I just woke up from an hour of sleep. I don't know what is it that woke me up, really.

Then to wake up to my dad watching air crash investigation. Oh man, i seriously envy the pilots who managed to save the people in the plane. They have brains as huge as Europe, i swear. They're not only excellent in physics but also smart in applying those physics knowledge during those near-deaths moments, especially when they're carrying the lives of other hopefuls on their shoulders. I can't even imagine how long they actually take to memorize and understand those physics facts. I salute them with all my heart! (:

I can't seem to sleep. Something's not solved yet. I feel bad. In fact, very bad.

I feel like i'm being really mean now, but i can't help it if he's being continuously annoying.

I really had the perception that he was a very nice guy at first but i guess i should really know first impressions can't really be trusted. I will learn from here. I didn't mean for it to end this way. i thought you already got the idea from all the unanswered calls but i guess you need a more straightforward reply. Really, please stop bothering me. Sorry

I'm asked to do another random survey so here it is, it's pretty longggggggggggggg.
Bear with me.

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will you do? Ask why then dump.

2)If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? To be in love. ( oh, how cliche.)

3) How will your dream wedding be like? hmmm me, the guy, me smiling and hmm maybe just blessings from all. I want a beach wedding, really. Like, a simple red carpet. Oh,nice.

4) Do you think you're a perfect partner? Hmm i hope to be.

5) Do you love your partner? If i were to know who, i'll get back to you.

6)Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Both, we need two hands to clap.

7)How long are you willing to wait for someone you really love? It depends on how deep is it.

8) If the person you secretly like (if there isnt one, just imagine) is already with someone, what would you do? Well, i'll just wish him the best? (:

9) Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Phone calls that are not inviting at all.

10) Is there anything that has made you happy these days? The people around me (:

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time? I should settle with someone already by then. 27? yea, pretty much.

12) Who are currently the most important people to you? The people in my life.

13) What kind of person do you think you are? Someone people can rely on. I hope

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? Honestly right now, i'd really love to be single and rich but ya of course later on it'll just get old. So, this is one toughie! If i'm married and happy but poor, then i'm willing to take that chance!(:

15) What’s the first thing you do every morning? BATHE?!

16) Do you live with a lie at the moment? Nah, i don't think so. Oh wait, at least i hope not

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? Someone who makes me feel appreciated? And you know, i'd measure them both. The one that'd love me backkkkk?

18) Would you rather be friends with a geek who is a really nice guy or a super hawt dude but he's a player? Woah, that's one really difficult question! I am friends with both anyway. HAHA

19) What are your friends usually like? Fun, easygoing, friendly and just a cool bunch of people!

20) Are you happy with your life now? I'm contented with it so far.

21)Would you go to a guy who have money but dont love him, or be with someone who dont but you love him so much? The one with no cash(:

22) On a scale of 1 to 10, how happy are you with your life? Why. 7, i'm happy with it so far since i'm really not in any depress mode or anything and of course, i'm grateful for the people around me that keeps me on my toes and are always there when they're needed. Still, I think there's more coming up and i'm just waiting to be there to witness it. I'm just going to see what else lies ahead that age line of mine. We'll see, we'll see.

i will be away for quite awhile. Holidays, if you call it. I'll be back (:

Meanwhile, appreciate your life people.