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“How was your day today?” many asked.

Screw work, it’s the holidays baby!

(i think i smile weird)

Back to reality, obviously I didn’t say that. Those who knows me and knowing myself, I doubt I’d ever say that. Still, I wish I can. Sometimes I think my kindness is taken for granted. I don’t know, or is it just myself thinking too much. I’m nice, or so I’ve heard, but sometimes I think some people are taking advantage of it. Okay stop it Nurul, you’re taking in too many movie dialogues into your head! You’re just imagining things.

Still, in reality, I know that I had fun today, as always. This time with my Mom and Seri Hidayu.

I mentioned before about my smart move for the week?
Cause of the ever so brilliant move made, I had to wake up early this morning to head down to Lavender to get a whole new passport. I think my newest picture looks really weird but that aside, I noticed that I wasn’t the only smart soul in Singapore. I guess I have other fellow smart people that proved their brilliance in the most uncommon way ever. Oh well, great minds think alike.

Straight after, I couldn’t believe that even my mom was in the GSS mode.
“Okay, we don’t eat first. We have 2 hours to kill, where do you want to go?”

The sentences were filled with oxymoron in my opinion. Usually, I’d have to be the one begging her to just switch on that shopping engine or even dragging her from one store to another. I wonder what’s up with the change of mind this time round. But do you think I even bothered to ponder it over? Not for a second. Thinking about how sweet my brother have been these past few days, I bought for him two tees that was way beyond the budget yet, really good looking. Then usual clothes for me. After awhile, duty calls for her as she had to head back for work. SOO, I called upon the Seri hidayu! I was so grateful for her presence! She was like my heroine for the day! (: sanggup seh that girl/

After getting that gladiators ( like finally!) we hung out at mc café and had the usual bitching sessions.

Narcissist

& it went on like always.


Juizyan asked me to do this quiz. Oh man, I miss that girl, haven’t seen her for a long long time. Except that time when I bummed into her in rp. Hahaha so this is the least I could do for an old friend! (:
1) At what age do you intend to get married?
-Initially, it was 25 but since I have no boyfriend now, I guess it’ll just remain a mystery

2) Do you think you’re hoping for something now?
-Honestly, I know I am. I’m hoping for a lot of things but I know there are limits to it actually becoming a reality so I guess I don’t hope for too much.

3) What do you want the most now?
- To always be happy. Is that too much to ask? (:

4) What are your future plans?
Well, to get promoted to J2, get my driver’s license, get to western Sydney’s uni, be an air stewardess for a couple of years before joining a workforce then get married and have kids. Of course he’s got to be my boyfriend first. For that, we’ll see. HAHA

5) If you could have one dream to come true now, what would it be?
As cliché as this is, to experience love from the other half.

6) What are you most afraid of losing now?
My family and friends.

7) In you opinion, define love.
Well, from watching movies, reading novels and just being outside the whole relationship box, I think love is one of the most extraordinary things in this world. They say love conquers all. I think it’s true if you believe it. Love works in many ways, proving its strengths in many occasions. It’s just how you wish to see it. Since I’ve more or less never felt it, besides my family and friends that is, I can’t judge. What I do know is that love is one of the greatest powers God has given us so I will definitely learn to treasure it when the right time comes for me. (Damn, that was corny)

8) From the first letter of your name, make a word from it that best describes yourself.
N-narcissism- full of it, I would say.

9) How strong do you think you are?
I think physically, I am strong. Though I gotta admit, I’ve a little problem with the mentality strength.

10) What are the requirements you wish from the other half.
Okay, let’s not be superficial for now okay. I’ll ignore the physical outlook. Let’s focus on the “inside”. hoho
Well, firstly he’s got to be someone who has to trust me! I’m really not a fan of overprotective guys at all. He doesn’t have to be next to me 24/7. Hello, I need my space once in awhile alright? Next, someone’s who’s able to make me laugh. I think that’s one of the most important things!
Then, someone who’s able to love and appreciate me.

Oh, & someone who'd still love me after seeing me at my worst conditions cause you know what they say, "If you cant love me at my worst, you don't need me at my best!"
Lastly, someone who will also be my best friend and I’m most comfortable with! Whereby i can be myself most of the time, that includes eating a triple sized hamburger! HOHOHO

11) What type of people do you hate the most?
I really don’t wish to despise people right now. It’s so energy consuming, really.

12) Do you cherish every single friendship?
I plan to (:

13) Do you think hating that someone will make you forget about him?
Firstly, there’s no such thing as forgetting about anyone, unless you suffer a case of amnesia along the way. SO what’s the use of hating people? It will get you nowhere and no one will benefit from this. Unless you’re some sadist human that gains pleasure from people’s sufferings. One thing’s for sure, I’m definitely not one of them so I’d rather just wish him good luck with his new chapter of life and move on from there(:

14) What do you think is most important in your life right now?
Family, friends and music.

15) Do you think it’s necessary for you to have a boyfriend now?
Now, no. In the future, of course. Still, I’ll never intend to let desperation set in. Let nature takes it course. Maybe being single in the future wouldn’t be a bad thing? Who knows.

16) What kind of friends do you want to have?
I’m already happy with the set I’m having now. New friendly and trustworthy people are most welcome!(:

17)What kind of a friend do you wish to be to them?
Someone they can rely on and will be there for them when they need me.

18) If you could, which part of your character do you wish to change?
To not easily fall for sweet nothings.

19)If you’re feeling low one day, who would you go to?
My room and my music.

20) If there’s one thng you wish to say to that certain someone, what would it be?
“you’re so near, yet so far.whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy”

Instructions: Take out one of the questions here and change it to your own. Now choose 8 others to do the same thing. Leave a message in their tagboard.
Oh well, anyone who’s interested may try it, I really don’t mind! Go ahead, it’s pretty fun.

It was great to hear from Aqila just now and glad you're having fun there babe!*WINKS*

I have a small outing with the 0812C guys plus michelle and farah in the afternoon later. And maybe meeting fauzi later on. I haven’t seen him for ages! At least ever since that small argument. Hahaha I missed his buttcheeks naming!
I hope i'll have fun later.

Sayonara, people!