept at 3am since chalet will obviously mean sleep-late-in-the-night-or-better-not-sleep-at-all. I will head back soon later.

Touch rugby carnival today and i've learnt to be a better trugger now!(:

Ice cream at island cremery soon after.

That's siti!(:

I'm home now but i'll make a move for downtown soon!(:

I'm expecting lots of screams and laughter im sure.

i'll have more time for you now(:

Good news: Summer test is overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Bad news: I will see my paper with many specks of my favourite colour(:

Generally, i thought chemistry was alright BUT guess what's the problem this time?

TIME.

A very very very limited resource in this world.

I had a lack of those that i must've missed out a 15 marks worth of questions.

THE BEST OF THE BEST NEWS?

MANCHESTER UNITED CLAIMED THEIR DOUBLES THIS MORNING.

tell me, I'm so thankful for my dad's influence right now. The day he convinced me that Red devils is the team to side, is the day that i must have been one of the most smartest kids around for making one of the best decisions in life.

HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

As of that point of time during the match, i had ZERO hours of sleep for that 24 hours.

Yess, i was mugging for chemistry and the next thing i know, it was 245am.

The penalty was nervewrecking!

I swear, i've always hated it. It may seem like the easiest things to take up, but i'm very sure it's the absolute opposite.

Once Ronaldo missed that penalty i was already on the floor, with books all around me with the company of my family who were already in the lowest of moods. I was practically kneeling on knees to just hope for the miracle that Chelsea too, will slip. And fortunately for the devils, the miracle knocked on their door at the right moment. Once Van der Saar saved the Anelka goal with his (THANK GOD!) long arms, the screams and vibrations of this household was completely dominating the entire woodlands. You should have heard us seriously.

THAT'S LEAVING ME SMILING AS FOR NOW.

I'll catch up with all of you soon cause i've got a train to catch/

I'd better get ready before i get screamed at again later!

Town. Anorexic twin. money. clothes

Well, you get the idea(:

I HATE MATH NOW.

Staying up til 3am yesterday was so not worth it. AT ALL/

As you may have already guessed, the math paper sucks, big time. I didn't even have the time to crack my brain for the 13 marks question when she went, "Okay, time is up". It was over.

Ohhhh. when i reached home, i was still in the sullen mood but this guy here, made me laugh 'til my stomach was even churning some funny music. LOL

The daunting thoughts of chemistry paper tomorrow is really not helping.

& so Faiz was being disturbed after that awful paper /

You'll see. Funny shit! HOHO

faiz says:
i'm very pissed now
faiz says:
not by maths
faiz says:
by people
faiz says:
tskk
faiz says:
haha
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
huhh
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
how come?
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
im pissed with math like ive never been piss with it
faiz says:
haha
faiz says:
people la
faiz says:
like
faiz says:
maths already make me damn pissed
faiz says:
then when i was on the bus home, a bunch of mats wanna disturb me
faiz says:
then kick my chair,
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
omgggggg seriously!?
faiz says:
tap my head, shoulder all with no ffing respect for me
faiz says:
and then i shout at them ah
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
what you sayyyy
faiz says:
one more time and i really could have ended up getting whacked by all 4
faiz says:
but seriously
faiz says:
i dont give a damn
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
you know, i wouldn't too!
faiz says:
as long as something happens to them too
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
But you need to know one thing too, you gotta pity them
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
cause they really have no life since that's all they're EVER good at anyway
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
That's about all they CAN do
faiz says:
hey
faiz says:
at least
faiz says:
they can end up in the circus
faiz says:
with their cap balancing act
faiz says:
should have filled up that empty space between the cap and their empty heads with more brain cells
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
Omg you're making me laugh til my stomach hurts la!
faiz says:
hahaha
faiz says:
really!!

Like that wasn't enough to portray his anger, he continued later on.

faiz says:
the last time right
faiz says:
i suspect its them ah
faiz says:
they put the rubbish bin under the void deck in front of my door
faiz says:
i was touched
faiz says:
they actually were up for the idea of a clean and green environment
faiz says:
how cool is that
faiz says:
haha
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHA
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
omg i think you have one of the wildest ideas for mutts ever
Nurul * i have buttcheeks. says:
Awesomeeee
faiz says:
haha

MUTTS MUTTS MUTTS.

They're getting old, really.

HOHOHO

Manchester United's final tomorrow morning so i shall sleep now and wake up later for the match AND mugging for chemistry.

& tomorrow i will receive my air of freedom once again /

:)

3 down, 3 to goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

I can actually smell my old social life slowly coming back to me. No kidding.

Physics was alright yet, passing it is a whole different thing.

I really rreally need the E here, please.

Yesterday studying session with Hanis in Rp was productive yet, I didn't really get much facts into my head. It was more of a understand the world first before moving on to the memorizing and application.

I think the carpet is a good colour/

Nurul wants world peace, do you?

Just now, she praised me.

hanis: Nurul, you take really good photos you know. Do you know that?

HAHAHA

But looking at this picture, with half her face cut off, i think she'll so strengthten that judgement, wouldn't she?

-.-

I realised that i really miss dancing. Especially after watching the rp dance group doing their own thing yesterday. Omg, i recalled how nervous we were before going on stage. Yet, the output brought about a sense of satisfication that is out of this world! So i was thinking if i should join them in the upcoming dance coming up in August. It sounded fun though/

I'll think about it(:

As for now, it's time for math.

I've always liked math but tomorrow will decide whether it's my one true love or not(:

I'm declaring a fact that I'm afraid of believing in yet, i'm thankful for it.

I'm actually enjoying physics revision. Hohoho. I mean, whoever actually found this subject must be one hell of a smart guy since he must've did a million and one experiments. While i dread just doing ONE. So I guess i look up to him. Whoever he is. And i actually like the chapter of dynamics. After staying in my room almost half the day and sitting on the stool, leaning against the wall of outside house, I kinda grasp a little of that world of physics. Hahaha even raj,ahmad and kim thought it was weird but at least i managed to memorize some important facts!(:

Tomorrow will be the last day for me to study some last minute stuff for physics. I know it's kinda too late now for me to develop specks of interest for this subject. Hey, better late than never right ? Meeting hanis tomorrow and knowing that her physics is better than mine, i hope she can help me understand MORE facts of it. please god, just one more week, help me through this/

Oh, my brother was being such a sweetheart today. Knowing that i'll be very hungry while studying ( causing me to skip breakfast), he brought in 2 burger ramlees for me during lunch. HOW SWEET IS THAT?! My own brother and mind you, he makes one of the best ones around. It must've been influential learning by my dad. Oh fyi, the men in this household are good cooks. Plus my mom that is. Im still learning , starting with maggi mee . HAHAHAHAHA

Today is my sweetheart niece birthday. Alya batrisya will forever be the cute fat favourite niece of mine!(: She can bring about smiles in any kinds of surroundings, no matter how bad my day was or how bad of a mood i'm in. I LOVE HER ALOT!(: Ain't she just one of the cutest thing alive ?

THE MOMENTS WITH HER.

( still, dont be deceived, she might've grown fatter by now. I haven't seen her for pretty long.

She loves me, i know she does(:

She'll forever be the reason for the smiles in the family(:

This is how I spent my Friday night.

gossip girl moments.

And yes, you may all think I’m wasting precious time since my physics paper is just on Tuesday!!! But i wanted to relieve myself from the stress. And I’m glad I did. I caught the next episode of gossip girl, had a good laugh with my anorexic twin and a good taste of Mc flurry. Knowing that I’ve had a little breather yesterday, I will spend my Saturday well. Cause I don’t intend to make my holidays a guilt session at all. I will work hard for it. I just hope I can control myself from getting too close to the com, TV, phone or any sort of distractions. I really really will try to make this work. Oh god, this absolutely reminds me of the O level period.

It was the jittery ticklish moments. You wouldn't wanna know, really.

mc flurry oreo licking goodness.

23rd to 25th chalet, kota tinggi, meet up with Charlie’s angels AND Charlie, the (th)2 outing, superstars plans, holiday trip with family.
SO MUCH TO DO, SUCH A SHORT HOLIDAY!

I will make it through. I will. I hope. I think.
As you can see, my confidence level is seriously diminishing at such breakneck speed.
HAHA

I need inspiration.

And btw, it's annoying sister's birthday today!

She's FINALLY 15(:

She can be such a pain in the ass but hey, she's my sister. No one can scream their lungs at her, but me. And i love that job(: Though i'm always the one on the losing side, since i followed much of my father's traits. I'll always end up to be the one being screamed at rather than her, despite me being the eldest. The fights between us that fyi, can be extremely violent with chairs and tables flying from one end of the room to another, and i'm not kidding here. My parents and brother will always have to be the one who'd have to step their foot down to maintain peace in this house. Still, I love her very very very much(:

( i hope she doesn't read this. HAHA)

She's the best and worst sister anyone could ask for. Yet, she's mine!(:

Thursday today was so..................... sticky. Oh, you wouldn't want me to elaborate on that, seriously. On top of that, I'm still very much worried for the summer test. Plus, we ended late today . So i better mug hard now before i regret it later. General paper and mother tongue tomorrow. I hope i can make it through. If i work my butts off by the end of next week, i can enjoy the june holidays with no feelings of guilt whatsoever. As motivation, i would have time for the usual fun i used to have(:

& there will be more of these!

I miss girls' mirror-all-day-long days(: days when i dont everrrr breakout!

omgggg i still remember this/ Tsk tsk tsk. HAHA

& this skinny bitch of mine is missed toooooooo! Soon twin, soon!(:

But what's the topic of the day that's making me beam as bright as possible!?

The existence of Bladgley! I love gossip girl fullstop(:

You're my knight and shining armour/

Whewww what a halfweek this have been.

I've been seeking teacher's help nowadays and it's definitely worth the effort. Consultation today with ms Ang for math left me having the hope that maybe i can pass my math after all. I'm glad i have helpful people in my class . While Ms Ang had others to help , kelvin taught me the basic concepts of summation which i had no clue at all at first. Oh yes wonderful daydreaming times during lectures. Wonderful Nurul, wonderfullllllll. After fabian and heesang left, it was just left with the remaining 4 math geeks; Nurul, Cheryl, Ying Liang and Kelvin. I'm so far on the right track for this subject .

Chemistry is fine i guess since ive been doing fairly average for all the tests. Econs? I like it. So no matter how bad my results are, i will push myself to hit the jackpot cause the interest is there. Gp, I like it too, very very much. Malay have been my best friend as for now since it hasn't disappoint me. At least, not yet. So it's left with the ever so awesome physics. Let's say i've yet to reach it and i really wonder when i will. Anyone care to give this poor girl here a little boost into the world of forces, power, circular motion, kinematics world or better known as PHYSICS? (:

Ohhhhhhhhhhhh something very disturbing happened yesterday . I was mugging away for my math around midnight yesterday. I was in the texting mode with Raj when i glanced out of my window which unfortunately happened to be right next to my study table, for my two pairs of eyes to be greeted by a lady in white cycling on one of those stationary bicycles at the fitness corners just in front of my house! I swear, i was in hysteria. I think even raj must've felt the awkward presence. It was midnight! Worse still, seconds after i turned away, she was no longer there. HOW FREAKY IS THAT, YOU TELL ME!

As soon as it all made sense to me, i sprinted up to my room and crawled under the covers and forced myself into sleep. I was the only living soul that was still wide awake yesterday . I couldn't take another silence around . Surprisingly, i slept soundly with no weird dreams alongside it. So, i'm glad.

Thursday, long day in school. Predictably, i'll end school at 7 tomorrow. It's okay, cause as for now, i like school(:

It's draggy, yet i enjoyed it . Any idea why? Ho ho ho

"When you love someone

and they break your heart

don't give up on love

have faith, restart"

Manchester united won the premier league title yesterday and it left me high today, at least during school time. Thanks dad for making us loyal supporters(:

Econs portrayed the class spirit. HO HO

School is depriving me of the freedom i desperately yearn for.

I actually slept AGAIN just now after completing math inequalities revision. God, i should really start the whole self-motivating stage of my life or i might just leave junior college and enter polytechnic life. I'm still having second thoughts about taking this route.

You know, i think I'm turning narcissistic.

I miss this.

Baby, baby

When we first met

I never felt something so strong

You were like my lover

And my best friend

All wrapped into one

With a ribbon on it

And all of a sudden you went and left

I didn't know how to follow

It's like a shock

That spun me around

And now my heart's dead

I feel so empty and hollow

And I'll never give myself to another

The way I gave it to you

Don't even recognize

The ways you hurt me

Do you?

It's gonna take a miracle to bring me back

And you're the one to blame

And now I feel like, oh

You're the reason

Why I'm thinking

I don't wanna smoke on

These cigarettes no more

I guess that's what I get

For wishful thinking

Should've never let you into my door

Next time you wanna go on and leave

I should just let you go on and do it

Cause now I'm using like I bleed

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby you're my disease

It's like I checked into rehab

Baby you're my disease

-rehab, rihanna

HAPPY MOMMY'S DAY TO ALL MOMS IN THE WORLDDDDDDDD

Sunday today was typical. Morning with superstars, pw meeting with my group to finish up the final piece of Gpp and then back home to spend some quality time with my pack.

Except that today's mother's day.

Unfortunately, my mom wasn't feeling so good so we had a stay-in dinner made by my dad. Oh, FYI, my dad is an awesome cook. Just that he's lazy. I guess i got that trait from him. Dinner was nice since we had a pretty good laugh as a family . It's tough to have a similar dinner every day since everyone under this roof is pretty much occupied with their own well-beings. This is especially since the start of school . I barely have time for myself anymore, much less for them. That's when i use times like these to interact with them, update them on how school's like, and they will do the same thing . That's why i love days like these, bridge that gap between us. I know growing apart is inevitable but i have to at least try to not let the distance move too far .

Besides that, there's the manchester match later which i'm really lokoing forward to. Not just cause it's the last game of the season and that they pretty much have a high chance of winning the title, but adding that to the entire mother's day concept, i would say the match can't get anymore perfect(:

I haven't done much revision this week . I can blame pw for that but oh well, i just hope it'll be all worth it.

So again, happy mother's day to my mom especially.

She can really be a tad bit annoying sometimes with all the usual mother nags and scoldings but i know she meant well and obviously, life without her is like living in a world with no air. And in this term, it is no exaggeration at all. I really can't imagine life without this living soul here. She taught me the littlest things of being a girl, a teen and soon a woman. No matter how much it seemed that i don't care or don't absorb a single word that you blurt out, the truth is, every single alphabet that you ever said managed to penetrate through these ears and to my head and i never forgot any of it, no matter how irritating it was.I know you want the best of me and i promise to not disappoint you in the future. All these years i've observed how you and papa have been working hard just so we could lead a very much awesome life and i will never forget that. I know i may not be the best daughter (esp with the continuous money-asking almost every week!) but i'm still trying to be. So, I've always been glad you're the one that held onto me for 9months and gave birth to me.You will forever be my (best!)mom and will always be(:

& I LOVE YOU, MAMA!(:

Mugging is all I ever do nowadays.

Library? Saturday? It somehow doesn't go well together, does it?
Still, it gotta be this way for approx two weekends and then it's HELLO town, once again(:

I mentioned before i like Fridays right? Well, i did enjoy my friday yesterday though i spent almost half of it cracking my brain. It must've been those laughters i had yesterday.
So school ended pretty early for me so i was one of the first few innovians leaving school upon the first bell. Ultimately, i reached home , showered, watchd gossip girl's next episode and then head back to school for project work. Gosh, we still have a lot of touching up to do with the plan and all. And today we shall finish it all up.I'm sure we will, combining the 4 great minds. HAHA
Well then right afte project work consultation, i tagged kelvin, Jia Sheng, Pradep and HajaM to consult our fav teacher, mrs ang for help in maths. Have i ever mentioned she's one of the best math teachers around? She can make you grasp concepts and apply them. And i'm falling in love with maths once again(: And it must've been the jokes HajaM and Pradeep was pulling off, leaving me, Kelvin and Jia Sheng bursting out laughing. And yess, with our hands still holding onto the pens and paper. They can really be the Dumb and Dumber of 0812C. THEY ARE HILARIOUS. Alright, that aside, summer test will be arriving , extremely soooooon.


So, after the consultation, i met Aqila then headed to home to get my stuff and then straight to the swimming complex. I think she did like a million and one laps while i did just 4 . HAHA
I just had plans for dipping in after a longggggggggg day in school. So after showering, it was dinner time and as usual, we were accompanied by the laughs. Too bad for us, it's inevitable. There's too much funny facts in the world, right abu?


I'm hungry, waiting for Jia Sheng for my food. Pw meeting later and hoping to finish it alllllllllllll by today and then we can mug all the way through summer test/



goodbye and enjoy your weekends all you non muggerssssssssssssssssssss.

I miss frappes.
I miss town.
I miss splurging.
I miss late night Padang bitching.
I miss that anorexic bitch.
I miss my cousins.
I miss my superstars.
I miss my (th)2.
I miss my social life/

Don't fret Nurul, mug hard and i swear you'll play hard too(:

please stop calling me, enoughhhhhhhhhhhh

time check: 1253am

i know i have school tomorrow but guess what, i slept from 7pm to 12am just now so im basically alive and kicking, baby! That's what i seem to be blurting to people online when they asked me the same question, 'why aren't YOU asleep yet!?' Still, it's kinda typical for people in the same situation as me now to be having some common brain dead moments /

LIKE NOW. HO HO HO

Since my brain is still in the dead mode, i'll just use my self navigating feelings to lead this post.

I FEEL HAPPY NOW , but i seem to have no idea why. There's just this inner excitement for me. It's gotta be that ice cream i ate just now. Or that text message/ :)

I like random messages sometimes. It'll just leave me smiling. At least most of the time.

It's a thursday about an hour ago and I finally finished my 2.4km run today and that sums up my entire NAPHA, which means games will start next week!(: I like school genereally but it's somehow draining my energy like it's sucking my entire kinetic power from all the school load and tests, not that i'd finish all up. And then reaching home pretty late and the temptation from that cozy bed of mine would leave me stuck in decision-making.

A: Do math

B: Do physics

C: Do chem

D: Revise for summer test

E: None of the above(:

Well, being in my position now, I bet you can most likely guess which is the option that i usually root for. DUH-UH/

And now, i'm chatting with my class chemlab partner, Starsky. I think he's name is unique though, don't you think? He raised up a very simple question that's leaving me pondering about it . It's really funny how the most simplistic facts in the world are being ignored cause everyone's too busy facing the more obvious scenes in the world like, " why is britney clubbing!?"

Come on guys, get over it.

I'm getting very general right now and it most definitely be the times ive been spending on my GP . I like reading those random facts, really. Hahaha

I like random shots in school/

hanis finds my tapping of feet very irritating and my leftover laughters very insincere.

hahaha and the more i will do so!

HAHAHA i am stubborn Hanis!(:

kidding, kidding!

I have last day of the week school tomorrow AND i have a swimming day with Abu.

I like fridays.

Sorry it gotta turn out this way but i told you already, you can lose me anytime.

Well yea you've guessed it.
Heading to starbucks after school meeting Rini and her friends are like one of the best plans ever.
But yea, this has got to stop next week with the summer tests being on the full swing !(:
And have i studied?
Nooooo(:




I told you i like starbucks.

And today, school was rather alright i guess/

SUMMER TESTS COMINGGGG:(

I dont wish to go on.

Gossip girl season2 is backkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

The long awaited season is finally appearing on my screen and filling up my weeknights once again. Bless you internet, bless youuuuuuuuu(:

Nate's gorgeous, chuck's hot, Dan's cute PLUS the pretty tops worn by the Serena, Blair and Vanessa are really one of the best way to keep in touch with the fashion weeks that i've lost connection with ever since the start of school.

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting

Could it be that we have been this way before

I know you don't think that I am trying

I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breathe

Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you

Over again

Don't make me change my mind

Or I wont live to see another day

I swear it's true

Because a boy like you's impossible to find

Your impossible to find

Chemistry test today was fine(: YAYNESS

please be open minded boy, please.

"As cliche as this may sound, love exists and as impossible as some may think, it could be eternal. "

I was thinking the other day, if love really exists, why are there an increasing number of couples getting together for flings and then end it and move on with their respective lives like it never happened. I think people are getting desperate that they're forgetting the real reason real lovers want to be together.

God, i am becoming very emotional right now. It just frustrates me that some people are taking advantage of their teen period to get into a relationship just for the sake of being in one and thus, making the entire idea of love almost non existent. Flings are getting so overrated, really. Not that i'm denying the fact that love may still be around due to a handful of them . Oh well maybe i've been reading and watching too much nicholas sparks creations. Or is it just very true?(:

It's saturday today and i became a woodlands homie for the day!

School, woodlands library, causeway

AWESOME.

But i had SPA which was surprisingly easy since i memorized the required skills last night and then project work the entire afternoon . I swear, woodlands should just build another library cause its constantly being bombarded with jc, poly, secondary and primary school students! Ying liang, harith, jiasheng and I were all searching for the best places, provided that there's a powerpoint available. Then i met the superstars and other ijc people who's mugging for their gpp too. Damn, i hate pw fullstop

I can't wait for the next week. I jut realised i like school. Don't you?(:

Maybe it's just best you leave me alone

I'm in republic polytechnic now and i actually like coming here.

yes, i am not a student here but well, the facilities are open to the public so why not use it since it's really near to my place?! ANYWAY, school was fine today nothing big happening but at the same time, nothing too dull. It was normal(: School's fun everyday anyway. Just that the workload is increasing every single day, duh.

so, after barely an hour to myself in the rp library just now, my cousin came to welcome me to her school after her school ended. Later on, her friends and us went to the cafe galilee to just get some finger licking goodness for tea break. After much talking and laughing, i caught up with Naqi who totally skipped school but only came in the late afternoon for his soccer camp. tsk tsk, lazy boy as always. He totally lost today! HO HO HO

So after everyone went off for their respective plans, it's now just left with me and Rini. How dulllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Oh wait, i wanted to post up my totally wacky day with this bimbo superstar farihin yesterday. Yes, i spent my labour day with this bimbo. But omg, it was totally wicked with us discussing the usual topics with no restrictions involved. We were wondering why were we very unlucky on that very day, to see many of OUR schoolmates. It's almost totally unbelieveable to be going, "EH, isnt that girl/guy from my school?" almost every other hour. That aside, almost the entire day was spent in our usuals, Starbucks in marina. You know, maybe my cousin was right. Many actually looked at starbucks as a way to increase their status , thinking that it's a high-maintenance area of some sort but i seriously don't think so. Don't blame me for being addicted to the caramel frappes there plus they have one of the best wireless connectivity around. So tell me, why wouldn't i want to head there almost every week?! Adding to that, my house is just 5 minutes away from the civics outlet!

ANYWAY, here are the awesome periods yesterday! (:

when we were still pretty camera shy at first (yea righttttttt) hah.

And sooon,


Farihin is being so bimbo here! HOHO

So yea, in conclusion i like public holidays!


I have chemistry practical SPA tomorrow.
I better look up the notes before my brain goes dead tomorrow.
Wish me luck and have a good weekends allllllllllllllll

you might think im actually letting you in. But please know, you could be wrong.