Wasn't feeling very fabulous today since i was pretty drained out from tchoukball for pe elective today. The game was fun, as always and today was exceptionally fun since it was pretty competitive to begin with. The rest of the day was really draining since i was kinda dehydrated, but the long two hour break we had in the computer lab made up for it since i had a really good sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

YES YES.

Alright my whole dilemma thing have been postponed to only after mid course.

Yesterday i realised how much i've affected the people around me with the decision and i apologize for it honestly. Little did i know they would feel that way. It's okay, as for now i'm going to focus on subjects that i have the utmost confidence in passing and if not, do well in. So about the whole poly route, I shall think about it again after my promos. Or to cut it short, it all boils down to my promos. I'll see if i'm capable (:

I will postpone the rest of the parts of decision making in about 3 weeks time.

I'll try, really.

Im stuck with writing songs

just to forget, what they really were about

and these words are bringing me,

so deeply in debt

that I don't think I can dig my way out.

i couldn't breathe you in

like i need to

and the words don't mean a thing.

so i'll sing this song to you,

for the last time.

and my heart is torn in two,

thinkin' of days spent without you.

and there is nothing left to prove

im counting all the things i coulda done,

to make you see that i wanted us to bewhat i go to sleep and dream of

i want you to know that i'd die for you.

i'd die for you.

i couldn't breathe you in like i need to

and the words don't mean a thing

-secondhand serenade

break fast time! (:

& i gotta do some math-ing later.

BYEBYE