Just live it

2008-11-26T10:34:00.001-08:00

I've moved =)

Ask me for the new link online yea.

2008-11-24T23:39:00.000-08:00

We've run out of words

I practically slept the entire day today !

Watched the two seasons of SAW with Rini, my sister and brother 'til the wee morning. I ended up chatting and watching tv even after the two movies. Either still stunned and shock from the gore in it or the red bulls were doing me some justice. The next thing i knew, my mom was up to do her morning prayers and was getting ready for work. Damn, the eye bags under those eyes are so taking over my entire face. heh, i've been exaggerating alot nowadays.

I'm hooked onto 90210 and Gossip Girl at the same time, can you believe that?! Chuck's mybass, Ethan's a new beginning. hahahahaha

Anyway, it's finally Tuesday tomorrow and Rinny and I are trippin' over it! Excitement here to stay, at least until tomorrow! I had a pretty hard time to decide 'bout the outfit, but hey, it's all worked out now. I think i should get an early night so i'll be up all night tomorrow =)

You know that it's over when the burnin'
& the yearnin inside your heart ain't there anymore
And you know that you're through when he don't do to you
& move you like the way he moved you before

And you wanna pull him close,
but your heart has froze
you kiss him but his eyes don't close
Then he goes out of your heart forever
and it hurts you but you know that it's better

Could this be it?

2008-11-23T17:42:00.000-08:00

Just once a week, and this is what i get from you?

I'm feeling sad now. Feelings come and go, so do the people in your life, isn't it true?
Sometimes i wonder what did i ever do wrong to make them go.

Anyway, that aside first, my Saturday was kinda fun and entertaining. Met up with Hairul, Farihin, Seri and Izzah for pool in the afternoon. I was a noob in pool, as always. But after being taught by Seri and Hairul time and time again, i guess i got a hang of it soon enough. Seri had to go off halfway due to some news back at home. So the 4 of us continued and we got really hungry later on, especially with Hairul being half dead on the food table! During lunch/dinner, we were suckers in his jokes once again so imagine Farihin's face almost inches away from her Hokkien mee. That was how much of an effect Hairul's jokes have on us! Just when we thought the worst was over, after izzah left, Rafi joined us soon after. With the combination of them both, there was no stopping the laughing gas from escaping!

Rafi: eh sini ade masjid tak?
Hairul: Ade. Kat belakang ice box rumah aku!
Rafi: oh, Al- Ice box eh?

THEN WE ALL BURST OUT LAUGHING!

Well, it wasn't that funny but apparently the sound of their laughs plus their reaction was utter priceless i swear!
Plus, Hairul brought his dslr cam so we snapped away! I especially got my hands right on that thing. However, the memory is effing huge to be sent through Msn or email so I guess through thumbdrive would have to make the cut then. So as for now, i don't have effing awesome pictures to show! I did bring my camera though, but it was being a bitch so wasn't functioning as welll.

The noob in action. Sure Nurul Sure.

Izzah and Farihin

I really should start using my dad's camera.

See, its dslr crazy i tell you.

I hope Thursday comes soon so i can get my hands on those pictures, but before that, Tuesday have got to come first! YESSSS, can't wait =)

Because of you i believed in real guys but because of you too, I'm afraid to fall in love again.

2008-11-21T22:20:00.000-08:00

Because of you

; riniee says:
eh surprisingly someone didnt complain to me uh !
; riniee says:
hahahha

hahahahahahaha after EVERY haircut, I'd always complain to two people!
Aqila and Rini.

Surprisingly, i didn't this time round, cause it turned out to be EXACTLY how i wanted it to be! HEH. I know i told a million people that i snapped my long hair and making it short for the holidays. Well, hate to break it to ya, it's just short in my eyes! HAHAHA
So, i guess it won't be what many of you expected!
It's of a lighter highlight though!

Before the shopping date, i met Rinny to go Rp to meet Rini. Funny how i know two RINN(Y/I) in my life huh? hahaha. Anyway, met Rini to pass her the money to be passed to Adam for Tuesday's plan. Rinny and I are getting excited over it right now!

So, shopping date with mom turned out to be a shopping date with mom and dad. I almost forgot how it refreshing it felt to be an only child in the house and being pampered by their love (and money? HAHA. Well, i kinda had the chance to feel that for the first two years of my life and i just got a flashback of that for about 4 hours of my current life. HAH! Well, it turned out to be better than expected. I just got my November holidays' allowance! I think i'm turning into one hell of a spoilt brat. I don't even earn the cash but hey, this won't last, I'm sure.Especially after my As next year! BOOHOO.

I love them, no matter what.

okay, right now, I'm hooked onto 90210.
Damn, they have got to stop filming addictive hot tv shows like these.
Still, Gossip girl's still my number one favourite.

CHUCK BASS, MY MAN =)

ITS A SATURDAY TOMORROWWWWW!
I've plans, do you?

Even if im staring in the dark, I'll still believe

2008-11-20T14:10:00.000-08:00

Sooner than it seems, life turns around

I’ve been having a pretty good stay at home day since yesterday. Watched movies after movies now that my brother has ditched his Xbox for his new PS3. That Xb ox of his is now mainly used to play DVDs rather than for games purposes. But the Fifa and metal slug games gotta be the exceptions. And now I get why guys are so addicted to video games.

So anyway, I’ve finally gotten a hold of the 0812C pictures from Monday’s outing. They’re still the best bunch of people to be known as a class, though there were some who couldn’t make it. Nevertheless, we had fun throwing flour at one another, dragging/ carrying people into the water, eating the melted cake using just one knife to feed all while playing beach volleyball, playing the monkey game in the water, showering half naked with the girls ( HAHAHA!) and just being around them kinda left no space for any negative thoughts to intrude. Unfortunately, I couldn’t join them for dinner due to some restrictions/ curfews I gotta abide for awhile now.

Oh, i think jie ling did a terrific job to make it all work out!=)

I made a mistake that day; This low memory space in my brain caused me to forget my camera! WHAT A SIN.

Luckily, Cheryl and jie ling brought theirs (:

Before the surprise,

then after some delays, it was the birthday bash! (:

Happy birthday you November babies! =)

After playing in the water and all, it was dinner time and they had a blast i bet, while i was in my dad's car heading home :(

Now i can't wait for 0812C chalet part 2. It'll be a blast I'm sure =) HEH.

As for today, i think i'll go for a swim later on.
Tomorrow’s a Friday and I’ve got a date with my mom.
First things first, a trip to the salon.

It’s time to fly.

2008-11-18T20:25:00.000-08:00

If that's how it's supposed to be

Sunday

Aqila and I met Rosazlin Rosli, the babe we haven't seen since September if i weren't mistaken. We had tons to catch up on, with her life in SA and ours in IJ. We chatted and spilled and talked and lashed out almost everything that have been happening since the last meet up and man, did we spend the evening away with them! It's funny how time flies real fast considering the fact that we've just finished our Os last year and now moving on to the killer As next year. Tell me, is it really just me or have time been moving forward like the speed of light?

Oh well, that's life.

We had many questions and answers about life too during the meet up. I think now that our life's on the full swing, it's about time we reflect about every decision we make in life or even the ones that we're about to make. They're essential to abide the entire motive of carrying on with life

Alrighty, that was deep! I'm not a cheesy girl okay! ( right, ahmad? haha)

We told Ros, " We do ugly faces kk!" BUT LOOK AT HER!

So to get back at her!

Aqila, Nurul, Rosazlin =)

I want to blog about the 0812C outing in East coast park but i figured i shall just wait for all the pictures to be sent to me first. Anywhos, Happy birthday Bee stings, Raj and Heesang!=)

Tuesday today was mostly a gossip girl day for me. Met Ravin in wheelocks starbucks to get some 90210 episodes from him. Was supposed to pop by on the guys' shopping outing; Ahmad, Raj, starsky and their friend, joel but i guess i gotta rush home. I need to start being a good kid around the house now before things start getting outta hand.
I will be a good daughter from now on okay. I promise i'll try =)

Now i'm planning tuesday's event with Rinny.
I hope we'll make it there.
Right Rinny?!??!

memories will be memories

2008-11-16T14:14:00.000-08:00

Taking one step at a time

I guess I’ve been pretty down these past few days and I’ve affected many people. I’m sorry I made you guys worry. I’m getting up now and I’ve already promised someone I’ll recover. I’ll take one step at a time and I’ll just hope I reach there. Wherever there is. It has been a bumpy road, but as bumpy as it is, there’s still a light at the end of the road right? And if there’s one quote that I’m gonna live by from now on, it’s gotta be “ Live every moment like it’s your last”

I will heal.

Thanks all for those words of encouragement, be it through text, IM, post or even in person. I’m glad I have you guys in my life. Really =)

My sister just got back yesterday and she brought me back many goodies and wardrobe flavours too. I’m glad she’s back or I’d die missing another soul! She was never away from home for THAT long alright! Swensens with my beloved brother for lunch before picking her up was awesome too.

My burger was hugeeeeeee

Alrighty, i miss you! =)

Friday was supposed to be the Charlie’s angels night but apparently an angel and Charlie himself had last minute plans and I really didn’t want to stay home on a Friday night so I just met my Cheryl minah and I guess we shopped a little and had dinner and supper afterwards.

I guess Christmas's arriving so let's get a headstart yea.

Those pretty lights, woooooo

Saturday was supposed to be an outing with my bitch and Haikel but well, it was cancelled last minute so I called Aqila up and we headed to Tanglin flea. Saturday with that woman was great as usual. She never fails to brighten up my day/night with all her witty self, sarcastic jokes, laughter, stories, interesting facts and everythinggggg! Been in the same school for about 11 years and still counting! She have been there through thick and thin with me too definitely. Maybe we'll be in the same uni after IJ ? Hope so! (:

Narcissistic much?

We can actually appear in some reality best friend show and then we can answer all their questions! LIKE HELLO, we don’t even need to nudge/ inform each other with the presence of any (th)2 come on!

Here’s something that have been missing in this blog recently

Abu, abu tsk tsk. haha

Aqila Abu

Nurul Nasyitah

Just live.

Growing years of friendship and still counting.

It's a sunday. Surprisingly, i'm not staying home today. I should be heading to Zouk for flea today and then meeting Rosazlin Rosli,someone i haven't seen since decades ago! =)

guess what?
i've tickets to Zouk out. heh

I'm still trying.

2008-11-10T13:17:00.000-08:00

I'm losing grip, what's happening?

p.s: Thanks all for trying to cheer me up. I'll be fine. i hope =)

2008-11-09T16:29:00.000-08:00

It even surprises me how well i can hide everything, even in front of you.

I don't know if i can handle this well enough anymore.

I need an escapism.

My tears run down like razorblades

And no, I'm not the one to blame

It's you ' or is it me?

And all the words we never say

Come out and now we're all ashamed

And there's no sense in playing games

When you've done all you can do

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

But it's over

I lose myself in all these fights

I lose my sense of wrong and right

I cry, I cry

It's shaking from the pain that's in my head

I just wanna crawl into my bed

And throw away the life I led

But I won't let it die, but I won't let it die

But now it's over, it's over, why is it over?

We had the chance to make it

Now it's over, it's over, it can't be over

I wish that I could take it back

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart

Don't say this won't last forever

You're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart

Don't tell me that we will never be together

We could be, over and over

We could be, forever

-It's not over by secondhand serenade

2008-11-08T16:11:00.000-08:00

On the way down, i found you

It even surprises me that I can take my A levels next year.

It has been a year of surprises indeed. Okay, I’ll talk about that at the end of 2008, which is so heading towards reality real soon. I can’t wait for school to start though, maybe cause now I’m enjoying the surroundings like my minahs and my class. Still, I never said I wouldn’t want the holidays to be on the full swing!

Alright, so now that I have the ticket to J2, it’s about time I make a concrete decision. I’ve had really fluctuating mind sets since the middle of the year, and I was so sure of my decision back then. However, along the way of completing my mid course exams, I realised how much it meant for my parents that I continue this road of education. Ive been trying to run away and hide from that since the end of the exams, by being distracted with my social life. Nevertheless, I know this determines my future. My dad could be right but he could be wrong too. But I guess in life, you gotta make the best of everything. And another thing, this may be a mushy side, but I really don’t want to crush their hopes. So I’ll stay on for them =)

& for myself too of course, I love the people in IJ remember ?

I miss my sistnemy too :(

I hope she's having an effed of a time in Europe! =)

Anyway, Friday night as always, town night. I met up with the usuals.

These are the people that can brighten up your night.

As always, with Jacq’s spastic jokes, Aqila and Cheryl’s spastic selves, I obviously had a pretty good night!

Oh while having dinner, jacq, cheryl and my food came and guess what Aqila asked the guy?

" err excuse me, my food ready already not?"

HAHAHAHAHAHA

She will forever be the cute one to crack us up!

It’s a Saturday and I plan to stay home. My parents are out of town! No curfews definitely. Aqila’s coming over sleepover soon. I better get change to meet her and buy some snacks for some movie marathon.

Have an awesome Saturday all.

2008-11-07T00:49:00.000-08:00

A new story behind those tears

I can't believe tomorrow will be the official day to knowing whether we will really stay on and get up to do the As or retain another year or even head to a poly as a matter of fact. It's really tough to move on now that I'm starting to have second thoughts about going to a poly, especially with the new set of mind I'm having right now.

I'm gonna miss 0812C :(
The chalet was what we needed to bond the 20 of us seriously.

I'm kinda lazy to blog in words about everything that happened during the chalet but you can read through my awesome classmates' blogs about it though like Mr 'sexy' winker, Ahmad HAHA, Alina, Jie Ling, Hee Sang etc. All i gotta say is that I never thought I had the ultimate guts to ever be THAT much of a daredevil! The Old Changi Hospital visit with that bunch was nervewracking but i was glad my class was a male dominated one since i completely held onto most of them during the walk. It was a good experience though. The talks, confessions and talks, dares ( you're so dead, Ahmad! HAHA) and hmmmmm, crapping around was a really good get to know session with them all!

I'm really glad I'm this class right now.

As for now, i'll just hope for the best. Tomorrow's D-DAY, as they may call it.
And me, i shall just hope whatever happens, will be for the better =)

See you in lalaland world WINKS WINKS!

2008-11-06T02:33:00.000-08:00

It's just a matter of time now

In that 3 days, i've never felt everrrrrrrr so daring i swear!
That few days of pure goodness, consisting of many confessions, truth/dares, spin the bottles, almost sleepless nights, sweating, laughing, red bulls, sober selves being nowhere near and well, each other's companies which was pretty much the main highlight of the chalet. I really did enjoy myself. Thanks 0812C for making the start of November an awesome one. Most importantly, for helping me make a head start into a new chapter of my life and it's going good so far =)
Not forgetting, a chalet i'll always remember!!! tsk tsk. They will know what I'm talking about. I'm now watching out for some side effects from all those fun.
hehehehehehehehe

To give a vvvvvv visual summary of the chalet, here you go.

0812C!!!=)

seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeesawwwwwwwwwwwww

THE WOMEN! :)

Ahmad- the guy who claimed he had the killer wink. HAH!
& STOP WITH THE BOXERS! HAHAHA

STARSKY AND AHMAD

KELVIN'S LOOKING REAL SOBER INDEED. HAH!

I love this bee stings many many!

To my gorgeous classmates, i'll upload every single one of the pictures that exist in my camera into shutterfly by tomorrow. So stay tune =)
'til then, i miss you guys!
Rest well and be prepared for the 7th!

2008-11-03T10:30:00.000-08:00

As we continue with the chapters in our life.....

It’s a Monday morning and i just handed in my GPF, so it's all over now.Sorry I was effing tired yesterday after reaching home from a day of starbucks with the two bimbos and Hairul. After madrasah yesterday, the 4 of us reached home and rushed to meet each other since we were bored and Hairul had work.

It started with me waiting for mr tempang boy to reach the mrt station. Hahaha. Kaki kasi betol dulu eh. Anyway, we trained to Novena and met up with miss Farihin, the nombor kasi betol dulu woman. Hahaha, and before we met Seri, Farihin and I were already working on our abs with Hairul’s continuous joking session. Damnnnn, he has got to stop making us burst out! HAHA.

The treats we got from him was very much appreciated seriously. The three of us were so enjoying the day yesterday that we took turns to the loo almost every other hour. I had too much stuff in this stomach of mine okay! Plus, I’ve never laughed so much over one meal yesterday. The three of us couldn’t control the quantity of laughing gas escaping over dinner and we shall blame hairul for thattttttt.

*HANDSMACKS*

so we were thinking of having a superstars outing featuring mr tempang boy soon =)

The tempang boy at work. haha

The chocolate heaven was a killer.

Yummmm

Then, it was dinner..

Sorry cleaners but blame hairul for all the flying rice!

" skali mak dier telan tray eh dulu....... " HAHAHA

I couldn't control it either!!!

So that was my Sunday, plus rushing my I&R at the very last minute! HAHA

Saturday

Haikel has yet to send me the shots so I shall just blog without them! So anyway, it started with me meeting my bitch and I’ve missed her so! We were chatting and babbling in the train I bet some people were curious what’s it really about. Haha, well we just had a lot of updating to do. Spotting haikel in town wasn’t much of a hassle since he had his deodora hat on. Tanglin flea was kinda dullllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllllll so I didn’t splurge on much. Haikel was being his usual merepek funny self so obviously had Rini and I having a good time.

When sun started to set, I joined my family in carousel to welcome Neil from the states and he was another one who made me laugh like a lot. Despite his age, he never fails to actually make my whole family laugh over his little stories. Furthermore, his little stories are amusing enough to have me having more and more servings just so I could continue listen to him. Besides, he promised to bring me home with him soon. I will once my A levels is over. Hoping so at least. Walking down town lane was pretty refreshing, especially with my entire family.

My gorgeous bitch =) HEH

Maybe pink was hotter for the day?

Stop it eh Haikel! haha

Dinner

I love this grown up boy.

They are my source of screamings and laughter at home =)

And yes, he's growing. ITYS

Forever will be my sistnemy. I hate to admit it, but im gonna miss you while you're in Europe :(

Wooooooh, that was a busy weekend, wasn't it?

Anyway, I'm gonna go pack for my chalet now. I'll be away for a few days to be with those awesome bunch. I'll be back with stories and pictures WINKSWINKS.

Don't miss me too much =)

& to guest: I don't know you? hahaha so how'd you come across my blog? But thanks anyways.

2008-11-02T00:12:00.000-07:00

Damnnnn, today was indeed a good Saturday! =)

Spending my morning and evening with my family was good. PLUS, my afternoon with my bitch and Haikel was awesome too! I will update more tomorrow alright? I'm dead tired now. Besides, im still waiting for Haikel to send me the pictures from his cam, which happened to be ultra awesome somehow. The quote of the day, from Haikel " eh eh, aku bunuh kau baru tau"

HAHAHAHAHA man, he cracks us up.

Oh anyway, my personal message for msn now is

" you know, it's gotta be illegal to even look that good!"

Then this very good friend of mine, Mr harith IMed me .

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
OH NO

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
i dont want to be arrested!

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
someone save me

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:07 AM):
hahahahahahaha

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
HAHAHAHAHHAAHAAHA OMG SHUT UPPPPPPPPPP

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
hahaha

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
peace yaw~

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
OH PLZZZZZZZ LOR

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
IT WAS MEANT FOR ME LORRRR

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
HAHAH

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
i got it in town today!

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAA

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
abestu happy la?

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:08 AM):
sape ntah cakap -.-

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
hahahaa

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:08 AM):
some random cute guy

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:09 AM):
hehe
- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:09 AM):
esh
- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:09 AM):
sad
- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:09 AM):
i was gonna say..
"must be some matrep"

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:10 AM):
but matrep doesn't talk that way -.-

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:10 AM):
HAHAHA DURHHHHHH

Nurul - nurullovesred.blogspot says (12:10 AM):
you think!?!

- нαяιτн єι иιйо™ says (12:10 AM):
they dont even know what's illegal and whats legal -.-

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I will upload all the pics soon alright ?

HAVE A GOODNIGHT =)

2008-11-01T00:10:00.000-07:00

Happy halloween, baby! =)

I scare myself sometimes. HAH!

It's been a pretty good friday night though my initial plans were rescheduled to next friday instead. I guess my free caramel frappe have to be saved for the best time right? hahaha.

Still, I met my friday night woman plus my 3 for 10 partner and i had a pretty good night with them! We were totally walking around and chillaxing in town as usual, just watching the halloween party going on in town. Some were dressed in completely ridiculous shits, some looked like effing strippers while most were just aiming to look all pretty in them. haha well, that's the fun of it isn't it? To be noticed all around. We ended up laughing at some though since they were almost impossible to not notice!

We had our own party going on though, known as HEAVEN-loween party. GET IT!?

hahahahahahhaaa

man, we crack ourselves up.

It's funny how some people can actually pull off the entire day right, while some were just walking around like aimless zombies. haha, i think we were some of them! HAHA

yes yes, he's pretty hot.

We saw 70% sale, you wouldn't guess where it was coming from! HEHHHH

Trick or treat =)

uh huhhhhh

I still think my phone's hot despite the unbelievably effed up condition it's in.

NUJACHE!

ooooooooooooh, damn that's hot! HAHAHA

Woah, what a week it has been. The night was exactly what i needed to just calm and at the same time, release myself. Many things have happened in just this 7 days. It's not even 7 days yet and I've already been through so much. I'm still shock over what have happened recently but even when i tried to fix things, I'm not supported to do so. Maybe it's meant to be this way.

Tomorrow's a Saturday!!!!!!!!

Flea market and I get to meet my God grandfather once again. man, i've missed him!

Tomorrow will be a better day, i hope.

Please God, slow down the events in my life.

If that's what you want, i'll respect that then.

2008-10-31T15:25:00.000-07:00

ORAL PRESENTATION IS FINALLY OVER!

which means, PW's 98% done.
which means, saturday's free time.
which means, no more rushing for datelines.
which means, no more bombardment of research or data insidemy laptop.
which means, no more rehearsals.
which means, no more restrictions on what to do.

most importantly, more town time! =)

It's friday night WINKS WINKS! hehehehehehe

&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA, I LOVE YOU MANYMANY! MUACKZX!

2008-10-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

It's malay 'A's tomorrow and oral presentation on Friday.

It's gonna be a bumpy ride.

2008-10-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

I wasn't in the best of moods to come to school today so i didn't.

I stayed home to watch some stay at home movies from hbo, then headed to school arond the afternoon since the group called for some last minute dry run. Rushed to school and everything was screwed up. The slides, the sound system and my individual presentation. Definitely not a good day. I do appreciate the motivation i got from my friends just now. They tried to cheer me up, whether or not they know the real deal. Hanis and Huda stayed with me in the canteen after school. Had ice cream with Aqila Abu. Then had dinner with Starsky, Raj, Fabian, haja and Jeremiah soon after. Home alone after that was a round two of a not very good day. Thanks for the texts and IMs all those who tried to make my day. Please Nurul, cheer up okay. Let's hope tomorrow's a better day.

Got into a fight with my mom just now. I don't even know what's the topic that's creating the spark in the first place!

& now i can't sleep ):

p.s: I've still yet to blog about my minah's belated birthday on monday.

you taught me how to love.

2008-10-28T09:43:00.000-07:00

For that someone,

I'll never regret you. Never did, and never will.

You'll always hold a special place in my heart.

& I'll never forget you.

Love, Nurul

2008-10-27T01:58:00.000-07:00

Whew, it's been quite a weekend there.

i'd choose it over any studying ANYTIME BABY!

first of all, someone turned 18 over the weekend!

My one and only bitch in the world, RINI ASTIKA! =)

I LOVE YOU MY ANEROXIC BITCH!

The surprise party we had for her yesterday was kinda funny! hahaha i'll update on that tomorrow once i've saved all the pictures from photobucket. But as for now, hope you liked the surprise!

Anyway, let's start from Friday. I met that cheryl minah of mine and we caught Night in Rodanthe and damn, it effing made the two of us laughed and cried buckets! Though i badly needed to pee almost halfway through the movie! So at that point of time, i just forced myself to stop crying since it was aready full on the other end HELLO! HAHA. Cheryl and I were laughing at some unnecessary actions during the movie too. They must've thought we've completely lost it! HAHA

But all in all, it's a pretty good movie (: It's nicholas sparks, like duh?

cheryl is a certified minah. HAH!

Saturday was flea fly flow fun market day!

Raymond and I almost murdered Aqila right there and then when she kept us waiting AND we couldn't contact her! HAHA. But all's fine during the flea market itself. It was a really good one and i swear Aqila and I were so thankful with the fact that Raymond came with us. Banker for the day defnitely!=) I brought bag an entire 2 bags filled with goodies! I only managed to find one that fit all when i reached Kak fil's place later on. Anyway, the talk of the day.

Raymond and I were trying to convince her to change out of her class tee and into the new dress she just bought then.

Aqila: why you all cannot accept the real me?
Raymond: But the real you's horrible!

I BURST OUT LAUGHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha well here goes.

Aqila: YOU SURE I LOOK OKAY?!

Nurul: YeSsSsSSSSSsssssSSSsssSSsSssSSsSSSsSSS

We know you're proud of your buys, Raymond!

& ya, i love this woman too! ( despite how horrible she may be, HAHAHA KIDDING!!)

Right now, i can't seem to sleep. Not even a wink when i've pw early in the morning! My brain's like entertaining this traffic jam in my head and it's not going away anytime soon. I've alot to think about and so many things still hanging and left unsolved. I'm worried that one day i may just have some breakdown or something! Okay, kidding. I'm just very tired, although i know i have to solve all these unsolved stuff in my head, or it won't go away. I'm trying to not decide something for someone else but i can't help to think of other parties affected if i come to any conclusion at all. My dad for example. How can i think clearly if he's constantly in my mind! I really have no intention of disappointing him right now and never ever! My future's partly in his hands after all.

As for the other thing in my head too, I feel so helpless about it. Tell me it's real please

I can't sleep. Maybe i'll turn nocturnal for tonight.

It's not like i have a choice anyway.

2008-10-24T20:46:00.000-07:00

When I'm with you

The week in school have been all about malay and project work. Surprisingly, it isn't as bad as i thought. Having rehearsals after rehearsals with those two haven't been exactly boring and plus, i get to spend time with my other classmates who are preparing for their slides too. yeap, it's been a pretty good week so far. Still, thank God it's Friday tomorrow. I can't wait for the official last day of school to arrive, though i'm gonna be really sad to leave them behind. However, i'm still gonna have a hell lot of fun during the holidays. I hope.

Okay, I know my life has been on the roller coaster ride all this time and it was so frustrating to get my heartbroken at some points of it. However, my heart never felt so stable these days. There's no fluctuation of feelings, though there existed fluctuating emotions. I can't imagine myself having these kind of feelings for someone. Have you ever felt like you're finally falling for someone right for the first time in your life? This may be the case, but this may not be it too. I mean, who knows. But i guess the situation now isn't so easy as it seems. The transition from the past ones i had in my life and this one right now is completely a Universe apart and I can't even compare them.

Honestly, i've never felt this way before. Some may understand, some may not, some may be frustrated with me about it, some may be happy for me, some may be worried for me, some may think i haven't learnt from my lessons but the thing is, how can i learn when this never happened in my life. Those back then were infatuations, lame crushes and even false interpretations of feelings but right now, it's completely different and i can bet my whole life it is. It's those kind of feelings that'll remain in you for a very long time or as matter of fact, stick with you throughout your life. It's like whatever happens, he's the kind of person you'll never forget.

& maybe, i've met that person.

2008-10-19T20:49:00.000-07:00

Congrats Miss tay for marrying your man! =)

Watching her walk the aisle and saying her vows were very AWWW scenarios definitely. I'm really happy for her. She did an awesome job as a secondary school science teacher back then ( HELLO, I TOPPED THE CLASS UNDER HER! hahahahaha) and now i see her in her pretty white wedding dress looking really pretty and the smile on her face completely guarantees that at that point of time, it was her best moment in life =)

In overall, the wedding was good and the food was awesome since we were all practically engrossed in the outfits for the day 'til lunch or even breakfast as a matter of fact, was forgottem. So most of us came with an empty stomach and praying that the food'll be enough for all of us and hell yea it was! (: IT WAS GOOD. There was sushi! I swear i'll want that on my menu list for my wedding!

So it was definitely good to catch up with some familiar faces! Just talking to them and reminiscing about our 4 years past. haha it was just refreshing to walk down the memory lane once again. I mean, i miss my batch really .

Okay, so here goes.

Shi Qi, Esther and Aqila.

She's still an EDVY FAN! OMG. hahaha

Jerraldine, Natalia and Abu

Jacq and cheryl

Jaslyn, Vanessa, natalia, jerraldine

Aqila Abu! (:

Okay, so we weren't exactly listening to the songs and speech.

So as she make it down the aisle

Awww, how sweet can that be ?

The " I DO"s part!

awwwww

Esther, edmund chen sucks la. hahahaha kidding!

Nishantini!

Ronald, Aqila, Me, Rudy, Bertram and Theo

Priscilla!

MY 3 FOR 10 PARTNER!

Theo and Priscilla

Kumar grew taller! UNFAIR. haha

The burnt aisle perhaps? haha

Miss Amy!

My poa partner, Aneza! =)

Awesome people !

yes Aqila, i know you don't like Jacq la. hahahaha

JACQ JACQ JACQ. I tell you, at this point, she was already drunk. hah!

RONALD FOO !

So the 6 of us kinda spotted tanglin flea market while on the bus to town and decided to just drop off and check it out. Jacq, Niki, Aneza, Cheryl, Aqila and I were all scurrying through the crowd which happened to be massive by the way, in dresses and even heels for some of them.

I don't think it was even barely 10 minutes when we decided to get in to get a drink and being the hot holligans they are, Cheryl and Aqila put on the halloween masks and walked around the entire tanglin marketplace and scaring the shits of the many there buying groceries. I think they gave the kids the biggest scare. hahaha, those two ahhh, forever one. haha

The two hottest hooligans.

Jacq and half of Niki.

Yes, they really walked around in those.

Cheryl scary lee

Okay, maybe i want a little of the fun. heh!

Trick or treat!

Then later on, after Niki went off to meet his girlfriend, the girls headed to shaw for a real macs treat, as usual. haha

MY 3 FOR 10 PARTNER ONCE AGAIN!

Cheryl minah minah

Aneza looking sexy!

Jacq too!

It must've been a hot day wasn't it girls? HAHAHAHA

This is damn minah laaaaaaaaaaaaa

Okay, behind those innocent and nice faces.

SHE IS A CERTIFIED DRUNKARD!

So anyway, later Aqila and I headed to Tanglin flea again since we weren't satusfied with the fact that we didn't dig just now so yeap. As the three girls went off for their Gb dinner, we dug and swam through piles of clothes and soon after it started to turn dark, we called it a day for flea markets and then, roamed around town.

I love this woman ! =)

I don't know why I'm suddenly feeling this way.

2008-10-18T20:45:00.000-07:00

Friday night was awesome especially the part with my Cheryl minah which was really good catching up time and planning for the event the very next day! Then town was packed with our people * winks winks* haha. I swear the mud pie mc flurry from macs was one hell of a heaven treat! Despite my uninviting and effing cough and flu, i still enjoyed every drop of it! heh. So don't blame me if you happen to hear my ever so sexy David Cook's voice!

Besides that, we were walking around town hunting for jobs! Not her i mean. I actually got that forever 21 spot but i can't ditch school for it or can I ? HMMMMMMM
I'll think about it!

Anyway, we were contemplating on the outfits for the wedding today! I was kinda fickle minded still so i met Rini later on to raid her closet too. Then, i was torn between choices.
That's how stressing the world of fashion is.

Now, i can't wait for today and tonight! =)

2008-10-17T15:25:00.000-07:00

During chemistry lecture today, Alina and I were goofing around.

She started stealing my phone and hiding it while i was waiting for texts!

Nurul: ehh Alina give me backkkk.

Alina: I never takeeeeeee ( giving me her usual 'cute'grin. HAHA)

Nurul: ehhhh quickkkk. Later i staple your boobs then you know! ( With stapler in hand!)

Alina: HAHAHA. No no, you need it more so can make your mosquito bite more swollen!

WTF? HAHAHAHAHA

Wahhhhh, so much for being the spastic nun!

ALINA GOH, YOU'RE DEAD! =)

I actually enjoyed myself yesterday (:

Don't know much about your life.

Don't know much about your world,

Don't want to be alone tonight

On this planet they call earth.

You don't know about my past,

and I don't have a future figured out.

And maybe this is going too fast.

And maybe it's not meant to last,

But what do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

Never knowing if there's solid ground below

Or hand to hold, or hell to pay,

What do you say,What do you say?

I just want to start again,

And maybe you could show me how to try,

And maybe you could take me in,

Somewhere underneath your skin?

What do you say to taking chances,

What do you say to jumping off the edge?

-Taking chances by Celine Dion

After what seems like decades,

Friday night= Town night

SEE YA!=)

2008-10-16T03:35:00.000-07:00

You must've suspected i got kidnapped and hidden under those huge rocks right?

HAHAHAHAHA, well i've just been hell busy with pw, new events in my life (heh.) and the festive season. So be prepared to be bombarded with SHITLOADS OF PICTURES!

& to shims, yes my good friends are still together (:

Here goes.

3rd October

This is the world's best brother =)

Nasrun, Nasyitah, Nadzirah

Shah!

The didier drogba i know! haha

Kak Lydia

My sistemy!

Hakim, Syit, Syafiq, Liyana, Ira, Azhar and Shah.

Pretty wall, yes?

5th Oct

Hey, what's new my fellow buttcheeks? haha

Hi mom.

Eliza

Izzat

Nurul Nasyitah

Nashir Kadola and nenek =)

The few of the next generation.

THIS IS HILARIOUS. presenting, WHITE CHICKS! HAHAHAHA

First lady indeed.

ahhhh.

6th Oct.

After screwing up my chemistry paper real bad, i rushed home and met my two bimbos; Liyana and Farihin. Well, i swear i had fun since i finally bought something new for my closet! YES, ONCE AGAIN! (:

& since ths cambodian girl haven't had a perfect shitting session, we let her do so while we err?

Maximise the use of the digital camera? haha.

Hello thereeeeeee

Then soon after we bused down to Bugis. Surprisingly, it wasn't as packed.

End of the shoppong trip! hahaha.

7th Oct, my day out with this best friend of mine.

Wacky, as always. haha

The paparazzi shot, as usual!

Pretty legs Nurul! HAHA

8th Oct, Thursday- My jalan rayer with my superstars.

BIMBOTIC, as usual. hahaha

Man, these girls can drive me insane! hahaha.

9th Oct, Friday- Jalan rayer with my minahs and mats.

I swear i want to kidnap this cutie and make him my brother! HAHAHA SAY BYEBYE HUDA! HAHAHAHAHA

Well, we owned the roads. haha

My place/

I love my dad for being there for me ( and us! haha) at 2am in the morning when we're stuck in the middle of Tampines. hahahhaa

10th Oct, Saturday.
I absolutely enjoyed my morning. hehehehehehe

Afternoon jalan rayer on the full swing. There was a mixture of solitary moment and great ones though.

I'll forever love this adorable.

The everlasting ones=)

This is not even considered a quarter of the family. hahaha

The blood hotties in my life.

I was so proud of this! THE FIRST REFLECTION FAMILY PICTURE=)

MAT! hahahaha. Quoting from Zaidi himself " takde kene mengene!!" HAHA right Rini?!

Kak syam! (:

The soon to be charming boy.

12th Oct

I'm definitely gonna miss these girls truckloads when i headed off next year!

I LOVE THOSE GIRLS, MANY MANY!(:

awwwwwww, so cute.

HAH!

Its a thursday already and i'm gonna catch Eagle's eye soon *WINKSWINKS*

Stupid fever and flu. Go away please =)

2008-10-05T08:02:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was rayer-rayer once again.

That feelingggggggg is so refreshing and i got to see my beloved people since i kinda missed them on first day! Their company have always been fun and yesterday was no different. I completely didn't touch anything on chemistry and enjoyed myself last night 'til midnight! =)

Not forgetting my afternoon spent with my bitch at her place, which we completely would laugh our stomachs out and gobbling down junks. it completely defeats the purpose of the idea of going for a jog. YEAAAAA RIGHT.

We have put on 325425554205622kg since yestreday.

I'll upload pictures of last night tomorrow after my paper alright?

I shall bathe now and do some revision.

The last stretch, i think i'll just do whatever I can with it.

Then it's shopping time with the bimbos after the paper!

Mann, i miss the smell of freedom.

& I can't wait for tmr! =)

hurry pleaseee.

They say distance makes the heart grow fonder.

So is this the case ?

2008-10-04T03:38:00.000-07:00

FIRST OF ALL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DARLING MINAH HUDA!

GUA LURP U MANY MANY MINAH! MWAZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZXZ =)

Anyway, ONE MORE PAPER LEFT, I AM SO HAPPY I CAN JUST JUMP OFF A BUILDING NOW AND DONT TRY TO STOP ME!

hahahahahahahahaha

I seem to be in cloud9 right now, why oh whyyyyy and it's effing 322am in the morning la NURUL NASYITAH!

Well anyway, Physics was surprisingly not a bad paper but considering i didn't touch a single pieace of paper on the world of physics or anything that may have helped me in boosting my physics knowledge unless if you count walking to school and gaining in kinetic energy, losing in potential energy, abiding to the law of conservation of energy as one, I'd still fail it anywhos.

Maths was not as bad as i expected it to be so im actually really hoping for a good pass! (:

CHEMISTRY, WHETHER PASS OR NOT, YOU'RE GOING DOWN =)

Woooohoooo, its a friday. okay fine no, it's a saturday. A beautiful 330am of a Saturday and I plan to meet my bitch later. Yessaaaaaaa & that cambodian bimbo is backkkk! HAHAHA

OH BTW, AIDILFITRI ON THE FIRST DAY WAS BEST BEST BEST.

I swear my stomach was gonna go kaboom any second and my camera was gonna send some warning signals to indicate its maximum capacity!

I had a good time, really.

With my family, my siblings and cousins. Though i didnt get to see my beloved batch on my dad's side :( It's okay guys, i'll seee you people sooon!

Here are the picture perfect moments. hehe

Again, the best and the worst, hehehehe

Hey, i want my moments too okay! (:

The three hots

Nurul Nasyitah bersama Nurul Nadzirah

Zaitun Kadis is the mama

Nashir Kadola is the papa.

I love my dad for this.heh

The darlings.

Eliza =)

1/10 of it all.

The girl, teen and the woman of the pack . haha

Awww, he's grownnn hasn't he?

Another destination,

makmikmop , i love you!

My cutest uncle seriouslyyy

SYAHRUN! (:

Awww, isn't he a darling?

My favourite aunt plus my dear shakira.

Awww, those smiles.

My all time bitch =)

First lady moments. HAHAAHA

We'll marry the inventor of cameras if we could!

ABANG EFY!=)

Those babes.

Nasrun Naqib Bin Md Nashir

Hello, i like Hari raya celebrations do you?

Hello mat. hahahaha okay la i shall be nice.
Muhd Zaidi

the women of the whole pack.

A family.

Because these words were never easier for me to say

Or her to second guess

But I guess

That I can live without you but

Without you I'll be miserable at best

You're all that I hoped I'd find

In every single way

And everything I could give

Is everything you couldn't take

Cause nothing feels like home, you're a thousand miles away

And the hardest part of living

Is just taking breaths to stay

-Mayday parade

2008-09-30T22:07:00.000-07:00

GP AND MALAY DOWN, 4 more to go!(:

Wanna hear a paradox? General paper was like difficultly okay. The passage was hell tough but somehow, I kinda managed to finish the questions, actually understanding them. HAH, my brain works in the weirdest manner! Mother tongue was actually tricky too. And come on, no matter how useless your malay is ( like EHEMMMMM! haha) , WHO FAILS MALAY!? But don't speak too soon Nurul, you may be the first.

WOAH, It's already the end of Ramadhan. Can you believe how fast time flies now?! I'm not just exaggerating this, it's an unbelievable reality that's impossible to ignore. It's already Syawal! I gotta admit, i don't think i made full use of the Ramadhan month, but I'll try to make it up for it with the next one next year, i promise!(:

TOMORROW'S HARI RAYA!

Best still, my dad's back and performing the terawih as a family again felt so good last night. I've never felt so bonded with a group of people before, really. i think i have the best family anyone could ever ask for and i'm so proud of it. Anyway, after the last terawih yesterday, we hurried off to Geylang! YESSA, dendeng was on the rolllllllllllll. I bought another outfit for the festive season and damn, it looked freakin' good. Yesterday was jampacked, everywhere. The bazaar was in chaos, both the food and the clothing section brought about the kind of atmosphere that will have you laughing, annoyed and really high all at the same time! My sister and I were continuous laughing over the number of multi coloured skinnys and screwed up coloured hair yesterday. Alright come on, the sight of it is really dsiturbing anyway. So might as well make full use of the visual images we see around us right? HEH. Damn, what bitches we are. tsktsk

Somehow, my whole family were in high spirits since my dad's arrival. & I'm actually loving this. Believe it or not, even my sister and I have not been fighting AT ALL these few days. Oh come on, that's certainly something to be applauding about! Fyi, the two of us represents a cat and a dog each i tell you. & this whole recent been-on-each-other's-good-sides is pretty refreshing. Still, i miss the bickerings! Duh, that's what sisters do anyway. haha

Woah, now my dad's back, i still miss the two that's still not here! hahaha come back soon both of you! (:

MID COURSE WILL END I TELL YOU. Doubts? i'll always have it. But then again, if a miracle is suppose to happen, it'll happen.

Alright, since i have a blog and i don't think i sent ALL my friends the text.

So here goes, with the arrival of Syawal, i'd like to take this opportunity to send you, friends and readers the best Hari raya wishes. i'd like to arrange all my ten fingers and ten toes to ask for the most sincere forgiveness from every single one of you. If all these time, any part of my posts were to have affected you in a bad way, I'm sincerely sorry for it (: So as for tomorrow, let's all dress you gorgeous and handsome people!(:
It's time to colour up the world tomorrow.

& to those overseas, have good raya too! COME BACK SOON, YOU'RE MISSED!(:

Yours truly,

The one thing that will always have me forming tear drops would always be the morning takbir raya, i'm sure it wouldn't be any different this year.

2008-09-27T11:10:00.000-07:00

It's the 27th of September already!
2 days to promos.
About 1 week to freedom once again.
1 day to my dad's arrival.
4 days to raya?

Damn, i swear i've been so engrossed in the current events in my life 'til I lost track of time.

yesterday was technically one of the last days of school as a class, and i'm gonna miss it! It's alright, we're having a class chalet in november and that's something to really look forward to!(:

Promos on Monday. I don't know whether to feel nervous, scared or glad about it? Cause honestly, i havent been studying as hard as i should. I haven't been mugging at all if that's what you call it. I've just been doing little little tutorials here and there. It's not that my morale is low. Well, i shall not dwell on it anymore. Let's just bring the promos and get it over and done with! While there are many existing schools that are already done with theirs, we're only starting! aaaahhhh, why was it pushed back!?

Anyway, as for today, i think i'm gonna do some spring cleaning. hello, have you seen the condition of my closet!? it's like piles on top of another pile and if i were try and make it worse, it'll be the tallest pile of clothes you've EVER seen i swearrrrrrrr. New deals plus old deals plus deals that shouldve been shove aside plus deals that should've been thrown away a LONGLONG time ago are all in it. So i gotta help my mom with the house today before getting some hair drying treatment from my dad tomorrow. YEAP, my dad's coming home TOMORROW. It's just been weird having one less man in the house. Germany must've been really awesome 'til he'd definitely dread to going back tomorrow. But tooo bad, i think we've missed you enough. haha

Anyway, back to friday yesterday. I ended school really early so i had a good afternoon nap. Soon after, i cycled to school to pass some notes and i ended up staying 'til pretty late to chat up with Alina, Jie ling and Starsky. And guess what, i ended up playing basketball with Wena and the rest. HAHAHA.

After having dinner, like the afternoon nap wasn't enough, i completely bummed out for the night. And now i'm wide awake cause i totally got a good 12 hours of sleep! Maybe i'd be so awake today i wouldn't be able to sleep later on. That'd be better anyway * winkswinks* HAHA

Oh, i know you may want to kill me now and now, but i just realised ive never caught Titanic. Yes, you read it correctly, NEVER. I mean, i know how it ended and stuff but i never really got around to actually watching it for myself. That's how pathetic my primary school days was. I definitely didn't like my primary school days. They were so bleak. HAHA. The pathetic days.

Anyway, i was asked to do up this quiz but i guess i kept putting it off. & now, i shall.

1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
I've decided that i really really wish to visit Rome one day! My new future destination.

2. What’s your favourite thing to do?

Shopping?

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
In reality, sometimes yes. But in other times, definitely not, there's more to life than just being wealthy. Hah, did i just say that?!

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
A degree in accountancy.

5. Things you can’t live without?
My phone (:

6. What are you afraid to lose?
The people I love (:

7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
Sorry to break it to you, but even a million bucks isn't gonna be enough cause money will NEVER be enough. So in the meantime, spend it allll away! On clothes, books, food & maybe a new house for myself. HOHO

8. What do you dream of doing in the future ?
I've always wanted to fly away from here and just be independent so an air stewardess would make the cut.

9. What makes you happy ?
Hmmmm, the people in my life now? (:

10. What type of person do you hate the most ?
Hypocrites would be the worst.

11. If you have a super power what would it be?
I'll just be Peter Petrelli so i can have all the powers in the world! =)

12. Would you go for happiness or money ?
If you expect an answer from me in 3 seconds, it'll be MONEY! But since i have all the time in the world to type this out and THINK, i'd go with happiness (:

13. Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
The people close to me right now. My family, (th)2, superstars, ijc minahs, cousins and hmmmm
(:

14. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?
Yeap, i'd definitely will! Now all say, AWWWWWW ............

15. Who’s the last person who hugged you ?
I shall keep it a secret. hehehehe

16. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
I NEED TO HAVE MY FUN

17. Who are you close to ?
lets see, family, (th)2, superstars, ijc minahs, cousins and well, the people ive been talking to nowadays. heh

18. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him?
hmmmm, yeap probably

19. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
Deciding my route after getting my O level results last year.

20. 7 things that scare you
Rats, Paedophiles, regrets,love,being broke, being a failure, my dad's disapprovals,

21. 7 things that you like/love the most:
Shop, being around the people i love, swimming, reading, movie marathons, photoshoots, sleepovers

22. 7 important things in my room: phone, magazines, dvds, laptop, clothes, bed and myself (:

You know, just realised that if i were to miss someone, i'd dream of the person?
I'm not kidding! Like how i missed my dad, and i dreamt that he came home with an Iphone for me! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I was supposed to meet these beloved people today but i guess i gotta be home and i already have plans later on too. But i'll see you sooon okay? (:

& these were pictures from the last outing. Man, i miss themmm =)

p.s: There were more than these, but somehow, some of the images went wrong cause my camera was somehow meddled around with. Oops

The two pranksters, you'll see why. haha

Didier of the family. haha

& this is why (:

As gayish as they look, they're still awesome la.

& I'm gonna miss you .

2008-09-23T02:05:00.000-07:00

I miss trainings somehow.

I mean, i don't miss the intense sessions obviously, haha!

But more of going for competitions and just playing with the team.

I know we're not as bonded compared to the rest of the teams from the other schools.

However, somehow we're able to play as a team once we're on the field.

& i think that's a really sweet miracle.

I like my ass here. HAH! -____-

I remembered Sarah and Tanty chasing me after the game to slap my ass!

I was running for my life all around the track!

hahahahahahaaahahaha

You're the best part of my day (:

2008-09-22T03:42:00.000-07:00

I got a pleasant surprise outside my window in the wee hours yesterday.

Awwww, such a sweet thought! (:

Well anyway, i actually had a pretty good weekend, though it was ALMOST non-productive since i completed ZERO tutorials! However, i DID revise on math. I told you I'm completely in love with math. I'd make it my boyfriend if i could!

n1x1+ n2y2+n3z3= D

Especially vectorssssss, my true found love!

Let's see the events of my weekends.

1) STUDYING IN RP- TWICE! Damn, i'd might as well transfer there. HAH

2) My dad flew to germany on Saturday morning. Awwww, i already miss that man!

You've only been gone for a day but we're missing your presence already! :(

3) Aqila and I have totally broke the record of being on the phone for the longest time ever!

It started out with the simple updating like " ehh i need to tell you something!" from each of us. Then, as per normal, it dragged on and on and on. One of the subjects were having your last teeny weeny toe longer than your first toe! HOW RIDICULOUS IS THAT?!

Soon, we were both hooked onto 98.7 which just happened to be playing the best songs at that point of time. So we were completely engrossed in the "Singapore Idol" moments. Woah, i love that (th)2 of mine & the other two whom i've not seen since the last two weeks! EH, time to burn already please (:

4) My all time favourite football team, Manchester United is really the main cause of my Monday blues. Disappointing indeed. Even my hottest jawline boy isn't doing much to help. Well, maybe it's the season they're gonna be on hiatus huh? probably.

5) Painted my rooooooooooom green. My plan for red was cancelled, sadly. Still, it looked pretty good though. Thanks to my brother who helped me out with it. Man, he's growing up alright and well, there're pros and cons to that definitely.

6) Watched TRANSFORMERS for the millionth time. & I still think Josh Duhamel and Shia Lebouf are two really good looking men (:

I was just wondering recently. Have you ever wished you could see what's the future like? As in,how your life will turn out to be and stuff. Whether those wishes and dreams you had when you were a little kid came true at the end of the day after all? Whether you get to marry that prince charming similar to the cinderella story and have kids, just like how you expect yourself to? Or even something as simple as to whether you got that grades you yearn for at the start of your education life.

Yes, i know it'd definitely save you some heartbreaks and regrets right.

But if you think about it again, in another perspective, if that's how it's gonna be then life would be so smooth-sailing since you already know what to avoid and which opportunities to take up. But if life is all smooth with no bumpy roads and wrong turns, then what's the use of living it then? Since you already know what to expect at the end of this ride. It'll be like one of those kiddy rides for 4 year olds that go round and round and round and then after 5 minutes, it's over. Wouldnt life be boring then? Wouldn't you like to try out the Vikings?! Or the roller coaster? Don't you want to feel that adrenaline rush? or the thrill when you're in that queue, waiting for your turn to get into your roller coaster seat. Like, what's the use of watching a movie if you're already know the start, sequence and ending of it, right?

Besides, haven't you heard of mistakes making you the person you are at the end of the day? So it's like the more mistakes you make, the better a person you are. If you realised it i mean. It's like you've already gained as much experience about the downs of life that it's about time you turn it to the ups of life. Ups and downs happen, no doubt. Even celebs had their fair share of it. Presidents too. Even the most popular and coolest person you can EVER think of, had his/ her dramamama scenarios. So face it, there's no escape to the lower east side of life. Even by being born with all the money in the world wouldn't help you get away from it. It's practically inevitable.

So seriously, just hold up and hold on to those railings and suck in all the negative parts of life and then scream all your lungs out as you make your way down! Then soon after, when things start to look up, you can look back and actually stand tall with the effing shits you went through once before and still made it out alive! Seeee, this is where the positive energy will start building on! Just put on those seatbelts and hope you'll be a changed person by the end of it.

Most importantly, enjoy the ride (:

& yes, i'm not asleep yet -______-

2008-09-19T00:31:00.000-07:00

This song is completely pinned onto the board of "Things that cannot be eradicated from my brain" & there's nothing i can do to even control it! HAHA

It's a darn good song, really.

Gone so young- Amber pacific

( My bitch's masterpiece)

I never dreamt it'd be this way

I've lost any chance for me to say

To say that I miss you, say that I love you

Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come

A life made of memories gone so young

And now I'm regretting all I've done

But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting

Whenever you call, I will be there

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go

And take me away from all I know

And leave me to think I'm on my own

But your love will take me, you were the one......

Who sat through nights

You held me tightAnd made sure I'm okay

And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting

Whenever you call, I will be there

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

My dad's leaving for Germany tomorrow. As much as he have been giving me headaches these past couple of weeks, i'm definitely gonna miss him. A dad i wil forever respect. A dad i will forever look up to. My source of inspiration.

I pray for your safe departure and arrival my beloved dad (:

You too my bimbo, farihin! I'm gonna miss you babe! (:

happy rayer-ing over therreee.

2008-09-18T18:59:00.000-07:00

Wasn't feeling very fabulous today since i was pretty drained out from tchoukball for pe elective today. The game was fun, as always and today was exceptionally fun since it was pretty competitive to begin with. The rest of the day was really draining since i was kinda dehydrated, but the long two hour break we had in the computer lab made up for it since i had a really good sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

YES YES.

Alright my whole dilemma thing have been postponed to only after mid course.

Yesterday i realised how much i've affected the people around me with the decision and i apologize for it honestly. Little did i know they would feel that way. It's okay, as for now i'm going to focus on subjects that i have the utmost confidence in passing and if not, do well in. So about the whole poly route, I shall think about it again after my promos. Or to cut it short, it all boils down to my promos. I'll see if i'm capable (:

I will postpone the rest of the parts of decision making in about 3 weeks time.

I'll try, really.

Im stuck with writing songs

just to forget, what they really were about

and these words are bringing me,

so deeply in debt

that I don't think I can dig my way out.

i couldn't breathe you in

like i need to

and the words don't mean a thing.

so i'll sing this song to you,

for the last time.

and my heart is torn in two,

thinkin' of days spent without you.

and there is nothing left to prove

im counting all the things i coulda done,

to make you see that i wanted us to bewhat i go to sleep and dream of

i want you to know that i'd die for you.

i'd die for you.

i couldn't breathe you in like i need to

and the words don't mean a thing

-secondhand serenade

break fast time! (:

& i gotta do some math-ing later.

BYEBYE

2008-09-17T01:14:00.000-07:00

" Nurul, that means barbie( babi) doll is called pig doll la? "- Cheryl

I swear that girl can crack me up everytime i talk to her in school.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

A talk with my sister about the current dillema.

" So it's based on recognition instead of for yourself la?" - Ira

& she's smarter than i thought.

Maybe that's the reason behind the decision made before.

So yesterday was a pretty good night i had with some of my bimbos. & let's see, where's that one place that we never hung out much at but have been contemplating to these past few days?

The ultimate supposedly mutt infested, Geylang

Not that I look down on that place, just that it's supposed to be a family based place and a tourist attraction to some, but SOME people are so polluting that place. Still, i'm glad to feel a sense of Hari raya-ness in the atmosphere, so kudos to that!(:

The two of us, heading to Paya lebar and had ourselves a teeny weeny bit addicted to my UNO game in my phone. It was actually pretty fun right Seri? & man, don't we hate jack!

So anyway, Seri was really grinning over the fact that her mom still had her vintage Ray-Ban wayfarers! it's ultra cute i tell you. We had our fair share of trying it out and it looked really good even though it's from the 70s-80s.

So we were kinda roaming around 'til farihin comes and we didn't want to be classified as the Kiasu versions of Sporeans so we waited for the time to come close to at least 6 plus, til we settled down. Mutton chop was awesome, mutton steak and Kway teow for the bimbos.

This is what you get when you're hungry. TSKTSK

Ini mintak kene tampar tau. HAHAA

& when it's break fast time,

I swear there seems to be an invisible refill machine somewhere in my glass cause the sugar cane's height never seemed to budge at alllllllllllllllllll

& then i gave up soon after -___-

We made full use of the two legs we're born with and walked, jaywalked, ran across the street, jumping around ( when we spot ehemm. HAHA), walked, climbed the overhead bridge and walked somemore.

I swear Seri was influencing me and farihin to cross the street in the most daredevil way!

the two of us were such scaredy cats that we'd rather take the traffic lights though they're a distance away! I swear, i'm not ready to end my life there and then!

You should have seen the scenarios, the sound of my gladiators were enough to detect how worried i was to cross the street! Farihin would be running in front of me and when we have safely reached the pavement, we'd turn only to see our dear Seri walking briskly on the road, TEXTING! -__-

Spot the moon.

Seri got a text from a friend that claimed the moon that night was incredible beyond words and we were obviously curious to judge and see it for ourselves!

& we totally almost stood there in amazement.

It may not look ultimately awesome here, but it was i swear!(:

Through the night, we ate and laughed away

Oh before we walked around, Farihin claimed Seri and I would definitely see someone we know.
& surprisingly, it turned out to be true.I saw Syafiq and his girlfriend while Seri saw Norman and his girlfriend.

Hmmmm, is that girl psychic? Only God knows.

& she forgot its just dendeng inside. HAHAHAHA

The fans of raybans.

Nurul Nasyitah, Nurul Farihin, Seri Hidayu

& then we start to lose ourselvessssss.TSKTSK

Then i told them to imagine they're just got a text from a really cute guy. HAHAHA

& more piccas with the bimbos (:

Nas, farihin, Seri's rocking hand. HAHA
& the trademarkssssssss.

The minah rocker.haha

Farihin loves circles? HAHA

The buttcheeks woman! HAHA

Now and again, we try to stay alive.

Maybe we'll turn it all around cause it's not too late

It's never too late.

2008-09-14T02:00:00.000-07:00

Memories gone so young

It's 2am in the morning and i can't even sleep.
Too much going on this head of mine.
It's a Sunday already! & i've definitely wasted the Saturday. I woke up really late since i was watching some ultra funny movie. " The hottie & the nottie"
It gave me such a good laugh. Superficial, surreal yet, very humorous.
I was laughing at 3am, just by myself okay!
I think i deserve a good laugh after all this week of stress.
& it's a matter of my life stress, not just the promos, which doesn't concern me much anymore.

I've made up my mind.
I know i'm taking a risk, but coming here was a risk in the first place.

The one person that i may disappoint the most is my dad.
I know he wants me to do well in life and he thinks this 2 years education will determine just that. But right now I'm already having second thoughts about staying. I see no point in me getting promoted then struggle for another year, especially with this subject combi that's really tugging me right from the start. I knew physics would bring me down eventually, and i'm so right. I have no interest in being another Isaac Newton, though i do think he's one smart guy i swear. Besides that, i think its starting to get to me that maybe I'm not doing this for myself at all. And at the end of the day, i may just get my A level cert, not knowing if this was really the best route. I love my dad, no doubt and i guess maybe too much 'til i'm trusting him too much to take up this route in the first place. & i still don't plan to disappoint him. He's worried, i can tell and i know he wants me and my siblings to take the safer route that will guarantee us a good life. ( damn, this is getting mushy)

I need consistency and interest to get me going. I 've lost both, so can i still continue?
Maybe i still have the interest in Math like how i used to, but for physics and maybe econs, i just don't. I'm fickle minded and i'm not hundred percent sure if the poly way would stir up my interest either but I really don't see myself continuing what i'm doing now. One of the many reasons that may have me cocking up my decision would be my friends here and my dad.
& maybe i'm making this choice on my own and out of everyone else that ever existed in my life, maybe only about 30% of them supports me in it. I'm clueless really. But i can't seem to study and mug like how i used to.

The course that i plan to take up doesn't even guarantee that it's the course i aim to work hard for. This is it about life that i'm definitely ambivalent about. It's all so foggy, like there's no straight green light that THIS is what you should be doing, you know ?
& how i wish there is.

Everyone's trying to play a part in this decision making. Ironically, it's my life. As much as i should be listening to just myself, i can't help but feel either guilty for being selfish or guilty for disappointing most of them who tried. I know if my plan backfires, they'll be there to claim "I TOLD YOU SO!" Cause the thing is,i'm not sure myself if this upcoming decision will have me geared up for life. No one knows what the future brings, really. So all i can do now is just hope what i'm about to do may just ease down this whole burden of fickle minded self. I'm just trying to make the best of life. I may regret this, i never know. But at least i tried to change things.
I know that with me staying around, it'll just worsen my whole morale.

I'm sorry papa if i've disappointed you but maybe this time, you gotta trust me in this. I know you had the best intentions and i won't take advantge of it. I just think maybe this is what i'm supposed to be doing, making my own choices in life. This could be a turning point, i don't know.
As for now, i might as well make use of the money spent on this promos right ?
& i gotta finish what i started so i guess pw is still one of the important points in my checklist. don't worry IJ031, i won't abandon you (:

& dad, once again i love you! But maybe this time, give me a chance to redeem myself.
If i don't make it in that course, then maybe you can start drilling me again, but as for now give me space to try? I'm willing to take the risk.
It'd mean the world to me if you're able to support me in this.
The last thing i need now is for my own dad to not give my decision his blessings.
I hope you'll be there for me, especially when i need you the most.
I promise to try my ultimate best to not let you down again.
I give you my word, i'll try .
(:

mann, now that that's out of my system, i'm feeling a tad bit better.

Ohhhh, i think this is very cute, from the cutest friend i ever met! CHERYL SIM
cheryl : Nurullll, tmr i fast with you okay?
Nurul: haha sure can.
cheryl : ( tone down her voice ) But can drink water not.

HAHAHAHA.
You should have heard the change in her enthusiasm, was so excited about fasting but in the end thought about whether she can go about the day without getting a sip or not.
Awwww, i'll miss herrrr, plus those other girls too (: My spastic nunnn.

Mannnn, im so beat.
I dont feel like uploading the last saturday outing though. I don't like the process of uploading them. It may take ages! & i have madr tomorrow tooooooooo

( Rini's masterpiece)

I never thought it'd be this way. I wasn't prepared for what's to come.
A life full of memories gone so young.

2008-09-09T22:53:00.000-07:00

Today was lethargy.com.

I slept for barely 3 hours yesterday and i could hardly maintain my wide eyes and full concentration during lectures today, especially having to put up with the first period of math. What was more disappointing was the fact that i wasn't exactly studying during that night, if you still count 3 questions of math in, i was merely distracted. From thoughts. Uninviting, yet necessary thoughts. ( Also, about why GG's newest episodes are coming out ultra slowly!)

So i was a completely certified walking zombie today!

At least, until lunch period, when i played with Jeremiah's iphone. HAHA

I swear, that phone has got almost anything you ever wished for in a handy dandy phone!

Starsky, raga and I were meddling with that ball game in it 'til it was time for gp tutorial, which was utterly a total waste of time.

After school, Hanis, Ashraf, Huda and I had some food scouting since break fast wasn't far off from our realeased time, & my eyes have an admirer! (: Ask themmmmm

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH!

I was there to witness the hockey girls giving Nadiah a birthday bash.

Huda wants to be in the picture too right ? haha

Look ar Rinny! So ready to add more ingredients on Nadiah! haha

I'm sure you wouldn't want to come to school on this day again next year right?!

I've still yet to upload my Saturday pictures yettttt.

I.STILL.LOVE.CHUCK.

AND I SWEAR I'M STICKING TO MY STAND OF GG BEING THE BEST TV SERIES EVER.

2008-09-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

Woah, what a day today.

I had one of those emotional days. damn, it was bad. I never knew regretting a decision about coming to a jc could lead to so many mishaps. Then again, i had Farihin and Fauzi to calm me down. Thanks bimbo and buttcheeks!(:

I know that now's the time when I'm being really fickle minded about what I want to be when i grow up, or what i hope to achieve at the end of this teenage life. I know i want to get a degree, in what, nobody knows but myself. At least I'm supposed to know. To my surprise, i don't. I have no effing clue and that's really pissing me off. The very precise fact of my life that everyone should be proud to announce, I have no single idea about. How planned out.

It's too late for regrets now, just make the most of things?

Well, if it doesn't work out for you at the end of the day, then turn around and try again?

Jc route could have been a route that was not my wish, but i took it anyway.Promos coming in about 20 days, and i'm nowhere near my books. I can't get myself to sit and revise like how i used to. & why?

Cause i don't feel like i want to.

Is that reason concrete enough ?

cause i don't seem to be able to think of anything else right now. I'm blank!

I'm on the verge of giving it up and it's obvious right from now.

I can't seem to detect my capabilities anymore.

It's almost out of my reach.

And now, all I'm doing is dragging myself to school every morning, handing in assignments half-heartedly and really turning away from A levels.

All i was trying to do right from the start is to make them proud, but i guess i forgot about myself.

It's funny how some horoscopes turned out to be freakishly coincidentally true.

If people are trying to put restrictions onto what you can do, today, ask yourself what their motivations might be. Your goals are important, and you should be able to follow any path you think is the right path to follow. If someone is telling you to go another way, they might have a vested interest in slowing down your progress -- keep that in mind. There's no need to assume that everyone has bad intentions, but you should understand that you don't have to believe every word they say.

& you, were a huge mistake. Call me a badass, but please know that that doesn't take away your player title. I had my stand, do you?

2008-09-06T02:42:00.000-07:00

It's almost 3am in the morning and i'm frying my brain for eom juices.

Asked Starsky to accompany me run through the night just now (there were dogs!), and then prata in Al-Ameen. So much for losing fats from the run, but who can resist Prata for supper right?! hah.

Got home close to midnight and back to worrying for my eom.

Just got off the phone with Fauzi and Azhar and man, those guys are such funny beetches. HAHA

Yes, looking forward to meeting them and the rest tomorrow. I'm sure i'll have a ball.

& now, i shall go back to my pathetic eom. Which is totally screwed up right now by the way.

I swear my brain is fried.

I'm sleepy but i guess my eom loves me more than my bed.

AWWWWWWWW, how touching.

My ass.

& CHUCK.IS.SO.HOT

2008-09-05T05:22:00.000-07:00

Woah woah, relax taggers!(:

Let me clear some doubts.
Farah &Huda: HELLO MY MINAHS! Haha and yes, updated!
Guest: hahaha woah relax relax.
like hello: wah chill mannn. hahaha
(: : Hello there. Yeap, they're natural, no history of perming. Thanks for asking (:
Farihin: Our best friends for the night! WINKS WINKS. hahaha
Jieling: yeapp, you should have seen her before since she's from Anderson. HAHA
Seri: oh yeap, a tad too many pictures in oneday!
Guest: YOU SAW ME?!? haha. Surprised really considering the fact that it was extremely crowded. hahaha, and yes, i was wearing a dress. hello then!
rinny!: yess babe! Next time i bring you and the minahs to flea okay!(:

My eye lids are already fluctuating, just had my morning meal!
SOOOOOOOO, THE UPDATE.

September holidays really seems like a week of study break.
So in jc, there is no such thing as a week's holiday. woah, nice life.
The week started out pretty okay, studied studied and studied.
Actually, it was more of staring at the notes, really. This brain of mine have kinda slowed down in the process of registering ever since the end of secondary school and it's not getting any better.
I really am on the verge of giving up my A level education you know.

I was in the library with my pw mates when i heard some girls shrieking
"ooooooo soo hot! the jonas brothers are so hot! AHHHH"
I rememered reading about them 3 years ago when they were only starting as artists. No one here knew about them and i was already on my toes every time they appear on J-14. And now, it's becoming an immune drama. Well, you know what they say overrated artists don't make them any less hotter, just a little more boring. At least to me. But right now, they're a massive hit in Asia. Woah, talk about a huge deal now. Still, their songs are very worth the listen if you ask me.

And nowadays, woodlands library is infested with some minahs and mutts who are wasting their life away. Sitting there, laughing and just making a hell lot of noise with their colourful world of language of 'SIAK' , 'SIAL', ' KAU ASAL' etc. They could actually continue this meaningful conversation in town right?! Being in the library doesn't make them a tad bit smarter if that's what they aim to achieve at the end of the day.

Monday with Hanis, Huda and Farah was fun, had many updates on each other's lives since we have all been engrossed with the promos that we kinda lost track of our social lives. They're one of the reasons for me to look forward to school! (:

awww, i love those minahs.

Tuesday rocked my sockssssssssssssssss.

First thing in the morning, i met my two bimbos, Seri and Farihin and had a blast.
My brother tagged along since he was home alone doing his homework, so my mom suggested i bring him out anyway.
We were all like dora explorers for the day.
National library as the starting point and man, i did very little studying.
Just mathhhhh, and we were offf.
My brains were fried so we just had to call the studying morning off.

& guess where we headed to?
Haji Lane.

We wanted to get some shots and check out some items over there.
Laughing and having a ball was almost the entire genre for the day.
Undeniably awesome.
Even the food in the bazaar wasn't enough to tempt us!
I think.hah!

& I love this boy.

seri wanted a shot with him, for having the same colour outfit for the day.

The usual crazy acts. ( look at farihin!) hahahaha

Like i mentioned before, i want to marry the man who invented cameras. (:

classic

I'm getting darker aren't i? tsktsk

Who's up for some lepaking? HAHA oh plz.

Then, we observed the vast empty space available, sooo.....

failed attempts.

spastic, but gotta admit, cool attempts.

man, i love these bimbs

I thought this boy here deserved some credit for the shots
(:

Nasrun Naqib Bin Md.Nashir

Too bad boy, you have a sister who wants to get married to the cameraman.

While waiting for my two (th)2 girls, i walked around marina square alone.
As i was taking a really slow stroll,i completely tripped on my own feet!
& the next thing i knew, half of the sole of my right glads came off!
So to hide from the further humiliation, i dragged my feet to the nearest bench and as soon as i took a seat,i noticed this lady beside me, GIGGLING!
She must've seen the entire glamourous scenario!
So i texted Cheryl to hurry her way here and come to the rescue!
& of course, she didn't let me down.
She even got her fingers stuck together to help me super glue the sole!
Awwww, thanks girl!

So once the drama was over, we headed to pizza hut for my break fast meal and their dinner, and to our surprised, it wasn't as packed as we thought it would be.
Tessa came soon after and we had a really good meal.
Man, i missed how we would hurry to Kfc after school back in the secondary days just so we could have those cheese fries and shrooms burger.
Upgrading to pizza hut was a good start .
(:

For supper, it was ben and jerry's.
By the fountain, it's a bonus.

Delish delight

3/4 of (th)2 -sadly Aqila wasn't there.
It's okay babe, sooon we'll have this again!(:

More poses.

A classic- Ignorance in cheryl's face and persistent act by Nurul

Big eyes, big eyes.
How lien. HAHA

& Tessa brought her maid along. HAHAHAA

The experiments

tessa, where's the twist?!?!?!! haha

This explains it all. wtd ?

Nurul likes magazines.

This is my cheryl minah.

Helloooo

spin me around and around 'til its all over.

2008-08-31T22:31:00.000-07:00

I HAD ONE OF THE BEST WEEKEND NIGHTS YESTERDAY!

Again, I’m warning you about the SHITLOADS Of PICTURES COMING UP!!
It was superb I tell you! EVEN THE THOUGHTS OF MID COURSE WAS NOWHERE IN SIGHT. Even the consequence of retaining didn’t cross my mind.

I love the girls for it of course!

Let’s start the post right.
Pw in the morning was pretty okay since we kinda know what’s going on now, and we’ll just need a lot of meeting up next week for some final fine tunes and it’ll all be over soon enough, I’m sure.

So right after that, as usual I was the last to arrive and had to see the girls already having their hands into the chicken’s ribs. I was all green and drooling over the whole scenario, at least until my dish came which was barely 5 minutes! It was spicy compared to the usual. See it yourself! HAHA

I love them! The chickens on the table i mean. HAHAHAHA!

So we had the usual bitching and bimbotic behavior that I could even sense the frustration from the customers in the restaurant itself.

Farihin and Izzah.

Liyana and seri.

And then had fried mars bars which happened to be the first time our dear belatedbirthday blur queen tasted them! How awesome for a birthday outing right?

They are my bimbos

& then, here comes the toilet fun. Weeee flush

By the time we settled down in shaws macs, our cameras were our best friends and I swear I’ve never smiled or posed for anything for THAT much! We were practically rotating for the photographer pose until we finished the camera’s memory space. We even came to the extent of coming up with a ridiculous way of taking a total of 200 hundred pictures in 5 minutes! I know, that’s definitely insane material! TELL ME ABOUT IT
presentingggggggggggg!

But nevertheless, I’m satisfied with the fun I had! TOTALLY

Though the buttcheeks, i think i like this picture! right liyana? (:

This time, it was total intense camwhore session and i'm not kidding at alll.

They are mysuperstars

Come to think of it, it’s almost unattainable for having the accumulated fun in just ONE NIGHT! Hellllooooo, ayam penyet, the laughters and pictures and being around those girls and last but not least, Seri and I completely influenced Farihin to heading to Baybeats.Damn, the winks are getting retarded.

baybeats '08

& damn, we looked drunk -.-

Last year’s was pretty good so I expected better this time round. Though it was pretty disappointing this time round, the surroundings and the people around kinda made up for the loss. Nevertheless, I absolutely enjoyed the atmosphere there. And met some familiar faces around too. It was undeniably worth it to bus down to esplanade for it. The two girls would know what I mean! HAHA.

New friends? WINKS WINKS (:

Sadly, the three of us kinda promised respective parents to be on their good-kids list before this upcoming fasting month, and we did! None of us broke it. Despite that, I really wished I were to stay on. But hey, there were no regrets right my awesome bimbos? (: WINKSWINKS.

However, knowing ourselves, I guess we still have time to waste so we kinda trained down to Marina for more camwhoring sessions and I swear I’m loving the creator of cameras! I’d marry him if he’s still alive. Is he?

My bitchy bimbo

What's with me and crossing of legs poses?

We made a pretty good team in influencing people right SERI ?! (:

We love life, do you?

THENNNNN, the three of us went home with massive grins, hearts doing multiple backflips and even still reaching homes with DUP DAP DUP DAP(:

I TOLD YOU I’VE ALWAYS LOVED SATURDAYS.

It's fasting month tomorrow, finally! (:

2008-08-30T08:58:00.000-07:00

There's more to life than just to live.

Fridays seemed to pass by really fast nowadays!

What happened to draggy afternoons?!!

It no longer applies to times when you're having a good time.

My friday morning was spent in school for teachers day, and it was pretty entertaining, worth the morning sleep!(: Especially watching that vice president of mine, Farah showing her moves.

So right after that, i headed straight home and changed out of my pe attire and out the door i went. Esplanade library for some math and then had a good company later on (:

Soon after, i had my own Nurul's time and i actually liked the peace and quiet once in a while, when you can hear your thoughts or even be a tad more sensitive towards everything that's in motion around you. It seriously felt good.

But my individual time lasted for just a good 2 hours, since i met my bitch later on. And when i'm with her, obviously alot of bitching would take place. hahaha .Macdonalds for a really filling supper ( though she had 3 donuts later on too! HEH)

& i really wonder how did my eyes shrink to that size overnighttttt

Fasting month is coming realllllll sooooon and i shall make full use of it, i promise!
This month, i'll use it for a hell lot of studying plus catching up with my beloved people and of course, to reduce my wrongdoings, that'd include the number of vulgarities per day!

Oh, i just recalled this convo i had with Huda and Hanis somewhere around the last two weeks at the grandstand.
Hanis: ehh you all know what, that time ah, i was using webcam then i press this click button then it took picture of me! MYSELF YOU KNOW! That means i can bring my laptop when we go out and take pictureeeees!! Can camwhore!!
Huda & me staring at each other and BURSTTTTT out laughing!
Huda and Nurul: WE ALREADY KNOW THAT! YOU DONT KNOW?!?!?!!
Hanis: OH EHHH!?! HAHAHAHAHA

I have a partner in IT retard! HAHA
(:

& Alina! Sorry i didn't send you the picture yesterday! I kinda slept on my keyboard! hahaha.

I have pw intensive in an hour's time and then i get to meet my aweome lovely bimbos for my saturday night!(:

I MISSED BAYBEATS YESTERDAY!

Damn.

Everything that you've always dreamt of close enough for you to taste but you just can't touch.

2008-08-25T22:10:00.000-07:00

I've never played so much sports until now.

Those secondary school days i remembered running and running and netball and netball.
The only two sports back then which we only touch and go was Tchoukball and Touch Rugby. And now, they're both back in my life. Touch rugby, being a game that i used to play for the innocent pe lessons is now one of the most loved sports in my opinion. Now it's not just about learning and improving with each and every game but it's now about bringing back trophies again and again, especially the CUP. And now tchoukball's backkkk once again!(: HOW I MISSED THOSE TIMES.

And now in innova, i'm playing quite a number of different sports and it just keeps increasing! Let's see touch rugby, volleyball, hockey, frisbee, a hell lot of running, soccer and my recent fetish, basketball. I've been making sport dates with Wena almost every week just so we could shoot some hoops and play some 2 on 2. damn, for the first time, i don't find being healthy a chore at all.

Well anyway, yesterday was pretty fun. Had madrasah in the morning and those girls are as insane as always. They're like the cure to the sunday mornings. So no matter how down you are with stuff, they'll always be there to cheer you up, and having the role to do so on a blue Sunday morning, aren't they the best?!
Met nabhan later for some exchanging of school papers. And damn, those rjc papers were some tough cookies definitely!

Today school was so moody since it had moody subjects in line!
PHYSICS SPA AND ECONS TUTORIAL ON THE SAME DAY!?!?!??!?!

Disastrous. Definitely disastrous.

But i guess the banner making, catching up with Siti, paint on my face( ?!?!!), basketball afternoon, gossiping and night studying with Farah, Hanis, Huda and Rinny cheered me up!(:

So in conclusion, i'm feeling pretty average today since those unhappy and happy emotions came to an equilibrium at the end of the day after all.

GOSSIP GIRL'S BURSTING MY SCREEN SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOON!(:

TATA!

you were the worst mistake I made in life.

2008-08-23T11:24:00.000-07:00

S-a-t-u-r-d-a-y

What a day in a week. It'll always been one of the most favourite day of the week!

So as for today, instead of heading out, i shall make it a point for me to stay home and do some revision. It's time for some intense drilling. The stress bug is making it's way here. Promos in about a month! I gotta make the most of it. Even if i don't make it, at least i know i tried.
Then, sp's calling my name. haaaaaah

Friday night with the bimbo was fun.

I met that girl and we headed to esplanade library. She just finished her exams so she was just lying on the couch and read a book, while i was cracking my brain for some differentiation and ionic equilibria. Man, i'm actually slowly progressing and i'm loving it. I don't want to make studying a chore, but more of something that i want to grasp for my future. Those concepts could be of a great use for my future job? WHO KNOWS

As soon as i had enough of one on one time with my boyfriends, we headed to marina and i had well of course, Ayam penyet. I wonder when will i ever get sick of it. Surprisingly, it just kept coming.

We are from planet B.

awesome expressions (:

So after dinner, we walked and talked. The conversation we had was pretty priceless and made sense cause many would seem to miss out such details in life. Something appearing in such simplicity that actually have a really immense meaning behind it. That's scaring us, really it is.

Oh hello your majesty. hehh

Oh, while in suntec city, there was an Israel man that approached us. He had one of the most warming smile i've ever seen, so i guess we stopped to hear about what he has to say. He was promoting the buffering of nails product and the way he taught us about it was very welcoming really. We were pretty amazed with the capability of the product but what was most amazing was the smile. HAHA Right bimbo? (:

I don't want another week of school. I cannot stand the workload! Fullstop

There's kenduri later, so i better rushed my revision this afternoon. I need a push. Anyone?
(:

GOSSIP GIRL SEASON 2 IS COMING OUT SOON!

The addiction is to be resumed (:

2008-08-21T15:37:00.000-07:00

You talk the talk, now show me how you walk the walk.

Some jerk you are, some ass you are, some very very bitch you are.

Now you’ll have a little dose of the medicine you deserve.

I’ve had my say.

I love weekends, come again soon okay. If there’s no flea or family event, I’ll just mess up my closet, with no stench of guilt present. I like a messy closet, really. The neat, organized and color coordinated one will leave me more stressed up about what to wear for the day and it’ll just continuously tolerate with my fickle minded side. But when it’s all in a pile and pushed into this closet of mine, I tend to just settle with my first very outfit in mind.

& besides, I love the feeling of being surrounded by all my good bargains! (:

Right rini?

We were literally digging everything in and out of the closet. How awesome

We really need to start setting up an online shopping blog, but with this time constraint and her IT retarded skills, it looks like ‘hajat tak akan kesampaian’ afterallll.

OMG, the honey trap is really getting to me! HAHAHA

& how can I forget the zouk flea market on Sunday ?

I had a really good time with Haikel and Rini. Either we were laughing from all Haikel’s jokes or we were so engrossed in the bargains and surroundings there. I thought I actually did well with the shopping dosh and I handled the pressure really well. I managed to only get what I truly want and according to my budget.

Most of my friends would agree with me on that.

I saw cheryl minah toooo!

Oh, i saw Jacq too! 3 for 10!(:

I was like, " ok haikel, pretend you're looking at that girl there. just pretend"

I got what I wanted, in fact more than what I planned. I had good laughs after a sucky week.

I got to see friends during the flea market, got approached for a modeling career

( HAAAA! I bet haikel and rini would laugh on this! They’ll know what happened! HA!), being around the best people (& hottest!), got my ayam penyet and I past my curfew without having to face the music at the end of the night. I was generally a happy girl! (:

I look chubby. Man, my buttcheeks really miss me, dont they.

me and rini: haikel, hidung maintainnnn. haha

Basement tomatoes.

Met up with the two lovebirds and had ayam penyet. Woah, a very filling dinner

Off topic: I actually love this Wafer Tiramisu. My newest addiction possibly?

ANYWAY, I ENJOYED MY WEEKEND.

Aren't you just jealous looking at those chickens?!? ESPECIALLY NASHRUL? hahaha

Lovebirds: Farah and harith !(:

Met Aqila after school since trainings have already been suspended due to this upcoming mid-course. Man, how I love bitching sessions with this (th)2 here!(:

A long long day in school today.Had physics just now and my eyes were like some fluctuating window opening! Pw now so we get some self study time, at least until our WR draft's returned to us. Currently, i'm only enjoying studying for math. God, please help me through this one month plus period. For me to focus on my studies and nothing elseeeee. Let those notes, tutorials and ten year series be my boyfriend for now. I wouldn’t mind! All other dates remain on hold. HAHAHA, totally kidding.

Damn, I sound like an effing bimbo.

I'm actually in school now, blogging. haha okay chemistry time, byebye!

2008-08-16T01:24:00.000-07:00

Case closed.

What an ass, a jerk i'll remember for life.

But what i'll definitely remember as clearly as possible would be the friends i've made in IJC here. They're always there for me and i'm really glad :)

Even if i don't make it to Jc2 next year, at least i know i didn't waste any time at all. I'll never forget you people !

Let's burn balls, i'm up for it

Speaking of burning, i miss my (th)2 tooooo. All of you

I need a sleeep, to wake up to a better tomorrow.

The very first day of my life

Was the day that you let me go

(It was a blessing in disguise)

Now I see that I'm beautiful

Cause all we ever did was fight

We were so dysfunctional

Now I forgotten all the times

And all the days that I was loving you.

Just like a ghost from my past

Love me, leave me

Cause I've already closed that door

Don't want to be

In the pain I felt before

If I only could be myself

Without your approval anymore

If you love me leave me alone

2008-08-14T22:20:00.000-07:00

A very long day in school.

An uninviting phone call that drove me up the wall the whole day.

But somehow, i think i was pretty talkative today.

Ask Harith and Starsky, had dinner with them after school and they swore i just wouldn't shut up when they were both drained out from the long tiring day!

HAHAHA

Oh i think everyone else in class was very beat out from school 'til our minds are almost non existent for today.This shall prove my point.

Miss cheong was showing us some chemistry model answer through the visualiser and her nails were pretty clearcard that it was painted nude.

Cheryl: eh nurul. see her nails, painted.

Nurul: oh yaa. painted ( being really sleepy)

Cheryl: no not painted alrdy.

Nurul: huh then what

Cheryl: cause she ate kfc just now then never wash thats why shiny.

Then we broke to silent tired laughs subconsciously.

ERR HELLO, WE HAD LIKE PE AND TWO HOURS OF CHEMISTRY ALL ON THE SAME DAY.

I can't believe you were the one that built me up then tear me down.

2008-08-13T18:50:00.000-07:00

A Wednesday,

the day i'm supposed to be running my ass off on the field.

the day that's supposed to be the best of all days for the weekdays.

the day that i'm usually laughing a hell lot with the usuals

again, the day im supposed to push myself to the limit where i'd think it's the end of my legs.

the day i'm supposed to be so beat out from school that i'd just jump on that bed abandoning any thoughts of tutorials or revisions, wishing i'd just die the very next day from all the fatigue

the day that i have a 60% chance of limping in school the next day

the day that will have my mom sitting next to me, messaging my legs and her usual babbles on the 2131432486016548683 reasons i shouldn't have a boyfriend at this age.

the day i'd usually feel very much satisfied with myself cause of the fact that i managed to get pass the training for the day.

In short, i was supposed to be having touch rugby training today.

& where was I?

Chemistry spa.

I missed my class phototaking for it. JUST FOR ONE PAPER

Alright, i admit it. That's not the factor that's ruining my Wednesday.

I guess this isn't my day, not the best of moods definitely.

I'm really getting fed up with my fluctuating emotions.

trust me, if i never was born with a brain, i'll just be a slave to these emotions.

But how is it fair that things are happening in this reckless speed, and you're caught off guard.

You try to think in a mature manner and fix things but somehow, at the end of the day you're punished for it. & i have no idea whatever the reason is. Is it cause you took far too long to try to make it right ?

It's like I'm in a race against mistakes.

But again and again, i'm always at the losing end.

They always say, everyone makes mistakes. It's okay to fail.

But it isn't the same when you make whoppers and whoppers!

But do i let myself frown over it all?

At least i've been trying not to let it get to me as much as many other girls may take it.

I'm still trying, very much.

Nevertheless, i'm just feeling really contented with what exists in my life.

Very good friends.

Every single one of them

I need a dose of this.

Really really do.

Meanwhile, this is an effed up situation.

2008-08-12T20:15:00.000-07:00

I'm totally dragging my ass to upload all the pictures from last saturday's family national day gathering. But it's worth it since it'll always leave me with all smiles at the end of every ones.

The older i grow, the more i look forward to family events like these. I have an entire pack behind me that i'll always love and have a great deal of fun with. It's assumed as 'kental' to those imtoocoolforfamilies, but who the hell cares? hahaha I have an awesome group of people in my life, DO YOU?!

I actually think pictures with my brother are getting cooler by the day!

Watch the pattern, peopleeee.

He turns away, i get the limelight. HAHA

So anyway, last saturday's very exciting gathering. It was so adorable to see party hats on EVERY SINGLE ONE'S HEAD!

The kids i would LURVEEEE to kidnap.

The cousins fun.

the lovely ladies.

Hippies sisters.

The black and white of twins. HAH!

We had a very feeling feast.

& now you shall understand why i just love family gatherings!

You may count how many party hats there are. Approaching infinity i suppose ? HAAAAAH

'til the next time beloved people (:

You know, i'm so tired of people like you that seems to be in abundance.

you can fly a kite some other place!

2008-08-12T01:34:00.000-07:00

A second chance was given away, hoping for a change.
I had a good time but somehow, it didn't feel right.
In my head, it replays the drama for the day.
Make it stop.

2008-08-11T02:30:00.000-07:00

A friday with themmmm*

man, i missed that woman! ( & i shall blame Qing and Aqila for this influence! HAHA)

Ayam penyet, gossiping, walking, strolling, laughing, talking, updating, gossiping and havinga blast!(:

The fun

The usual.

i like this walll, so convenient. HAHA

Dinner

I missed this woman! I remembered how we would have to train our ass off for netball trainings! HAHA. right ros ?

Siti!

Aqilaaaaa.

Train.

This is my best friend, Abu!

And two of my very good friends!

A train drama

Even the rest of the passengers are ignored.

Aqila, Nurul,Ros, Siti

I enjoyed my national day with the family but it's 2.36 am in the morning now, and i'm really beat out from uploading the pictures! So i shall do it some other time. Meanwhile, i better sleep before i drool asleep during tomorrow's movie! goodnight you awesome people.

Side tracking: Manu won the shield. Yet again (: