It's saturday and i'm still contemplating if i should head to smu's flea market today. it's been way too long since i last dug into a great deal of fashion goodies.
& I definitely miss it!

I hope Cheryl's ankle gets better so i can sneak out for awhile for it! HEH

Having pw now and i'm really getting tired of it.Nevertheless, it's not like i have a way out of it.

My saturdays aren't as fun anymore and that's a very sad fact.

I was watching coach carter yesterday and it's still one hell of a great motivational movie.

I miss photography and clothes.
Either i get rid of the junks in my closet and revamp my closet or i get my ass to the next flea market. Either way, I miss fun.

If only you promise to stay.

I should reply to my taggers(:
Farihin: bimbo! At least better late than neve right?! HAHA. And it's so sweeeet!(:
rinny: HAHAHA huda your lesbian partner? haha okay next time we shall all camwhore babe!(:
Nash/Na-shi-a-ru: HAHA WHAT ONLY! Ayam penyet is still the besttttttttt. BOOHOO
julia lee: Omg hellooooo! I so miss the team! WE SHOULD HAVE A KCP NETBALL 07 meet up sooooooooooooon(:
liyana: ya that's whyyy. Both silat an touch rugby are kickass tough!
Aisyah: HEY AISYAHHHHH. So long never see you la captain! Oh btw, i bought from zouk flea market, quite long ago ah(:
Fashionisto: hahahaha ayam penyet is the best dish !(:
Fiq: heyyyy dude! I miss you guys man! hahaha okay i'll try to make time.SOON SOON, i hope!
(:

Say it again for me, it's like the whole world stops to listen when you tell me you're in love.

ITS RAINING!(:

I love nights like these.

School was interesting, especially gp lecture.

Racism and discrimination.

Everyone in the world have their own beliefs, whether other people like it or not. Still, if your beliefs are affecting others in a way that they have to suffer just cause you obey a certain way of living or believe something with your entire heart, souls and balls, then it's really not fair to them. Oh come on, homosexuality exists everywhere, even here. Disgusted by it, yes. Still, if they choose to do so, then i don't give a heck really. I'd rather mind my own business like mid course for example than bother about some gay issue that doesn't even concern me. SO WHY ARE THERE PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO TOTALLY DON'T GET THE IDEA OF "MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS"! You may hate them, loathe them, disgusted by them, but does that give you the authority to eradicate their existence in this world? Well, one thing's for sure, you're not God. It's really ridiculous how come there's people who would go to such an extent to prove that the certain group of people just deserve to be treated in the most rotten possible way and to make them victims for the haters to throw their rage at. That's one of the many reasons why the world will never be fair. Oh wellllll, one of the many problems in the world that will remain unresolved for a very long time. Get a life, losers.

Oh btw, IJC students should really watch this! After the gp lecture today, i know you guys want moreeeeee. HAHA!

Discrimination against homosexuals.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mEqlcxW8aS8

Tyra banks show.

I think i'm generally very weak.

I can't even handle a small toe injury.

I can't even handle cramps.

I can't even handle a confrontation.

Having so much to say, nothing came out.

Instead, tears replaced it.

What am i even doing in touch rugby?!

That's his loss, cut the losses and forget him.
I totally loathe that time of the month.

Uncomfortable times in school.

Unbelievable cramps.

Unable to drink freely.

Unable to control sudden mood swings.

Unbelievable cramps.

Need i emphasize on the cramps AGAIN?!

Mine was bad enough for me to take an early dismissal form today. OH WELL

So, back to serious business.

Don't you think that the number of players existing now is skyrocketing at this tremendous rate?! What's wrong in being loyal to ONE? Maybe it's cause they think life's so short that you should enjoy every minute of it, by changing crushes/girlfriends. Still, i can't believe you'd rather break some hearts along the way in order to satisfy your needs. Who do you think you really are? I know players are usually covered up with those absolutely hot features but once the masks are taken off, they're definitely the ugliest people on Earth. They're actually getting girlfriends and crushing on them like they're keeping scores! Oh come on, you actually think that the girls that you chose as victims wont find out about it and let you get away with it? Don't forget, they actually have LOYAL friends who'd help them beat the balls out of you. To those unfortunate players, they treat their victims like candies. Once they've had your fair share of taste, they'd move on to their next choice. They call it spare tyres if i'm not wrong. For the other half, they're just desperate to get a girlfriend. Surprisingly, there's a great deal of players who'd rather go around and pick out as many girls as possible, thus redeeming themselves as desperados, whether or not they succeed, in order to prevent staying in singledom and being all helpless seeing the doubles getting so lovedup. Bingo.

Get a grip, losers.

Today was hell embarrassing! I think some people will know exactly what i'm talking about. Damn, how careless of myself! I WILL MAKE SURE I DONT REPEAT THIS AGAIN. HAHA.

I'm getting really addicted to ayam penyet, even Nashrul noticed it! HAHA. Plus, nutella. I've been bringing it to school almost every break, i think. oh, not forgetting my chocolate milk. And those cravings for fries. I swear my appetite is BACK. Before the batam trip, i had those moments of the need to puke out every single thing i ate. That brought about some existence of uninviting thoughts i.e. bullimic moments.

I so need to get my feet back on the ground. No more distractions. It's all abour chemistry, physics and maths nowwwwwwwwwwwwww. Come on, Nurul. Get your ass promoted next year! LALALALALALALA

Baby, that was then.

NOT IN TOWN ON A SATURDAY.
what a surprise

I blame the rainy Saturday today.
What a blow to already make plans for the day and then it just had to be eradicated with the downpour. We had PW today, like every other Saturday afternoons. Huda was there too with her group. So we had a camwhoring session for awhile!(:

So since i had to abolish my plans, i got home with dinner plans with family.

AYAM PENYET WAS A TOTAL SATISFACTION, you know me.

Now i know where i got the buttcheeks traits *eyebrows up and down*


& I'm done for the day.

Oh, i was just thinking today while browsing through some friendster profiles and blogs.

Don't you think wearing a hell lot of concealer really covers up your identity?

I mean, i know the purpose is to hide pimples or anything else that's uneven on your face, but don't you think it's just utterly preposterous to be using a great deal of it and plastering it on your face 'til the colour of your face at the end of the day differs from the colour of your hands and legs? It's like they used one bottle of concealer per day. Damn, i'm bitching.

Oh wait, last issue for the day. Have you seen those one-lined eyebrows?!?!?!!?!?!?!!!?!!!

& here i am being envious of the fact that i have effing thin set of brows.

Oh yay, tomorrow i shall see my bimbos. HOHO

I'll let you in on a secret, my dad's getting me a new notebook in a week's time with the existence of his raise.

sniggers.

You're just a priceless work of art

TGIF!!

I've never felt so relieved from a week of pure pressure. Languorous from all the new topics, internal conflicts and even some friends problems. PLUS, having some upcoming mini tests that will soon accumulate to the big promos. WOAH
I MUST TAKE THIS SERIOUSLY.

So, the initial plan for wanted with Raj was cancelled cause it WASNT SHOWING ANYMORE!!!
Now everyone else can go, " woah, angelina jolie was a fucking cool villain!" and all i can reply is, " ohh"
That's okay, at least i'm swearing to myself to NEVER miss Dark knight. I WILL NOT

Friday today was a pretty moody day i guess. Well, at least for the first two lectures. But i broke out of it and managed to be Nurul again. woah, the difference. After school, home then Rp.
Did my math tutorial for a couple of hours then the distraction of my com started pouring in. met up with Jacq for awhile then Rini and Shilla, and still is with them. I'm not even sure when my dad would buy me the new notebook. It's okay, i shall wait * eyebrows*

Oh btw, Shilla introduced this song to me. Imagine a guy who feels like the girl he's crushing on is far better off with him instead of her current boyfriend. listen it deeeeeeep(:

Gallery- Mario Vazquez

God broke the mold,
When he made this one I know
She's breathtaking but so much more
She walks in the room, your loves closed
Making you never want to breathe again
Her boyfriend has got so much dough
So much ice his neck and wrist froze
Is he faithful to her? Hell no
But she chose to be with him, shorty

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

Because

I can't take
Seeing you with him
'Cuz I know exactly what you'll be,
In his gallery
It's just not fair
And it's tearing me apart
You're just another priceless work of art
In his gallery

She's so confused
She knows she deserves more
Someone who will love and adore
But his money's hard to ignore
She really doesn't know what to do
Girl it's just a matter of time
Before he finds another more fine
After he's done dulling your shine
You're out the door and he's through with you

Tell me is the money worth your soul
Tell me what's the reason that you hold on,
When you know that dude has a whole wall of 'em just like you
And girl you're just way too fine
Gotta be treated as one of a kind
Girl use your mind
Don't be just another dime

I can't take
Seeing you with him

AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW.
Romance seems to be dying in reality.

The session with the bitches. HOHOHEHEHAHA












Crazy, yes? Insane, yes? Not in the right mind, yes?
Do we care, no?
(:

Listening comprehension was pretty tricky i'd say, never expected it to be that much of hassle.

I mean, come on, do you STUDY for a listening compre examination?

So anyway, before the paper, i had a pretty good lunch at pizza hut with hanis, huda, farah, harith and faiz. woahhhhhhhhh, the meal was spicy yet, really awesome. Awkward jokes and imitating of mutts/minahs , yet, laughters were spilled all over the table. Then we hung out with class for dessert while trying to rush our module homework, not realising that we were a little past the time planned to rush back to school. We were brisk walking back to school and then increased our pace by totally running once we reached school, only to see the entire malay population still waiting to be allowed in. Best still, we had more than enough time to actually take our time previously to school. I ran witha heavy stomach for nothingggggg. How awesome.

It's a friday tomorrow, and there's math tutorial which i haven't finish. I'm planning to focus hard on all my H2s subjects so i'm able to get my ass promoted next year. Please do Nurul.

Please stop procrastinating, and start working very hard okay. I remembered what Cikgu Ali kept telling us, 'The road to success may be tough, but it's never impossible"

SOOOOOOOO WHAT AM I WAITING FOR?!

A random thought of tune

She will be loved- maroon five

Beauty queen of only eighteen

She had some trouble with herself

He was always there to help her

She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles

And wound up at your door

I've had you so many times but somehow

I want more

I don't mind spending everyday

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door

I want to make you feel beautiful

I know I tend to get so insecure

It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies

It's compromise that moves us along, yeah

My heart is full and my door's always open

You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday

Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Look for the girl with the broken smile

Ask her if she wants to stay awhile

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

And she will be loved

I know where you hide

Alone in your car

Know all of the things that make you who you are

I know that goodbye means nothing at all

Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door

I want to make you feel beautiful

please don't try so hard to say goodbye.

Man, i missed this song. How i recalled last year's V day. Imagine this song over the PA system.

(:

But oh wells, all's forgotten now.

i was supposed to meet Charlie and the angels tomorrow for friday night fun but plan's cancelled.

i hope saturday night with the kadola clan will make up for it.

I can't wait for friday plus weekends.

Let it be good please.

I need a refresh start for another week next week.

i want to sit there alone so i can hear myself think.

Oh oh oh, i just realised my blog posts have been rather short lately.

Maybe thats cause school has been totally repetitious and you know, there's no point i post the same thing over and over again. i shall just pick out the various little happenings of each day.Wednesday's time table switched with thursday's, so today was meant to be another long day.

Instead, i was only in school for gp lecture, pe and chem mock spa. yes, lucky and unlucky me for the pe incident but all's fineeeeeee (:

I can't believe i embarrassed myself in school today.
I even asked the girls, " ehh how to turn off this running tap ah?! "

So after i got home, my mom brought me to see the doctor and i have no idea HOW did she get the qualification of being a doctor! There was no existence of mercy i tell youuuu.

HOW COULD SHE PULL OUT A TOE NAIL LIKE THAT?!

Kill me.

So after the drama, i got home and had a good sleep 'til about 245pm. After my mom helped me with the dressing of the toe, i had to drag my ass back to school for the chemistry mock SPA.

And now i'm back home.
See how utterly boring my life is right now.

Dont get me wrong, i like my class and i like the company around school.

I'm just getting very lethargic and teeny bit stressed out over promos which is less than 2 months awayyyyy. Plus, pw is on the maximum full swing already. Have pity on me please, time.

Taking it slow is all i'm asking for.

I've never been in a position whereby everything is so jampacked and at the same time, almost everything is turning their backs against you. Like, i'm now carrying the burden of not knowing what's gonna happen in 2009.

Fail-Head to a poly with next year's intake

pass- Jc2 but with the stress of A levels.

Now, i'm helpless.

With everything happening so quickly, i wonder how and when will i ever meet up with themmm?:(

The anorexic bitch

The kadola clan

malay comm

my superstars

4 peace/ sec sch people!

(th)2

Kadis clan

& then i remembered all the other fun times i had in 2007.

Even making time for this sistnemy of mine is tough these days.

She comes home, study for her tests/ hogging com.

By the time i get home, my turn to use then i'll finish up my tutorial and she'd already be asleep.

That's why my weekends are absofuckinglutely precious to me.

But now, there's pw that needs my attention.

So i guess i gotta endure for this one year.

What can i do right ?

(:

A level mother tongue listening comprehension tomorrow.

oooooooooooo, fun.

HAHA

I dont want pe tomorrow.

And i just had a 96 minutes worth of catching up with the (th)2 on the phone just now.

awwww, i miss them.

I'm like officially blackkkkkkkkkk.

The competition in turf city on saturday just HAD to be under that hell of a scorching piece of hotness! Leaving every single one of us to grow at least 10 ( whatever units it is for skin colour) darker! I have like tan lines everywhere since our jersey was sleeveless and some of us had our knee length socks on. Weird, but nevertheless,

IJC TOUCH CLINCHED 3RD POSITION!

I'm so proud of all of usssssssss.

Though it wasn't the best , we're grateful for it.

We'll do better next time girlssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.

So, we still rocked any ballssssss! (:

This weekend have been all about touch rugby and pw i tell youuuuuuuuuuu. And well, there's nothing i can do about it.

My sunburnt arms hurt like crazy!

So please people, have mercy on them tomorrow.

" i walked, i ran, i jumped, i flew right off the ground to float to you,

there's no gravity to hold me down for real"

Ayam penyet was delish.
Pool was a bust but had total fun.
The day my phone was taken away
HOHOHO


BATAM PICTURES: http://batampics.shutterfly.com/

Nurul's getting tired of everything.
& she hates pw like no other.
She's worried for some of the people around her.
She's getting paranoid of unwelcoming events happening all over again.
She's getting tired of having to juggle a million and one things at once.
Mannnn, she needs a great escape.

I've been standing in gas, and you have been the flame .

BATAM!

I was back from Batam since last Sunday and I haven’t blogged anything about it. Tell me, I’m much updated when it comes to the latest happenings in my life.

All I got to say was it was a really enjoyable trip to me. We barely did 4 hours of CIP but the joy I get to see in those eyes of the orphans were really rewarding. I admitted I didn’t do that much since we ran out of paint halfway through the paint job. So we had to leave the orphanage with just a few painted window frames. I felt bad though since we couldn’t do that much. Interacting with them was a real eye opener. I’ve never met a group of people who are pretty much contented with what they have around them, which by the way was nowhere compared to what we have here. Yet, they’re always smiling and being very much appreciated with it. They’re already over the highest moon possible with just sweets, oreo or even the fact that we’re there to play with them. Most of them are so on the joyful mode when they’re included in the pictures. Seriously, the classrooms there are like some nest compared to those in IJC, but I can see that they’re very much happy with how its gonna turn out, be it dirty or clean, big or small. If my classmates weren’t there to be the source of laughter and all, I would’ve shed those tears that I’ve always shed during any movie!

Alright, them aside, the trip was greattttt with the hotel accommodation, buffet as dinner and breakfast. And the amount of doughnuts that we bought and brought back form the shopping mall was enough to have me completely swearing doughnuts off my life for at least a few months! The hotel room was awesomeee, despite the problems with the toilets. But I’ve never felt so refreshed from a trip like this one had me feeling!(:

DEPARTING TO BATAM.

From bottom left: jieling, cheryl, alina, Ying liang, Nurul, Heesang, Kelvin, Guoxi and Jia sheng

From left: Syazwan, asyraf, raga, raj,

In the ferry which totally got me seasick! I was glad i didn't puke.

Upon arriving at the hotel.

TIME TO GET TO SERIOUS BUSINESS.

& awwww, i miss them!(:

And i swear, the girl next to me, Alfrini, was a really pretty and sweet girl!(:

& when we're back after the long day plus the shopping!




Man, they're the source of the laughters and fun.

0812C

Spot the rip! HAHAHA

this is your awesome pw group(:

RAGAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

we rockkkkkk


The two body guards guarding the king. haha

haja, pradeep, raga, raj, fabian with me, harith and jia sheng jumping for a shot!(:

Presenting the camwhorers of the trip!

I swear more than 50% of my camera pictures are bombarded with his face.

HAHAHA. FARAH, HELP! hahahaha

I WILL UPLOAD THE REST IN SHUTTERFLY.

but now it's being an ass so i shall upload it all tomorrow and i'll provide the link yea.

School's getting really STRESSFUL yet,interestingggggg

Shit happens.

over and over again.

Happy birthday Liyana and Vin (:

School has been normal.
Batam Trip tomorrow and my bag is ultra bulky, though it's just a 2 days, 1 night thing!
I'll be back on sunday. I hope it'll be fun. It better be.


I'll be back with picturesssss.
Enjoy your weekends!(:

Home now.

Tough rugby later.

I think today is like one of those solo days.

Sometimes there are days when you're better off working alone.

Today is mine.

Say it again for me, cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i'm the only one who blows your mind.

School was hyper today, yet very fruitful.

We're getting more of this soooon! 0812C :)

( batam trip soon, might as well just look forward to it.)

My math is improving, yesssss. It turned out to be a pretty short school day for me. My chinese classmates were awaiting for their chinese oral so the rest kinda had the green light to leave school since the lessons after lunch were cancelled. I still had to come back for pw, which was about as pathetic as ever since only 6 of us turned up. When i got home, Hanis texted if she could come over. I was bored at home anyway plus, i really wanted for a movie break. So once she arrived, i showed her the absofuckinglutely awesome danced showoff of stepUp2 since she didn't catch that movie. Soon after, we caught mean girls. She was laughing about the fact that i could totally mimic Lindsay and Rachel Mcadam's character, word by word. Hey, don't blame me if that's practically the umpteenth time i caught it! HAHA

Oh, a very interesting conclusion made by Faiz, which i thought was well said, don't you think?

faiz says:
guys treat girls like r-21 movies
faiz says:
fun the first time
faiz says:
fall in love with it the second,
faiz says:
watch it with little interest the third
faiz says:
keep it because it costs some money to get it in the first place
faiz says:
and throw it when there's a new bluray disc,
faiz says:
=.=

Okay, maybe i shouldn't generalise but it's happening nowadays to most.

That's a really sad fact

& thereee faiz, here is your well said idea! hahaha

I just passed out a movie with Ying liang, jiasheng and guoxi. I wanted to watch WANTED, btoh ytd and today but i guess i'm still brokeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

I went home for lunch today alright! Well, THAT'S how broke i am!

Mannnnnnnnnnn

Oh you know, i just realised i lied to my mom a couple of times last weekend, and i feel really bad about it. I assumed it could be labelled as a white lie but isn't white lies supposed to make you feel good? The thing is, it's really not for my case. The worst must've been last Sunday's. I told her that i was heading to the library for some studying, when i was actually in town to get my mooks bag and was in Shaw's mac's for awhile. I felt baddddddd. I could've told her the truth right!?

That's why i made a promise to NEVER lie to my mom ever again! I will tell her everything from now on. Maybe that's why she's constantly suspecting me having a boyfriend right now. Oh no, i'm slowly losing her trust and that will definitely suck. So i will be a filial daughter from now on.

I will, mama(:

Heart changes with time.