I got a pleasant surprise outside my window in the wee hours yesterday.

Awwww, such a sweet thought! (:

Well anyway, i actually had a pretty good weekend, though it was ALMOST non-productive since i completed ZERO tutorials! However, i DID revise on math. I told you I'm completely in love with math. I'd make it my boyfriend if i could!

n1x1+ n2y2+n3z3= D

Especially vectorssssss, my true found love!

Let's see the events of my weekends.

1) STUDYING IN RP- TWICE! Damn, i'd might as well transfer there. HAH

2) My dad flew to germany on Saturday morning. Awwww, i already miss that man!

You've only been gone for a day but we're missing your presence already! :(

3) Aqila and I have totally broke the record of being on the phone for the longest time ever!

It started out with the simple updating like " ehh i need to tell you something!" from each of us. Then, as per normal, it dragged on and on and on. One of the subjects were having your last teeny weeny toe longer than your first toe! HOW RIDICULOUS IS THAT?!

Soon, we were both hooked onto 98.7 which just happened to be playing the best songs at that point of time. So we were completely engrossed in the "Singapore Idol" moments. Woah, i love that (th)2 of mine & the other two whom i've not seen since the last two weeks! EH, time to burn already please (:

4) My all time favourite football team, Manchester United is really the main cause of my Monday blues. Disappointing indeed. Even my hottest jawline boy isn't doing much to help. Well, maybe it's the season they're gonna be on hiatus huh? probably.

5) Painted my rooooooooooom green. My plan for red was cancelled, sadly. Still, it looked pretty good though. Thanks to my brother who helped me out with it. Man, he's growing up alright and well, there're pros and cons to that definitely.

6) Watched TRANSFORMERS for the millionth time. & I still think Josh Duhamel and Shia Lebouf are two really good looking men (:

I was just wondering recently. Have you ever wished you could see what's the future like? As in,how your life will turn out to be and stuff. Whether those wishes and dreams you had when you were a little kid came true at the end of the day after all? Whether you get to marry that prince charming similar to the cinderella story and have kids, just like how you expect yourself to? Or even something as simple as to whether you got that grades you yearn for at the start of your education life.

Yes, i know it'd definitely save you some heartbreaks and regrets right.

But if you think about it again, in another perspective, if that's how it's gonna be then life would be so smooth-sailing since you already know what to avoid and which opportunities to take up. But if life is all smooth with no bumpy roads and wrong turns, then what's the use of living it then? Since you already know what to expect at the end of this ride. It'll be like one of those kiddy rides for 4 year olds that go round and round and round and then after 5 minutes, it's over. Wouldnt life be boring then? Wouldn't you like to try out the Vikings?! Or the roller coaster? Don't you want to feel that adrenaline rush? or the thrill when you're in that queue, waiting for your turn to get into your roller coaster seat. Like, what's the use of watching a movie if you're already know the start, sequence and ending of it, right?

Besides, haven't you heard of mistakes making you the person you are at the end of the day? So it's like the more mistakes you make, the better a person you are. If you realised it i mean. It's like you've already gained as much experience about the downs of life that it's about time you turn it to the ups of life. Ups and downs happen, no doubt. Even celebs had their fair share of it. Presidents too. Even the most popular and coolest person you can EVER think of, had his/ her dramamama scenarios. So face it, there's no escape to the lower east side of life. Even by being born with all the money in the world wouldn't help you get away from it. It's practically inevitable.

So seriously, just hold up and hold on to those railings and suck in all the negative parts of life and then scream all your lungs out as you make your way down! Then soon after, when things start to look up, you can look back and actually stand tall with the effing shits you went through once before and still made it out alive! Seeee, this is where the positive energy will start building on! Just put on those seatbelts and hope you'll be a changed person by the end of it.

Most importantly, enjoy the ride (:

& yes, i'm not asleep yet -______-