GP AND MALAY DOWN, 4 more to go!(:

Wanna hear a paradox? General paper was like difficultly okay. The passage was hell tough but somehow, I kinda managed to finish the questions, actually understanding them. HAH, my brain works in the weirdest manner! Mother tongue was actually tricky too. And come on, no matter how useless your malay is ( like EHEMMMMM! haha) , WHO FAILS MALAY!? But don't speak too soon Nurul, you may be the first.

WOAH, It's already the end of Ramadhan. Can you believe how fast time flies now?! I'm not just exaggerating this, it's an unbelievable reality that's impossible to ignore. It's already Syawal! I gotta admit, i don't think i made full use of the Ramadhan month, but I'll try to make it up for it with the next one next year, i promise!(:

TOMORROW'S HARI RAYA!

Best still, my dad's back and performing the terawih as a family again felt so good last night. I've never felt so bonded with a group of people before, really. i think i have the best family anyone could ever ask for and i'm so proud of it. Anyway, after the last terawih yesterday, we hurried off to Geylang! YESSA, dendeng was on the rolllllllllllll. I bought another outfit for the festive season and damn, it looked freakin' good. Yesterday was jampacked, everywhere. The bazaar was in chaos, both the food and the clothing section brought about the kind of atmosphere that will have you laughing, annoyed and really high all at the same time! My sister and I were continuous laughing over the number of multi coloured skinnys and screwed up coloured hair yesterday. Alright come on, the sight of it is really dsiturbing anyway. So might as well make full use of the visual images we see around us right? HEH. Damn, what bitches we are. tsktsk

Somehow, my whole family were in high spirits since my dad's arrival. & I'm actually loving this. Believe it or not, even my sister and I have not been fighting AT ALL these few days. Oh come on, that's certainly something to be applauding about! Fyi, the two of us represents a cat and a dog each i tell you. & this whole recent been-on-each-other's-good-sides is pretty refreshing. Still, i miss the bickerings! Duh, that's what sisters do anyway. haha

Woah, now my dad's back, i still miss the two that's still not here! hahaha come back soon both of you! (:

MID COURSE WILL END I TELL YOU. Doubts? i'll always have it. But then again, if a miracle is suppose to happen, it'll happen.

Alright, since i have a blog and i don't think i sent ALL my friends the text.

So here goes, with the arrival of Syawal, i'd like to take this opportunity to send you, friends and readers the best Hari raya wishes. i'd like to arrange all my ten fingers and ten toes to ask for the most sincere forgiveness from every single one of you. If all these time, any part of my posts were to have affected you in a bad way, I'm sincerely sorry for it (: So as for tomorrow, let's all dress you gorgeous and handsome people!(:
It's time to colour up the world tomorrow.


& to those overseas, have good raya too! COME BACK SOON, YOU'RE MISSED!(:

Yours truly,

The one thing that will always have me forming tear drops would always be the morning takbir raya, i'm sure it wouldn't be any different this year.

It's the 27th of September already!
2 days to promos.
About 1 week to freedom once again.
1 day to my dad's arrival.
4 days to raya?

Damn, i swear i've been so engrossed in the current events in my life 'til I lost track of time.

yesterday was technically one of the last days of school as a class, and i'm gonna miss it! It's alright, we're having a class chalet in november and that's something to really look forward to!(:

Promos on Monday. I don't know whether to feel nervous, scared or glad about it? Cause honestly, i havent been studying as hard as i should. I haven't been mugging at all if that's what you call it. I've just been doing little little tutorials here and there. It's not that my morale is low. Well, i shall not dwell on it anymore. Let's just bring the promos and get it over and done with! While there are many existing schools that are already done with theirs, we're only starting! aaaahhhh, why was it pushed back!?

Anyway, as for today, i think i'm gonna do some spring cleaning. hello, have you seen the condition of my closet!? it's like piles on top of another pile and if i were try and make it worse, it'll be the tallest pile of clothes you've EVER seen i swearrrrrrrr. New deals plus old deals plus deals that shouldve been shove aside plus deals that should've been thrown away a LONGLONG time ago are all in it. So i gotta help my mom with the house today before getting some hair drying treatment from my dad tomorrow. YEAP, my dad's coming home TOMORROW. It's just been weird having one less man in the house. Germany must've been really awesome 'til he'd definitely dread to going back tomorrow. But tooo bad, i think we've missed you enough. haha

Anyway, back to friday yesterday. I ended school really early so i had a good afternoon nap. Soon after, i cycled to school to pass some notes and i ended up staying 'til pretty late to chat up with Alina, Jie ling and Starsky. And guess what, i ended up playing basketball with Wena and the rest. HAHAHA.

After having dinner, like the afternoon nap wasn't enough, i completely bummed out for the night. And now i'm wide awake cause i totally got a good 12 hours of sleep! Maybe i'd be so awake today i wouldn't be able to sleep later on. That'd be better anyway * winkswinks* HAHA


Oh, i know you may want to kill me now and now, but i just realised ive never caught Titanic. Yes, you read it correctly, NEVER. I mean, i know how it ended and stuff but i never really got around to actually watching it for myself. That's how pathetic my primary school days was. I definitely didn't like my primary school days. They were so bleak. HAHA. The pathetic days.

Anyway, i was asked to do up this quiz but i guess i kept putting it off. & now, i shall.


1. Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket ?
I've decided that i really really wish to visit Rome one day! My new future destination.

2. What’s your favourite thing to do?

Shopping?

3. Do you think money can buy happiness?
In reality, sometimes yes. But in other times, definitely not, there's more to life than just being wealthy. Hah, did i just say that?!

4. If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be ?
A degree in accountancy.

5. Things you can’t live without?
My phone (:

6. What are you afraid to lose?
The people I love (:

7. If you win $1 million dollars, what would you do ?
Sorry to break it to you, but even a million bucks isn't gonna be enough cause money will NEVER be enough. So in the meantime, spend it allll away! On clothes, books, food & maybe a new house for myself. HOHO

8. What do you dream of doing in the future ?
I've always wanted to fly away from here and just be independent so an air stewardess would make the cut.

9. What makes you happy ?
Hmmmm, the people in my life now? (:

10. What type of person do you hate the most ?
Hypocrites would be the worst.

11. If you have a super power what would it be?
I'll just be Peter Petrelli so i can have all the powers in the world! =)

12. Would you go for happiness or money ?
If you expect an answer from me in 3 seconds, it'll be MONEY! But since i have all the time in the world to type this out and THINK, i'd go with happiness (:


13. Who do you think is the most important people in your life ?
The people close to me right now. My family, (th)2, superstars, ijc minahs, cousins and hmmmm
(:

14. If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him ?
Yeap, i'd definitely will! Now all say, AWWWWWW ............

15. Who’s the last person who hugged you ?
I shall keep it a secret. hehehehe

16. What is the one thing you want to do badly right now ?
I NEED TO HAVE MY FUN

17. Who are you close to ?
lets see, family, (th)2, superstars, ijc minahs, cousins and well, the people ive been talking to nowadays. heh

18. Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him?
hmmmm, yeap probably

19. If you could do one thing all over again what would it be ?
Deciding my route after getting my O level results last year.

20. 7 things that scare you
Rats, Paedophiles, regrets,love,being broke, being a failure, my dad's disapprovals,

21. 7 things that you like/love the most:
Shop, being around the people i love, swimming, reading, movie marathons, photoshoots, sleepovers

22. 7 important things in my room: phone, magazines, dvds, laptop, clothes, bed and myself (:

You know, just realised that if i were to miss someone, i'd dream of the person?
I'm not kidding! Like how i missed my dad, and i dreamt that he came home with an Iphone for me! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

I was supposed to meet these beloved people today but i guess i gotta be home and i already have plans later on too. But i'll see you sooon okay? (:

& these were pictures from the last outing. Man, i miss themmm =)


p.s: There were more than these, but somehow, some of the images went wrong cause my camera was somehow meddled around with. Oops







The two pranksters, you'll see why. haha

Didier of the family. haha

& this is why (:









As gayish as they look, they're still awesome la.

& I'm gonna miss you .

I miss trainings somehow.

I mean, i don't miss the intense sessions obviously, haha!

But more of going for competitions and just playing with the team.

I know we're not as bonded compared to the rest of the teams from the other schools.

However, somehow we're able to play as a team once we're on the field.

& i think that's a really sweet miracle.

I like my ass here. HAH! -____-

I remembered Sarah and Tanty chasing me after the game to slap my ass!

I was running for my life all around the track!

hahahahahahaaahahaha

You're the best part of my day (:

I got a pleasant surprise outside my window in the wee hours yesterday.

Awwww, such a sweet thought! (:

Well anyway, i actually had a pretty good weekend, though it was ALMOST non-productive since i completed ZERO tutorials! However, i DID revise on math. I told you I'm completely in love with math. I'd make it my boyfriend if i could!

n1x1+ n2y2+n3z3= D

Especially vectorssssss, my true found love!

Let's see the events of my weekends.

1) STUDYING IN RP- TWICE! Damn, i'd might as well transfer there. HAH

2) My dad flew to germany on Saturday morning. Awwww, i already miss that man!

You've only been gone for a day but we're missing your presence already! :(

3) Aqila and I have totally broke the record of being on the phone for the longest time ever!

It started out with the simple updating like " ehh i need to tell you something!" from each of us. Then, as per normal, it dragged on and on and on. One of the subjects were having your last teeny weeny toe longer than your first toe! HOW RIDICULOUS IS THAT?!

Soon, we were both hooked onto 98.7 which just happened to be playing the best songs at that point of time. So we were completely engrossed in the "Singapore Idol" moments. Woah, i love that (th)2 of mine & the other two whom i've not seen since the last two weeks! EH, time to burn already please (:

4) My all time favourite football team, Manchester United is really the main cause of my Monday blues. Disappointing indeed. Even my hottest jawline boy isn't doing much to help. Well, maybe it's the season they're gonna be on hiatus huh? probably.

5) Painted my rooooooooooom green. My plan for red was cancelled, sadly. Still, it looked pretty good though. Thanks to my brother who helped me out with it. Man, he's growing up alright and well, there're pros and cons to that definitely.

6) Watched TRANSFORMERS for the millionth time. & I still think Josh Duhamel and Shia Lebouf are two really good looking men (:

I was just wondering recently. Have you ever wished you could see what's the future like? As in,how your life will turn out to be and stuff. Whether those wishes and dreams you had when you were a little kid came true at the end of the day after all? Whether you get to marry that prince charming similar to the cinderella story and have kids, just like how you expect yourself to? Or even something as simple as to whether you got that grades you yearn for at the start of your education life.

Yes, i know it'd definitely save you some heartbreaks and regrets right.

But if you think about it again, in another perspective, if that's how it's gonna be then life would be so smooth-sailing since you already know what to avoid and which opportunities to take up. But if life is all smooth with no bumpy roads and wrong turns, then what's the use of living it then? Since you already know what to expect at the end of this ride. It'll be like one of those kiddy rides for 4 year olds that go round and round and round and then after 5 minutes, it's over. Wouldnt life be boring then? Wouldn't you like to try out the Vikings?! Or the roller coaster? Don't you want to feel that adrenaline rush? or the thrill when you're in that queue, waiting for your turn to get into your roller coaster seat. Like, what's the use of watching a movie if you're already know the start, sequence and ending of it, right?

Besides, haven't you heard of mistakes making you the person you are at the end of the day? So it's like the more mistakes you make, the better a person you are. If you realised it i mean. It's like you've already gained as much experience about the downs of life that it's about time you turn it to the ups of life. Ups and downs happen, no doubt. Even celebs had their fair share of it. Presidents too. Even the most popular and coolest person you can EVER think of, had his/ her dramamama scenarios. So face it, there's no escape to the lower east side of life. Even by being born with all the money in the world wouldn't help you get away from it. It's practically inevitable.

So seriously, just hold up and hold on to those railings and suck in all the negative parts of life and then scream all your lungs out as you make your way down! Then soon after, when things start to look up, you can look back and actually stand tall with the effing shits you went through once before and still made it out alive! Seeee, this is where the positive energy will start building on! Just put on those seatbelts and hope you'll be a changed person by the end of it.

Most importantly, enjoy the ride (:

& yes, i'm not asleep yet -______-

This song is completely pinned onto the board of "Things that cannot be eradicated from my brain" & there's nothing i can do to even control it! HAHA

It's a darn good song, really.

Gone so young- Amber pacific

( My bitch's masterpiece)

I never dreamt it'd be this way

I've lost any chance for me to say

To say that I miss you, say that I love you

Will someone please tell me I'm okay

I wasn't prepared for what's to come

A life made of memories gone so young

And now I'm regretting all I've done

But in your heart know that I'm with you all along

Wherever you go, I will be waiting

Whenever you call, I will be there

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

I'm in your heart tonight

I never thought that this could go

And take me away from all I know

And leave me to think I'm on my own

But your love will take me, you were the one......

Who sat through nights

You held me tightAnd made sure I'm okay

And I thank you for the love you gave to me

Wherever you go, I will be waiting

Whenever you call, I will be there

Whatever it takes, I'll make your darkest days so bright

I'm in your heart tonight...

Tonight...

My dad's leaving for Germany tomorrow. As much as he have been giving me headaches these past couple of weeks, i'm definitely gonna miss him. A dad i wil forever respect. A dad i will forever look up to. My source of inspiration.

I pray for your safe departure and arrival my beloved dad (:

You too my bimbo, farihin! I'm gonna miss you babe! (:

happy rayer-ing over therreee.

Wasn't feeling very fabulous today since i was pretty drained out from tchoukball for pe elective today. The game was fun, as always and today was exceptionally fun since it was pretty competitive to begin with. The rest of the day was really draining since i was kinda dehydrated, but the long two hour break we had in the computer lab made up for it since i had a really good sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep.

YES YES.

Alright my whole dilemma thing have been postponed to only after mid course.

Yesterday i realised how much i've affected the people around me with the decision and i apologize for it honestly. Little did i know they would feel that way. It's okay, as for now i'm going to focus on subjects that i have the utmost confidence in passing and if not, do well in. So about the whole poly route, I shall think about it again after my promos. Or to cut it short, it all boils down to my promos. I'll see if i'm capable (:

I will postpone the rest of the parts of decision making in about 3 weeks time.

I'll try, really.

Im stuck with writing songs

just to forget, what they really were about

and these words are bringing me,

so deeply in debt

that I don't think I can dig my way out.

i couldn't breathe you in

like i need to

and the words don't mean a thing.

so i'll sing this song to you,

for the last time.

and my heart is torn in two,

thinkin' of days spent without you.

and there is nothing left to prove

im counting all the things i coulda done,

to make you see that i wanted us to bewhat i go to sleep and dream of

i want you to know that i'd die for you.

i'd die for you.

i couldn't breathe you in like i need to

and the words don't mean a thing

-secondhand serenade

break fast time! (:

& i gotta do some math-ing later.

BYEBYE

" Nurul, that means barbie( babi) doll is called pig doll la? "- Cheryl

I swear that girl can crack me up everytime i talk to her in school.

HAHAHAHAHAHA

A talk with my sister about the current dillema.

" So it's based on recognition instead of for yourself la?" - Ira

& she's smarter than i thought.

Maybe that's the reason behind the decision made before.

So yesterday was a pretty good night i had with some of my bimbos. & let's see, where's that one place that we never hung out much at but have been contemplating to these past few days?

The ultimate supposedly mutt infested, Geylang

Not that I look down on that place, just that it's supposed to be a family based place and a tourist attraction to some, but SOME people are so polluting that place. Still, i'm glad to feel a sense of Hari raya-ness in the atmosphere, so kudos to that!(:

The two of us, heading to Paya lebar and had ourselves a teeny weeny bit addicted to my UNO game in my phone. It was actually pretty fun right Seri? & man, don't we hate jack!

So anyway, Seri was really grinning over the fact that her mom still had her vintage Ray-Ban wayfarers! it's ultra cute i tell you. We had our fair share of trying it out and it looked really good even though it's from the 70s-80s.

So we were kinda roaming around 'til farihin comes and we didn't want to be classified as the Kiasu versions of Sporeans so we waited for the time to come close to at least 6 plus, til we settled down. Mutton chop was awesome, mutton steak and Kway teow for the bimbos.

This is what you get when you're hungry. TSKTSK

Ini mintak kene tampar tau. HAHAA

& when it's break fast time,

I swear there seems to be an invisible refill machine somewhere in my glass cause the sugar cane's height never seemed to budge at alllllllllllllllllll

& then i gave up soon after -___-

We made full use of the two legs we're born with and walked, jaywalked, ran across the street, jumping around ( when we spot ehemm. HAHA), walked, climbed the overhead bridge and walked somemore.

I swear Seri was influencing me and farihin to cross the street in the most daredevil way!

the two of us were such scaredy cats that we'd rather take the traffic lights though they're a distance away! I swear, i'm not ready to end my life there and then!

You should have seen the scenarios, the sound of my gladiators were enough to detect how worried i was to cross the street! Farihin would be running in front of me and when we have safely reached the pavement, we'd turn only to see our dear Seri walking briskly on the road, TEXTING! -__-

Spot the moon.

Seri got a text from a friend that claimed the moon that night was incredible beyond words and we were obviously curious to judge and see it for ourselves!

& we totally almost stood there in amazement.

It may not look ultimately awesome here, but it was i swear!(:



Through the night, we ate and laughed away

Oh before we walked around, Farihin claimed Seri and I would definitely see someone we know.
& surprisingly, it turned out to be true.I saw Syafiq and his girlfriend while Seri saw Norman and his girlfriend.

Hmmmm, is that girl psychic? Only God knows.

& she forgot its just dendeng inside. HAHAHAHA

The fans of raybans.

Nurul Nasyitah, Nurul Farihin, Seri Hidayu

& then we start to lose ourselvessssss.TSKTSK

Then i told them to imagine they're just got a text from a really cute guy. HAHAHA



& more piccas with the bimbos (:

Nas, farihin, Seri's rocking hand. HAHA
& the trademarkssssssss.

The minah rocker.haha

Farihin loves circles? HAHA

The buttcheeks woman! HAHA

Now and again, we try to stay alive.

Maybe we'll turn it all around cause it's not too late

It's never too late.

Memories gone so young

It's 2am in the morning and i can't even sleep.
Too much going on this head of mine.
It's a Sunday already! & i've definitely wasted the Saturday. I woke up really late since i was watching some ultra funny movie. " The hottie & the nottie"
It gave me such a good laugh. Superficial, surreal yet, very humorous.
I was laughing at 3am, just by myself okay!
I think i deserve a good laugh after all this week of stress.
& it's a matter of my life stress, not just the promos, which doesn't concern me much anymore.

I've made up my mind.
I know i'm taking a risk, but coming here was a risk in the first place.

The one person that i may disappoint the most is my dad.
I know he wants me to do well in life and he thinks this 2 years education will determine just that. But right now I'm already having second thoughts about staying. I see no point in me getting promoted then struggle for another year, especially with this subject combi that's really tugging me right from the start. I knew physics would bring me down eventually, and i'm so right. I have no interest in being another Isaac Newton, though i do think he's one smart guy i swear. Besides that, i think its starting to get to me that maybe I'm not doing this for myself at all. And at the end of the day, i may just get my A level cert, not knowing if this was really the best route. I love my dad, no doubt and i guess maybe too much 'til i'm trusting him too much to take up this route in the first place. & i still don't plan to disappoint him. He's worried, i can tell and i know he wants me and my siblings to take the safer route that will guarantee us a good life. ( damn, this is getting mushy)

I need consistency and interest to get me going. I 've lost both, so can i still continue?
Maybe i still have the interest in Math like how i used to, but for physics and maybe econs, i just don't. I'm fickle minded and i'm not hundred percent sure if the poly way would stir up my interest either but I really don't see myself continuing what i'm doing now. One of the many reasons that may have me cocking up my decision would be my friends here and my dad.
& maybe i'm making this choice on my own and out of everyone else that ever existed in my life, maybe only about 30% of them supports me in it. I'm clueless really. But i can't seem to study and mug like how i used to.

The course that i plan to take up doesn't even guarantee that it's the course i aim to work hard for. This is it about life that i'm definitely ambivalent about. It's all so foggy, like there's no straight green light that THIS is what you should be doing, you know ?
& how i wish there is.

Everyone's trying to play a part in this decision making. Ironically, it's my life. As much as i should be listening to just myself, i can't help but feel either guilty for being selfish or guilty for disappointing most of them who tried. I know if my plan backfires, they'll be there to claim "I TOLD YOU SO!" Cause the thing is,i'm not sure myself if this upcoming decision will have me geared up for life. No one knows what the future brings, really. So all i can do now is just hope what i'm about to do may just ease down this whole burden of fickle minded self. I'm just trying to make the best of life. I may regret this, i never know. But at least i tried to change things.
I know that with me staying around, it'll just worsen my whole morale.

I'm sorry papa if i've disappointed you but maybe this time, you gotta trust me in this. I know you had the best intentions and i won't take advantge of it. I just think maybe this is what i'm supposed to be doing, making my own choices in life. This could be a turning point, i don't know.
As for now, i might as well make use of the money spent on this promos right ?
& i gotta finish what i started so i guess pw is still one of the important points in my checklist. don't worry IJ031, i won't abandon you (:

& dad, once again i love you! But maybe this time, give me a chance to redeem myself.
If i don't make it in that course, then maybe you can start drilling me again, but as for now give me space to try? I'm willing to take the risk.
It'd mean the world to me if you're able to support me in this.
The last thing i need now is for my own dad to not give my decision his blessings.
I hope you'll be there for me, especially when i need you the most.
I promise to try my ultimate best to not let you down again.
I give you my word, i'll try .
(:

mann, now that that's out of my system, i'm feeling a tad bit better.

Ohhhh, i think this is very cute, from the cutest friend i ever met! CHERYL SIM
cheryl : Nurullll, tmr i fast with you okay?
Nurul: haha sure can.
cheryl : ( tone down her voice ) But can drink water not.

HAHAHAHA.
You should have heard the change in her enthusiasm, was so excited about fasting but in the end thought about whether she can go about the day without getting a sip or not.
Awwww, i'll miss herrrr, plus those other girls too (: My spastic nunnn.


Mannnn, im so beat.
I dont feel like uploading the last saturday outing though. I don't like the process of uploading them. It may take ages! & i have madr tomorrow tooooooooo

( Rini's masterpiece)

I never thought it'd be this way. I wasn't prepared for what's to come.
A life full of memories gone so young.

Today was lethargy.com.

I slept for barely 3 hours yesterday and i could hardly maintain my wide eyes and full concentration during lectures today, especially having to put up with the first period of math. What was more disappointing was the fact that i wasn't exactly studying during that night, if you still count 3 questions of math in, i was merely distracted. From thoughts. Uninviting, yet necessary thoughts. ( Also, about why GG's newest episodes are coming out ultra slowly!)

So i was a completely certified walking zombie today!

At least, until lunch period, when i played with Jeremiah's iphone. HAHA

I swear, that phone has got almost anything you ever wished for in a handy dandy phone!

Starsky, raga and I were meddling with that ball game in it 'til it was time for gp tutorial, which was utterly a total waste of time.

After school, Hanis, Ashraf, Huda and I had some food scouting since break fast wasn't far off from our realeased time, & my eyes have an admirer! (: Ask themmmmm

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

&&& HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH!

I was there to witness the hockey girls giving Nadiah a birthday bash.

Huda wants to be in the picture too right ? haha

Look ar Rinny! So ready to add more ingredients on Nadiah! haha

I'm sure you wouldn't want to come to school on this day again next year right?!

(:

I've still yet to upload my Saturday pictures yettttt.

I.STILL.LOVE.CHUCK.

AND I SWEAR I'M STICKING TO MY STAND OF GG BEING THE BEST TV SERIES EVER.

Woah, what a day today.

I had one of those emotional days. damn, it was bad. I never knew regretting a decision about coming to a jc could lead to so many mishaps. Then again, i had Farihin and Fauzi to calm me down. Thanks bimbo and buttcheeks!(:

I know that now's the time when I'm being really fickle minded about what I want to be when i grow up, or what i hope to achieve at the end of this teenage life. I know i want to get a degree, in what, nobody knows but myself. At least I'm supposed to know. To my surprise, i don't. I have no effing clue and that's really pissing me off. The very precise fact of my life that everyone should be proud to announce, I have no single idea about. How planned out.

It's too late for regrets now, just make the most of things?

Well, if it doesn't work out for you at the end of the day, then turn around and try again?

Jc route could have been a route that was not my wish, but i took it anyway.Promos coming in about 20 days, and i'm nowhere near my books. I can't get myself to sit and revise like how i used to. & why?

Cause i don't feel like i want to.

Is that reason concrete enough ?

cause i don't seem to be able to think of anything else right now. I'm blank!

I'm on the verge of giving it up and it's obvious right from now.

I can't seem to detect my capabilities anymore.

It's almost out of my reach.

And now, all I'm doing is dragging myself to school every morning, handing in assignments half-heartedly and really turning away from A levels.

All i was trying to do right from the start is to make them proud, but i guess i forgot about myself.

It's funny how some horoscopes turned out to be freakishly coincidentally true.

If people are trying to put restrictions onto what you can do, today, ask yourself what their motivations might be. Your goals are important, and you should be able to follow any path you think is the right path to follow. If someone is telling you to go another way, they might have a vested interest in slowing down your progress -- keep that in mind. There's no need to assume that everyone has bad intentions, but you should understand that you don't have to believe every word they say.

& you, were a huge mistake. Call me a badass, but please know that that doesn't take away your player title. I had my stand, do you?

It's almost 3am in the morning and i'm frying my brain for eom juices.

Asked Starsky to accompany me run through the night just now (there were dogs!), and then prata in Al-Ameen. So much for losing fats from the run, but who can resist Prata for supper right?! hah.

Got home close to midnight and back to worrying for my eom.

Just got off the phone with Fauzi and Azhar and man, those guys are such funny beetches. HAHA

Yes, looking forward to meeting them and the rest tomorrow. I'm sure i'll have a ball.

& now, i shall go back to my pathetic eom. Which is totally screwed up right now by the way.

I swear my brain is fried.

I'm sleepy but i guess my eom loves me more than my bed.

AWWWWWWWW, how touching.

My ass.

(:

& CHUCK.IS.SO.HOT

Woah woah, relax taggers!(:

Let me clear some doubts.
Farah &Huda: HELLO MY MINAHS! Haha and yes, updated!
Guest: hahaha woah relax relax.
like hello: wah chill mannn. hahaha
(: : Hello there. Yeap, they're natural, no history of perming. Thanks for asking (:
Farihin: Our best friends for the night! WINKS WINKS. hahaha
Jieling: yeapp, you should have seen her before since she's from Anderson. HAHA
Seri: oh yeap, a tad too many pictures in oneday!
Guest: YOU SAW ME?!? haha. Surprised really considering the fact that it was extremely crowded. hahaha, and yes, i was wearing a dress. hello then!
rinny!: yess babe! Next time i bring you and the minahs to flea okay!(:


My eye lids are already fluctuating, just had my morning meal!
SOOOOOOOO, THE UPDATE.

September holidays really seems like a week of study break.
So in jc, there is no such thing as a week's holiday. woah, nice life.
The week started out pretty okay, studied studied and studied.
Actually, it was more of staring at the notes, really. This brain of mine have kinda slowed down in the process of registering ever since the end of secondary school and it's not getting any better.
I really am on the verge of giving up my A level education you know.

I was in the library with my pw mates when i heard some girls shrieking
"ooooooo soo hot! the jonas brothers are so hot! AHHHH"
I rememered reading about them 3 years ago when they were only starting as artists. No one here knew about them and i was already on my toes every time they appear on J-14. And now, it's becoming an immune drama. Well, you know what they say overrated artists don't make them any less hotter, just a little more boring. At least to me. But right now, they're a massive hit in Asia. Woah, talk about a huge deal now. Still, their songs are very worth the listen if you ask me.

And nowadays, woodlands library is infested with some minahs and mutts who are wasting their life away. Sitting there, laughing and just making a hell lot of noise with their colourful world of language of 'SIAK' , 'SIAL', ' KAU ASAL' etc. They could actually continue this meaningful conversation in town right?! Being in the library doesn't make them a tad bit smarter if that's what they aim to achieve at the end of the day.

Monday with Hanis, Huda and Farah was fun, had many updates on each other's lives since we have all been engrossed with the promos that we kinda lost track of our social lives. They're one of the reasons for me to look forward to school! (:




awww, i love those minahs.

Tuesday rocked my sockssssssssssssssss.

First thing in the morning, i met my two bimbos, Seri and Farihin and had a blast.
My brother tagged along since he was home alone doing his homework, so my mom suggested i bring him out anyway.
We were all like dora explorers for the day.
National library as the starting point and man, i did very little studying.
Just mathhhhh, and we were offf.
My brains were fried so we just had to call the studying morning off.

& guess where we headed to?
Haji Lane.

We wanted to get some shots and check out some items over there.
Laughing and having a ball was almost the entire genre for the day.
Undeniably awesome.
Even the food in the bazaar wasn't enough to tempt us!
I think.hah!

& I love this boy.

seri wanted a shot with him, for having the same colour outfit for the day.

The usual crazy acts. ( look at farihin!) hahahaha

Like i mentioned before, i want to marry the man who invented cameras. (:

classic

I'm getting darker aren't i? tsktsk

Who's up for some lepaking? HAHA oh plz.


Then, we observed the vast empty space available, sooo.....

failed attempts.



spastic, but gotta admit, cool attempts.


man, i love these bimbs

I thought this boy here deserved some credit for the shots
(:


Nasrun Naqib Bin Md.Nashir

(:

Too bad boy, you have a sister who wants to get married to the cameraman.

While waiting for my two (th)2 girls, i walked around marina square alone.
As i was taking a really slow stroll,i completely tripped on my own feet!
& the next thing i knew, half of the sole of my right glads came off!
So to hide from the further humiliation, i dragged my feet to the nearest bench and as soon as i took a seat,i noticed this lady beside me, GIGGLING!
She must've seen the entire glamourous scenario!
So i texted Cheryl to hurry her way here and come to the rescue!
& of course, she didn't let me down.
She even got her fingers stuck together to help me super glue the sole!
Awwww, thanks girl!

So once the drama was over, we headed to pizza hut for my break fast meal and their dinner, and to our surprised, it wasn't as packed as we thought it would be.
Tessa came soon after and we had a really good meal.
Man, i missed how we would hurry to Kfc after school back in the secondary days just so we could have those cheese fries and shrooms burger.
Upgrading to pizza hut was a good start .
(:

For supper, it was ben and jerry's.
By the fountain, it's a bonus.

Delish delight

3/4 of (th)2 -sadly Aqila wasn't there.
It's okay babe, sooon we'll have this again!(:



More poses.

A classic- Ignorance in cheryl's face and persistent act by Nurul




Big eyes, big eyes.
How lien. HAHA

& Tessa brought her maid along. HAHAHAA


The experiments


tessa, where's the twist?!?!?!! haha



This explains it all. wtd ?

Nurul likes magazines.

This is my cheryl minah.

Helloooo




spin me around and around 'til its all over.