You know, someone once told me, count your blessings, despite the negative situations you're in.

& today i shall look it up and actually ponder over what have been making me smile really.

1) I'm gonna get my red mooks bag soooooon!

2) Spain won Euros yesterday(:

3) I have people around me who actually CARES.

4) I made it to Innova despite the bad year last year.

5) I come home with food already cooked and served almost every day.

6) What i have in my life is more than enough.

I guess i choose to overlook all the bad apples and dive straight into the fresh ones. HAHA. Now i have a promising future as a philosopher.

Oh mannnn school curriculum is getting so tight, with project work in total swing AND with promos in 9 weeks time! HOW BULLETTRAIN IS THAT

I was just getting over the bullshit results of summer test and now the real deal is about to call for it's turn to start the war. Now i finally understood the meaning of "tight schedule". I don't think i even have the mood to spend on anything for awhile. I'm broke since saturday!

& for the subsequent weekends too.

I think i better finish up my math tutorial before i be pegasus next year! I cannot get retained.

Batam trip on Saturday. I don't know whether to be glad or just plain dull about it. The class is having some internal problems but come on mannnn, let's put it aside, go there and have fun okay!(:

& damn, i'm really in no mood to blog about anything nowadays. Blame school for this, since it's the cause of draining my energy. Town, it won't be soon before longgggg

Even sunday wouldn't stop us.

This is totally candid for miss hidayu! HAHA

There was a time I packed my dreams away.

Living in a shell, hiding from myself.

There was a time when I was so afraid.

I thought I'd reached the end

But baby that was then I am made of more than my yesterdays.

This is my now, and I am breathing in the moment.

As I look around I can't believe the love I see.

My fears behind me, gone are the shadows and doubt

That was then, this is my now.

I have to decide

Was I gonna to play it safe.

Or look somewhere deep in side

Try to turn the tide

And find the strength to take that step of faith.

And I have the courage like never before, yeah.

I've settled for less now I'm ready for more

Ready for more.

This is my now.

TGIS!

yes, it's now known as THANK GOD ITS SATURDAY.

Saturdays seem to be the only day in the week that will have me all calm and cool knowing that i will still have one day in advance to complete my assignments, leaving no doubts about having fun and

maybe even settling those thoughts of uncomplete assignments at the corners of my mind, leaving no other worries left untouched. Damn, i'll miss saturdays,

Most importantly, i'll most definitely miss saturdays like this. When everything just seemed to be going right. I started out the day meeting my pw members and as usual, we did little but talked alot. Still, we completed a small deal of the proposal which was pretty well progressed. After pw, i kinda took my time to choose my outfit for the day. If you were there to witness me throwing my set of clothes from my wardrobe to my bed, i swear you'd be pulling your hair like what my sister was doing just now. She was constantly screaming at me for the thrown clothes that got scattered everywhereeeeeeeeeeeeeee. My bad, sis!(:

Once i reached town, i met Farihin and Seri for our favourite delish, Ayam penyet. That was a really good meal, although we were pretty hungry at that point of time anyway. But hey, it has always been the meal that i'd be dreaming of if my stomach lets out any kind of yells!

Well then after ayam penyet, it was mc cafe time. I had so much to spill to the girls and they had too much to update me about their livessssss.

We had a hell lot of laughs, til i forgot when was the last time i laughed THAT much?!

she's trying to compete with me for the buttcheeks title here. PLZ. HAHA!

Trademarks as follows

mannnn i love this bimbo hereeeeee

mannnnnnnnnn, I'm gonna miss this! (:

We stayed in Mc cafe while trying to figure out some little wonders in life. Oh, spotted vin with his purple hair too! HAHA. And i saw some other old friends too. So after awhile, farihin had to keep to her curfew while me and Seri continued hunting for practically nothing in mind but knowing it is the GSS period, we just had to walk around. Little did we know that our eyes would be settling on a kind of beauty that got the two of us stunned there for the moment. A MOOKS SLING. For an hour there, the two of us were totally clueless on how to purchase the bag with our cash strapped positions. Alright, the bag didn't exactly fit perfectly in the 'need' zone but HELLO, i definitely couldn't miss out on that chance of getting the true love. Well, let's put aside the after buyers' remorse aside yea?

I called kak Syam and she's sucha sweetheart to be there for us!(:

I should be heading to town again tomorrow for the collection of it. I don't know why i bought it but oh welllllllllllllllllllll.

(:

& i went ooooooooooooh


haven't you heard, peace's so in .

I love seri hidayuuuuuuuuuu.

I cant seem to blog alot today. It's already 3am now and i'm still awake.

The reason: I SLEPT FOR 12 HOURS YESTERDAY.

AWESOME.

I FAILED GP.

How awesome is that?

Lisan bahasa melayu peringkat A akan bermula esok petang , tetapi saya tidak sedikitpun yakin dalam mendapatkan 'distinction'.

what's distinction in malay anyway?

Oh man, i miss thisssssssssssssssss

( I miss holidays that'll have your head so empty)

Touch rugby today was mostly physical but it was fun though!

Duh, the girls are naturally like that and so, i had a ball.

I'm actually loving this cca of mine.

I benefit from it, from hotter abs to hotter legs to awesome fitness.

HAHAHAHA

At least that's how i push myself!

Got a really filling dinner with Farah, kelvin and Jiasheng.

man, i like bitching sessions.

(:

I really really really don't feel like going Batam.

& I'll miss the beach touch rugby competition in Sentosa!

Damnnnn I'm definitely gonna miss a hell lot of fun.

Still, i guess there's no choice here.

I don't like no other choice given situations.

you know,

my life abides to this quote almost religiously.

" When one door closes, another opens"

& i don't know whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

A level Malay Oral this Friday despite the fact that my Malay is freaking rusty which is equivalent to it being really sucky. wish me luckkkkkkkk

You know what i need right now ?

A very good Starbucks frappe will be perfect.

And i'm wondering if i should head down to raffles since both fauzi and vin will be working tomorrow, hahaha.

You know what, i feel like just being young and stupid.

My buttcheeks are growing but i think i'm ignoring it . HAH

Pw meeting was full of crap today i tell youuuuuuuuuuuuuu!


Well, not in a bad way cause we talked and talked and ate and ate and snap and snap like we were in our respective homes, but as you can all see, we were in the library. The librarians may have already waved the white flags after 2 or 3 times walking around and asking us to lower down our volumes. I've been so caught up with holidays ending that i forgot that meetings could actually be fun . Too bad our up leader and belated birthday boy wasn't there though! HAHA


Okay, it's time for the KL trip snapsssssssss (: I don't plan to post it all up cause its wayyyy too much! It was really a great time to breathe in and outtttttt after thinking too much in this stuffy environment. I just needed a little different atmosphere for that weekend. I had a pure great goodness time with those sweethearts plus my two lovely aunts who didnt complain one bit, especially, AGAIN, when we were trying on for countless of shoessss! :)

SHITLOADS OF PICTURES!

( don't blame me for this bombardment)

Oh believe it or not, i have about hundreds more .HOHO

I seriously think we took A TAD TOO MANY PICTURES during the Kl trip.
I, myself don’t seem to have the time in the world to post it ALLLL up.
I guess I’ll just select and post.


The ultimate mirror

kak fil!

After party /


so we were hungry .

Second day event

Walking down kl street.
Even the clubbing scene were next door from our rooms. So obviously it’s pretty hyped up, especially when the sun starts to set. It’s a pretty convenient area to be staying as well.

High tea in concord
The food was as scrumptious as it could ever be. It had one of the best mussels and waffles plus ice cream. The sushi was as per normal since I don’t have favourites for the, cause they all taste the same and I love sushi is general anyway. Even the biscuit with cheese was yummy! I couldn’t ask for a better high tea or better yet, brunch . Everything was there! We just kept sitting to finish the food, standing up and walking to the chef’s table to ask for more chicken/beef/ seafood/rice . Well, to wrap it all up, great foooooood reallyyyyy.




rini: seeee, good photography right ?


salmonnnnnnnnnnnnnn, yummmmmmm




we like cameras.



I guess we like hotel dominations.


The bitch (:

pretty stairs /






toilet as the vital venue for pictures? I'm sure we're not the only ones.



posed up, yes ?

Rocker chicks on the rolllllllll

The grand farewell .

Is this signs of nervouswreck?

Some of our first times taking the train there .ooooh

Vincci happens to be making a huge profit when we're in town


this is the anorexic girlllllll . HAHA



I love this girl, not just cause she's the queen of making really shitty faces!
HAHA no kidding





Sometimes, its really refreshing to have big dreams . hah

what a hot picture for the day. *winks*

& really, there's practically tons more but i shall just post these up only. sorry! (:

AQILA IS BACKKKKKKK, I got shock when she called me just now. yay, finally!

Now i'll see the (th)2 all on mondayyyyyyyyyyyyy, oh i missed them shitloads!(:

I shall reply my board first:

guest: ya, im planning to. Thankssssss btw! (:

Harith: hahaha ya i guess i was the dramatic one ytd! its time to work my ass off now. Ehh and you too la!

riniee: too bad 'bitch' is censored in my tagboard! ya, i will work hardddddddddd now. THANKS ANOREXIC! (:

Guest: online blog? like an online shopping blog? nope, i dont. But this is my online blog anyway(:

Ohhh i feel a hell lot better after 12 hours of sleep yesterday, though still a little languorous from all the runningsssssss. After washing up, i didn't even touch dinner and straightaway crawled into bed. I was darn tired from the training and the dramamama event yesterday. That explained my waking up in the morning to bake myself macaroni and cheese AND maggi goreng. wooooo, I'm an excellent cook when it comes to this two meals. I was too engross in the meals and MTV and my reader's digest that i completely forgot that math lecture was already over by then! I didn't intend to come anyway.

And ever since then, i've been doing chemistry assignment, reading reader's digest AND sleeping. I'm aching all overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!

I swore i shed 765765215 pounds after yesterday. The 45524276659 static holds yesterday would earn me abs and that shall be a bonus! HAHA play along with me here alright? (:

Ever since the last two years, when my dad subscribed to the reader's digest, i don't seem to have the shortest possible time at all to read it through, since i was already in the after-Olevels mood and besides, I was addicted to nicholas sparks creations at that point of time. But recently, i've been grabbing the little cute magazines almost every day and the weird thing is, without any clue at all, my dad had already stopped subscribing to it earlier this year. It's funny how reverse psychology even works during scenarios like this.

Oh this is hilarious:

Women are like the police. They can have all the evidence in the world but they still want a confession!

-chris rock

I'm constantly letting out tiny giggles just reading their sardonic wit in this magazine. Despite being stricken with drama yesterday, i think i'm back todayyyyyyyyy and i'm glad!

I just realised that the Kl trip pictures are all not up yet, at least not for the 2nd and 3rd day.

I'll post it up tomorrow, i hope! (:

(ohhh, there's more than this, trust meee )

I'm alone at home now since my pack have gone to johore for dinner and since i chose to stay home and try to finish up chem assignment. I'm starvingggg, should try to cook myself something later or i might just get diarrhoeaa again tonight. OHHH I caught the chronicles of narnia yesterday and i know it's a very old one but hey, i never had the interest in it from the start but after watching it yesterday, it's actually rather interesting! HOHO

I just realised it's the 20th june and it's that annoying classmate of mine's birthday, Mr Harith! hahaha. Finally 17? Been there,done that man! You better stop ALLL the teasingggggggggggggggggggggggggg! HAHAHA

Aqila'a coming back tomorrow! man, i miss that minah of mine! I'll see her on sundayyyyy, yayness

Portugal lost this morning?

Oh no, no more Nani's hot jawline and absofuckinglutely hot abs! boo hoo. hahaha but it's okay, I'm already rooting for Holland to win this time round. Look at their quality football! Though i like Spain tooooooo.

OH WELL.

May the better team win anyway.

(:

One of the worst days ever.

let me prove to you my fickle minded self in this post, cause I totally experienced it the entire day today.

The start of the day was the happy-go-lucky self walking to school and just expecting little of my chemistry results. I knew it could be seen during math lecture cause i was happily laughing away with Alina and Cheryl, feeling like a girl again, being able to poke around like how i used to.

The girl people knew

Then, it all started to change after the lecture cause everything just seemed to go wrong. Chemistry results sucked like nothing else. I knew i came in with the mindset that I'll fail, UNFORTUNATELY, little did i know that passing it was so easy as i stared at her marking! She was as lenient as she could be! At that point of time, I've never been so disappointed with myself. It just sucked. And it definitely ruined my day. I couldn't even cry cause everyone seemed to be joyful about what they got,especially when half the class passed, some with pretty flying colours. And i was in no mood to introduce to the class the baby i was, plus i didn't want any attention or anything. So i just swallowed my anger and hid my downcast self 'til the end of the PW meeting,which wasn't very productive either. I think I was the first to leave class, if i weren't mistaken. I felt like a little infant who's just in a foul mood and knowing that no one would understand so I'd rather just keep it to myself, minus the wailing. Like a sardine can for one.

My patience level happened to be really high today.

At least for awhile.

So when i got home and got out for touch rugby training, i planned to just let it all out during the training and was i darn right i could! The training turned out to be completely physical! I was in dilemma at first cause the thought of running countless times around the field was gonna drain me for sure. But i kept going like there was no tomorrow, hoping that the world would just end at that point of time! I swore i couldn't care less if my stiches were overwhelming, or if my legs were gonna wobble and break on the spot or even if my sweat would just fill up innova jc. I just kept going and going and going, with having the thoughts in my head to be about how pissed i was still am with the chem results. After the run, many many static holds, and many many passes and running and backpeddling and RUNNING and SPRINTING AND RUNNING, and dont know how many suicides, i got home.

& that's when i just swore and curse like there's no other vulgarities that was ever created! After a good 15 minutes of shouting and spitting of those awesome words, i sat myself down and just slowly regain back the energy i've lost from being angry at the grades and maybe, someone. It really have been draining it all out and I'm glad i came to a stop .

I wanted to strangle someone and i have the perfect candidate for it.

But i guess i'm still sane and humane.

Though i practically lost half my mind.

So after that, that's when I'm here in front of the com. Still very sore from the drama today, i'd rather not talk much today or you might either find me the annoying and pampered girl who keeps complaining about her results or i might just spurt out unnecessary words to you and making you the victim. So if you happen to talk to me and i might just lash out my anger to you, don't take it to heart okay cause i don't mean it. AT ALLL

(:

( at least if you know you didn't do anything wrong today to get me all worked up.)

I think it even got to my sister. She was my very first victim.

I felt really bad when i came home all shouting and when she was like,

" WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING! ASK NICELY LA IF YOU WANT TO USE THE COM!!!!"

I still love you bitch, i really didn't mean to!

I intend to finish chemistry assignment tomorrow.

good news: i will have people to cheer me up tmr .

bad news: school is starting soon and i'm not looking forward to it.

( Life w/o magazines is like life w/o air )

I am so tired but i can't seem to sleep.

I wouldn't say something's bothering me because i don't think so or at least i chose NOT to think about it but how am i suppose to doze off when i can't even shut my eyes!?

Yet, i'm not in a bad mood at all. In fact, I'm in a very lively mood. Shoot me, cause i myself have no idea what i'm exactly feeling. I want to have an adrenaline rush right now, like jumping off the cliff with ropes tied around me, similar to bungee jumping which by the way, reminds me. Have i ever told you i want to Bungee Jump?! AT LEAST ONCE.

(petaling street vintage deals)

I'm not gonna take the high risk of it into account since in my opinion, it is one of the most sexciting deals right now. Okay, maybe it can't beat Mt Everest but being that want-to-try-everything-before-i-die teenager i am, i WILL , i repeat, I WILL try it before my time comes.

HOHO.

(i bought two issues of girlfriend already!YESS)

Oh, i was overcome with frustration yesterday after finding out that zouk,lime and tanglin fleas were on last weekend and where was I ?!

IN KL.

Yup, that's it. In KL, when I could have swam and raid through countless old vintage deals.

Damn.

But on second thought, I DID have a blast there too.

I bought SHOES, enough to last a year of outings! (:

(i think)

( oooh, petaling street indeed.)

The apartment was like a major bonus since we had like the best mirror we could have asked for! Plus, the best channels to cure late night boredoms. The bed, pillow and blanket that was pretty much enought to keep us warm. The members that participated in the trip, were just the girls and women. So, there was definitely no distractions when it came to the dosh spending or the time wasting on the different sizes of shoes asked for to try on! Or no other gender to complain or babble about how much money i could have saved for school food ( my dad. HAHA)

Most importantly, we got the attention, unwanted or wanted . HAHA

I'm starting to feel that pinch of sleepy bug already so i shall just load up the pictures of shopping day one. I swear, my eyes are getting blinded and tired from the excessive use of camera during the trip, resulting in an overwhelming response of pictures taken. So, go figure .

(you be the judge whether its vogue or not.)

From what you have already seen, the pictures above are all taken there and trust me, it's absolutely impossible to post it ALLL i up, i swear. So, in the next few weeks, the shots uploaded will be the ever so pictures i promised to put up. Bare with me, yes?

(:

The stop at petaling street seems to be like an unwritten rule that must be fulfilled or you will regret it all your trip or something like that. There haven't been much of a change since the last visit in december but all i know is that i would ALWAYS end up buying something either for myself or anyone else, although i have already reminded myself countless times to stop the buy there since they don't last long anyway. But did i listen? I guess not.

Making new friends seemed inevitable too.

(this guy is so darn cute i tell you.)

( the Aussie lady.)

A& W

(oh pretty nurul, pretty indeeeeed! HAHA)

( how i missed it)

This is the reason why we don't eat heavy on dates. Don't blame us for it guys!

& then, many many happy times~

Those were pretty much the first day of the trip.

Quote of the trip: " Keep talking; someday you'll find something intelligent to talk about"

HAHA.

Holidays are ending, which means that there's lesser time for fun, yet i have

dozens in my head and many to meet up! Omg, when will i EVER be given that time, tell meeeeeeeeee! Econs tomorrow but since i'm still awake now, i really doubt i can wake up for it later. And besides, i'm watching Holland kicking some Romania butt right now.

No sir, well I don't wanna be the blame, not anymore.

It's your turn, so take a seat we're settling the final score.

And why do we like to hurt so much?

I can't decide

You have made it harder just to go on

And why, all the possibilities where I was wrong

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

That's what you get when you let your heart win,

I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating.

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

I wonder, how am I supposed to feel when you're not here.

'Cause I burned every bridge I ever built when you were here.

I still try holding onto silly things, I never learn.

Oh why, all the possibilities I'm sure you've heard.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

That's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa

.I drowned out all my sense with the sound of its beating (beating)

And that's what you get when you let your heart win, whoa.

Pain make your way to me, to me.

And I'll always be just so inviting.

If I ever start to think straight,

This heart will start a riot in me,

Let's start, start, hey!

-paramore

Italy's leading by a goal to nil. AND AND, Holland just scored! Woah, i told you they're kicking ass! HAHA

& surprisingly, I'm getting sleepy already.

OH BTW, I PASSED PHYSICS. OH YESSSS I DID.

(:

I'm not looking forward to school though!

I don't want holidays to end.

Please don't go.
I used to want school to start so eagerly.

But i just realised that the holidays are only getting started!

& I just came backkkkkkkkkkkkkkk

(:

I will upload more when i get a hold of them all from kak fil .

( oh trust me, there's ALOTTTTTTT)

The trip was great! Lots of shoe shopping, no kidding about that .

I think i spent half of my shopping allowance on it, but i don't regret it at all though.

With the Euro fever still dead on, i bought those portugal and italy tees for my brother and dad and i swear i rock when it comes to picking out the sizes for them.

I gauge people's sizes very well, or so i've realised since this trip.

Okay, maybe my sister helped but hey, we made a pretty good team.

I think she's one of the worst, yet best sister i could EVER wished for .

All go AWWWW.

(:

Then then, many interesting events took place too.

Like this for one,

It's a miracle why some people actually don't mind lowering down their ego during times like this. We felt bad for throwing it away though. At least we had a picture of it!

That's something , right ?

LOL!

I have to go to school later.

Damn, i don't like school .

What's worse?

It'll be the release of the physics results.

Kill me.

Time check: 0420am
mood check: No idea

Have you ever wished you could read minds? I desperately wish for it. It could be a form of invasion of privacy but I can’t help to develop that curiosity of wanting to know more than what you actually see from his actions. His texts could showcase something but his actions are portraying something different. Not totally, but there is little resemblance. I’m not sure how much media can distract someone from reality but I’m pretty sure it can to a certain extent that you just don’t know whether he’s really interested or not. That is why having that ability to read minds would be very useful during times like this. Think about it, if you can read what he’s really thinking and feeling, you wouldn’t have to guess or interpret unnecessary mixed signals anymore and then, you can sort out your own feelings and then maybe coming up with a conclusion, benefiting both parties. You get what I mean ?

Man, I hate reading and watching out for signs. I’d rather be Holly in PS I Love You and watch out for signs from Gerry. At least he was so obvious at the first part about what he’s really feeling!

I should stop wishing for something that is practically impossible as long as you’re still on this Earth. I wish I’m in HEROES now. Okay, stop it Nurul. You’re getting your hopes up too high that it’s even overshadowing the New York Skyline or the Malaysia’s twin towers! God, I am crapping .

I haven’t been feeling myself today. The meet up with the superstars was still an exception though. Those girls are just the medication to a low day. We had fun as you know it.

The starbucks madness.

The toilet after frappe madness.

( those are the ever so infamous buttcheeks)

I was kinda grounded for awhile there since I reached home late yesterday. I wouldn’t technically call that late since I passed wayyyy after curfew before, compared to the few hours yesterday. Even the girls were caught by surprise when I told them the time I reached home after movie marathon yesterday. Oh btw, Faiz’s mom was so nice to us yesterday! She ordered pizza although we knew it was already too much coming from them who already provided a place for that small gathering, but I guess we didn’t have the heart to say no once we saw the boxes of that cheesy licking goodness! We caught Prom night, jumper and Vantage point. The indon horror movie didn’t work out and it was my bad there! Sorry guys.

I wish reading minds is possible.
& how I wish horoscopes are real.

“Today, you should start to sense that a new beginning is coming in an old relationship. What had become routine almost to the point of feeling stale is slowly but surely having new life breathed into it -- it's almost like a whole new ballgame, now. There's no way of knowing what has caused this resurrection of your deep feelings, but you should be grateful for it. New things are possible, and you should open your mind to that fact. It's okay to have hope again.”

Are they?

I’ll be away, again. A couple of days. It’s not like he cares anyway.

Pardon me for the foul mood these past few posts. I just realized it. I promise it’ll be different soon. Right now, its just weird how many people can detect stuff they claim is obvious and clear card but not to him at all.

Isn’t that odd?
Being so near, yet so far.

It's a Wednesday!

How time flies this holiday. It's weird how everything is going by at sucha speed that i could have sworn even the bullet train can't compete! I haven't even touched my assignments. yes, not at all. Guilty yes. Happy about it, yes. Worried, yes. To clear all worries and fear of retain i WILL start either tonight or tomorrow. I have a date with the superstars tomorrow. As for today, it'll be a movie marathon with some people; Farah, Harith, Faiz, Raj and Starsky. I'm just in the mood to laze around and watch some flicks. It'll be fun, i hope.

I don't seem to be in the mood to put up my Malacca pictures. It's all in my laptop and I'm using the home computer. Since the laziness part of me don't seem to want to compromise one bit, i guess I'd just not blog about it today. Maybe tomorrow?

You know, i feel like being an astronaut right now so i can fly to the moon. Woah, pure random thoughts.

I feel like babbling some other random thoughts in my head right now.

i'm addicted to the song "always be my baby".

I don't like overprotective guys cause they tend to forget that i'm a 17 year old girl who can practically take care of herself already.

I feel like having mc flurry later, it's a craving now.

I think chores are such a drag though i know it's almost impossible to escape them.

I like my bed alot.

Ps i love you have a very beautiful storyline.

I miss nicholas sparks creations.

I haven't been to town since last week?

I've yet to enjoy the full swing of GSS

I need to ask my mom for cash.

I think i need to shop for clothes more.

I think i'll be a pegasus next year.

I miss touch rugby.

I have meet up with the malay comm soon; alot to spill!

I like CHIPS MORE a hell lot.

I currently think Robert hoffman is the hottest guy right now- DID YOU SEE HIM IN STEPUP2!?

I think the no. of minahs and mutts are increasing but i don't think i should care.

I'm hungry now but i'm having stomach ache too.

I haven't collected my O level cert yet- oops my bad!

I still remember that sales person from Malacca very well.

I think the world need peace, stop all wars!

I like this quote " Have fun today like there's no tomorrow!"

I'm having fun with Xbox game Fifa soccer with my brother.

I'm still thinking over how my dad met my mom- pure random!

I like movies.

I want to cycle soon guys!

I can't wait for the KL trip this friday.

I have school next week and pw on the fullllllllllllllll gear mode.

My room air con is not working.

I want to visit Rome one day.

My dad just told me yesterday about his Germany trip, unfortunately, it's in October, unless i can skip school for a week so i could tag along ?

hmmmmmmmmmmmm

Since i'm being ranodom, let me just put up a random picture.

I like this picture, no idea why ( it's not cause of Azhar there! hahahaha)

I think i should help my mom with something before i head to Faiz place for the movie marathon later.

good day! (:

Being nice with ulterior motives disgusts me.

I'm not in the mood to blog about my trip now.

Some people just chose a very good day to humor me.

I'm tired of this.

I always get disappointed at the end of the day .

I want to go somewhere as far as this and just run away from everything.

I just woke up from an hour of sleep. I don't know what is it that woke me up, really.

Then to wake up to my dad watching air crash investigation. Oh man, i seriously envy the pilots who managed to save the people in the plane. They have brains as huge as Europe, i swear. They're not only excellent in physics but also smart in applying those physics knowledge during those near-deaths moments, especially when they're carrying the lives of other hopefuls on their shoulders. I can't even imagine how long they actually take to memorize and understand those physics facts. I salute them with all my heart! (:

I can't seem to sleep. Something's not solved yet. I feel bad. In fact, very bad.

I feel like i'm being really mean now, but i can't help it if he's being continuously annoying.

I really had the perception that he was a very nice guy at first but i guess i should really know first impressions can't really be trusted. I will learn from here. I didn't mean for it to end this way. i thought you already got the idea from all the unanswered calls but i guess you need a more straightforward reply. Really, please stop bothering me. Sorry

I'm asked to do another random survey so here it is, it's pretty longggggggggggggg.
Bear with me.

1) If your lover betrayed you, what will you do? Ask why then dump.

2)If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be? To be in love. ( oh, how cliche.)

3) How will your dream wedding be like? hmmm me, the guy, me smiling and hmm maybe just blessings from all. I want a beach wedding, really. Like, a simple red carpet. Oh,nice.

4) Do you think you're a perfect partner? Hmm i hope to be.

5) Do you love your partner? If i were to know who, i'll get back to you.

6)Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone? Both, we need two hands to clap.

7)How long are you willing to wait for someone you really love? It depends on how deep is it.

8) If the person you secretly like (if there isnt one, just imagine) is already with someone, what would you do? Well, i'll just wish him the best? (:

9) Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days? Phone calls that are not inviting at all.

10) Is there anything that has made you happy these days? The people around me (:

11) How do you see yourself in ten years time? I should settle with someone already by then. 27? yea, pretty much.

12) Who are currently the most important people to you? The people in my life.

13) What kind of person do you think you are? Someone people can rely on. I hope

14) Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor? Honestly right now, i'd really love to be single and rich but ya of course later on it'll just get old. So, this is one toughie! If i'm married and happy but poor, then i'm willing to take that chance!(:

15) What’s the first thing you do every morning? BATHE?!

16) Do you live with a lie at the moment? Nah, i don't think so. Oh wait, at least i hope not

17) If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick? Someone who makes me feel appreciated? And you know, i'd measure them both. The one that'd love me backkkkk?

18) Would you rather be friends with a geek who is a really nice guy or a super hawt dude but he's a player? Woah, that's one really difficult question! I am friends with both anyway. HAHA

19) What are your friends usually like? Fun, easygoing, friendly and just a cool bunch of people!

20) Are you happy with your life now? I'm contented with it so far.

21)Would you go to a guy who have money but dont love him, or be with someone who dont but you love him so much? The one with no cash(:

22) On a scale of 1 to 10, how happy are you with your life? Why. 7, i'm happy with it so far since i'm really not in any depress mode or anything and of course, i'm grateful for the people around me that keeps me on my toes and are always there when they're needed. Still, I think there's more coming up and i'm just waiting to be there to witness it. I'm just going to see what else lies ahead that age line of mine. We'll see, we'll see.

i will be away for quite awhile. Holidays, if you call it. I'll be back (:

Meanwhile, appreciate your life people.

So much for staying home yesterday. HAHA

In fact, I was out ‘til about 11 yesterday. Tsk tsk, Nurul when will you ever learn to stay put at home?

It was all Cheryl minah’s fault! She wanted to get some dosh transferred for her online shopping needs and I was already rotting at home so I met her in Bishan’s coffee bean and had the usual updates. I was in Bishan yesterday! It’s been really long since those fond memories. 10 years being around that area, can you imagine? Well ANYWAY, I was really amazed from all the changes made since my departure from the Bishan world, which was for the better. And we got to catch up with Abu online! She seems to be having a ball, leaving us here in the lonely lonely little dot.
Straight after, I met Starsky in woodlands Starbucks since he wanted to pick out some hot chick there. HAHA. Okay, maybe not. Oh, and I was so thankful for his help yesterday! I just hope the miss calls will stop from now on. I had enough of ignoring phone calls already. It’s about time some people get the idea, though I really don’t wish to be mean to anyone. So anyway, after much talking, I had to call it a day before my mom blew her top. I had a good time talking to that guy. Lame yet, funny. LOL

I just had PW just now. What a funny meeting, IT retards! (:

I had a dream yesterday. A very weird dream. It’s not weird like it will never happened. It’s weird cause it’s so sudden. Really, weirddddddd.

"The worst way to miss someone is to see them everyday"

Does it make any sense at all?

It's frustrating you know.

I can’t believe the holidays are moving at this speed! Isn’t this the 2nd week already?

See, how I prove my point that life is unfair? Time seems to be moving at such a slow and steady pace when i was studying that I swear even the speed of me crawling would beat it anytime!

Yesterday was fun. It started out with meeting Harith, Starsky and Farah since we are the near-to-school homies. During the train ride, we came to realize that we were extremely early! So being the usual selfish people we are, we planned for a game of pool first before meeting the rest since we all do have that reputation of being latecomers. Not exactly to school but oh well, you get what I mean. Once we reached town, we started the game. Ever since the exams, Farah and I kinda lost touch with this game. Hey, blame school for this! If I wasn’t mistaken, the last game was around January, I think my birthday period. Still, we didn’t get thrash by the guys. Surprisingly, we were just 2 balls short. Not bad or what! (: But I gotta admit, they were pretty darn good. Had good laughs here and there too!

So after getting a call from them, we rushed our way to cine only to find that we still had an hour left before the start of the movie. We were definitely one big group there. Let’s see, there was me, Farah, Harith, Starsky, Raj, Raga, Fabian, Michelle and her two girlfriends (omg sorry, I forgot their name! tsk tsk this is bad Nurul. They remembered and you don’t!), HajaM, HajaR, Pradeep, Elijah, Hee Sang, Jia Sheng, Kelvin and Guoxi. If I’m not wrong that’s all. I have a feeling I might have left out someone. Gosh, my memory is failing me!

The movie was great though the storyline was so predictable! You can ask Farah about this, I was continuously telling her all the possibilities for the ending of the movie! She was searching for her phone halfway through though. Hahaha. The movie was good since it ended with the whole happily ever after scenario that I always hope for. Since it doesn’t happen in real life, the least the movies could do is give us some pleasure and satisfaction of happily ever after in it, right?
(:

It was funny in some parts too. HajaM was dead funny! There was one part of the movie where it involved a very annoying guy and he would burst into laughter and then he told me he looked like Wayne, one of our classmates. OMG, that was hilarious ‘til I was left laughing even for a few scenes after. Then, there was the “I don’t know, I think he had a huge dick or something.” saying. Hahaha yes, he said that! But yea, he’s funny anyway/

farah with chicken little and me with sticth.

So after the movie, they were all stuck with the decision to either go for dinner or play LAN. Obviously I wasn’t in the mood for LAN (haha since when was I ever?) and I wasn’t hungry so I met Fauzi at his store in Raffles. I didn’t expect the Starbucks to be much of a hassle to find, but it seriously was. I asked about 4 others and they gave me the no-idea look. So he fetched at the mrt station and then headed to his store. I got free frappe and cheesecake. Awesome, yes? Did I mention he’s still an ass? As always. HAHA And oh ya, he was telling me about Vin (Harith, shut up. Hahaha) and I was surprise from the description, really! OH WELL

It’s a Wednesday today and I have no plans. Actually, I do. It’s stay home and finish my book. I miss this. Maybe I might just head down to the library and enjoy some peace and quiet. Or maybe cycling with my brother? Or maybe go for a swim. But I feel like getting some Ben and jerry’s and yes, that’s a very sudden and random craving.

I shall decide later.

Take a chance now before you regret it later on.

Somehow,despite all the shit(literally!) we went through, i missed this.

( i wasn't there during the river cascading. Stupid diarrheoa)

3/4 of the class =)

3/4 of 0812C guys.

I can't wait for school to start. Still, i'm enjoying the holidays.

(:

Time check: 0258am

“How was your day today?” many asked.

Screw work, it’s the holidays baby!

(i think i smile weird)

Back to reality, obviously I didn’t say that. Those who knows me and knowing myself, I doubt I’d ever say that. Still, I wish I can. Sometimes I think my kindness is taken for granted. I don’t know, or is it just myself thinking too much. I’m nice, or so I’ve heard, but sometimes I think some people are taking advantage of it. Okay stop it Nurul, you’re taking in too many movie dialogues into your head! You’re just imagining things.

Still, in reality, I know that I had fun today, as always. This time with my Mom and Seri Hidayu.

I mentioned before about my smart move for the week?
Cause of the ever so brilliant move made, I had to wake up early this morning to head down to Lavender to get a whole new passport. I think my newest picture looks really weird but that aside, I noticed that I wasn’t the only smart soul in Singapore. I guess I have other fellow smart people that proved their brilliance in the most uncommon way ever. Oh well, great minds think alike.

Straight after, I couldn’t believe that even my mom was in the GSS mode.
“Okay, we don’t eat first. We have 2 hours to kill, where do you want to go?”

The sentences were filled with oxymoron in my opinion. Usually, I’d have to be the one begging her to just switch on that shopping engine or even dragging her from one store to another. I wonder what’s up with the change of mind this time round. But do you think I even bothered to ponder it over? Not for a second. Thinking about how sweet my brother have been these past few days, I bought for him two tees that was way beyond the budget yet, really good looking. Then usual clothes for me. After awhile, duty calls for her as she had to head back for work. SOO, I called upon the Seri hidayu! I was so grateful for her presence! She was like my heroine for the day! (: sanggup seh that girl/

After getting that gladiators ( like finally!) we hung out at mc café and had the usual bitching sessions.

Narcissist

& it went on like always.


Juizyan asked me to do this quiz. Oh man, I miss that girl, haven’t seen her for a long long time. Except that time when I bummed into her in rp. Hahaha so this is the least I could do for an old friend! (:
1) At what age do you intend to get married?
-Initially, it was 25 but since I have no boyfriend now, I guess it’ll just remain a mystery

2) Do you think you’re hoping for something now?
-Honestly, I know I am. I’m hoping for a lot of things but I know there are limits to it actually becoming a reality so I guess I don’t hope for too much.

3) What do you want the most now?
- To always be happy. Is that too much to ask? (:

4) What are your future plans?
Well, to get promoted to J2, get my driver’s license, get to western Sydney’s uni, be an air stewardess for a couple of years before joining a workforce then get married and have kids. Of course he’s got to be my boyfriend first. For that, we’ll see. HAHA

5) If you could have one dream to come true now, what would it be?
As cliché as this is, to experience love from the other half.

6) What are you most afraid of losing now?
My family and friends.

7) In you opinion, define love.
Well, from watching movies, reading novels and just being outside the whole relationship box, I think love is one of the most extraordinary things in this world. They say love conquers all. I think it’s true if you believe it. Love works in many ways, proving its strengths in many occasions. It’s just how you wish to see it. Since I’ve more or less never felt it, besides my family and friends that is, I can’t judge. What I do know is that love is one of the greatest powers God has given us so I will definitely learn to treasure it when the right time comes for me. (Damn, that was corny)

8) From the first letter of your name, make a word from it that best describes yourself.
N-narcissism- full of it, I would say.

9) How strong do you think you are?
I think physically, I am strong. Though I gotta admit, I’ve a little problem with the mentality strength.

10) What are the requirements you wish from the other half.
Okay, let’s not be superficial for now okay. I’ll ignore the physical outlook. Let’s focus on the “inside”. hoho
Well, firstly he’s got to be someone who has to trust me! I’m really not a fan of overprotective guys at all. He doesn’t have to be next to me 24/7. Hello, I need my space once in awhile alright? Next, someone’s who’s able to make me laugh. I think that’s one of the most important things!
Then, someone who’s able to love and appreciate me.

Oh, & someone who'd still love me after seeing me at my worst conditions cause you know what they say, "If you cant love me at my worst, you don't need me at my best!"
Lastly, someone who will also be my best friend and I’m most comfortable with! Whereby i can be myself most of the time, that includes eating a triple sized hamburger! HOHOHO

11) What type of people do you hate the most?
I really don’t wish to despise people right now. It’s so energy consuming, really.

12) Do you cherish every single friendship?
I plan to (:

13) Do you think hating that someone will make you forget about him?
Firstly, there’s no such thing as forgetting about anyone, unless you suffer a case of amnesia along the way. SO what’s the use of hating people? It will get you nowhere and no one will benefit from this. Unless you’re some sadist human that gains pleasure from people’s sufferings. One thing’s for sure, I’m definitely not one of them so I’d rather just wish him good luck with his new chapter of life and move on from there(:

14) What do you think is most important in your life right now?
Family, friends and music.

15) Do you think it’s necessary for you to have a boyfriend now?
Now, no. In the future, of course. Still, I’ll never intend to let desperation set in. Let nature takes it course. Maybe being single in the future wouldn’t be a bad thing? Who knows.

16) What kind of friends do you want to have?
I’m already happy with the set I’m having now. New friendly and trustworthy people are most welcome!(:

17)What kind of a friend do you wish to be to them?
Someone they can rely on and will be there for them when they need me.

18) If you could, which part of your character do you wish to change?
To not easily fall for sweet nothings.

19)If you’re feeling low one day, who would you go to?
My room and my music.

20) If there’s one thng you wish to say to that certain someone, what would it be?
“you’re so near, yet so far.whyyyyyyyyyyyyyy”

Instructions: Take out one of the questions here and change it to your own. Now choose 8 others to do the same thing. Leave a message in their tagboard.
Oh well, anyone who’s interested may try it, I really don’t mind! Go ahead, it’s pretty fun.

It was great to hear from Aqila just now and glad you're having fun there babe!*WINKS*

I have a small outing with the 0812C guys plus michelle and farah in the afternoon later. And maybe meeting fauzi later on. I haven’t seen him for ages! At least ever since that small argument. Hahaha I missed his buttcheeks naming!
I hope i'll have fun later.

Sayonara, people!

Saturdays Saturdays Saturdays
How do I begin to explain Saturdays?


I mentioned before haven’t I?

That Saturdays are usually the hottest periods.
Well, yesterday was no different at alllllllll.
The atmosphere of GSS was pretty satisfying yet; I’m still waiting for the end of it since will be reduced even further! Oh come on, being the cheapskate I am, do you really think I will settle for 10-20 percent discounts? HOHO

Holidays are just starting for me and I’m really glad I get to breathe right now.

Oh I feel so good.
Ahh
Oh I feel so good
Oh I feel so, oh I feel so, oh I feel so good
Ahhh ahhh ahhh
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
(:

Ayat-ayat cinta again yesterday. I swear, it’s a really good movie. It completely changed the wrong perception that I used to have before.
The difference in loving someone and the ability to have him as yours.

Its two completely different things that everyone is continuously getting mixed up with.
Ponder it over people, and you’ll realize it too. The whole idea of owning someone is getting so stereotype that desperation are slowly luring in. The need to have a boyfriend is growing so strong ‘til couples are slowly increasing not for the sake of love, but for the sake of just being in a relationship. This does not apply to all of course. I have friends who are really happy with who they’re with and are really doing well in them but on the other hand too, I do have friends who are just taking this whole love idea for granted and it completely disgust me. Learn to wait please. Desperation will only get you so far and it’s really doomed to fail. As cliché as this is, all you gotta take up is patience. Appreciate the people around you and most importantly, yourself first before you get yourself into a position where you’re not happy in. Trust me; it’s much more worth it compared to being with someone where you’re not able to be yourself most of the time. Giving others chances may work but sometimes, it just needs two hands to clap.
(:

This is true love.

It’s a Sunday today. As much as I want to make it a stay-home-be-a-pig day, I can’t possible miss out a family day out. Especially with the arrival of this GSS period.

By the way, I still think butt cheeks are hot. Actually, it came from Fauzi and I just adapted the idea. Ha-ha you can blame him for my display name. Ask me yourself what it means alright! My new sp friend, ashraf thinks its hot tooooo! HAHA
But my butt cheeks are currently being plastered with ugly marks from the mosquitoes and ants bites. They look like acne! NO KIDDING. Not mentioning the different scars on my legs from the leeches too. Tsk tsk. Still, do you think I will let it affect my holidays? Well, I don’t think I need to publicize my answer to that right.

AQILA TAGGED MY BLOG! Hope you’re doing fine there babe and of course you’re missed around here. Don’t burn the Aussie world okay! Oh, you should know what to do over there, don’t you? *winks winks* SEE YOU SOON (Th)2!(:

Smart move for this week: Nurul forgot to take our her passport from her jacket used for kota tinggi. Today she found her jacket in the dryer after the wash from the washing machine. & now her passport is in tiny wet pieces. Very pretty Nurul very pretty!(:


Any award for the best liar goes to you.